Come what may I must be true
To what is right for me
Transition can be fast or slow
Quick can be chaotic, but clarity reigns true
Slow is what we have been experiencing
Although the preparation is known
and the transition seen coming for a long time
The wrenching apart is more than chaotic
It is the fall of an institution
The crumbling of a false foundation
That was believed in wholeheartedly
by each of us in our own illusion
playing our unique part
There are none without responsibility
No victims
No villains
But as we transition
Who will be left to feel victimized?
And who may carry the guilt of the villain?
Release… let go… be
Do what is right and good for self spirit has said
It must be right and good for all
Or it could not be right and good for self
Even if the all is blind… to the right… and the good
We have continued to honor our parts…
Choose to rewrite this part to a higher vibration
And clearly you are simply a prima donna
So special must you be
That you would dare to rewrite your part
Change the dynamic of the play… the show… the drama
Perhaps your unwarranted changes
Will not bring favor in the world
And the show will close to nasty reviews
The all of your cast will be
Jobless… Cast out… Angry… and bitter
The fault placed where it is seen to belong
And guilt placed upon the shoulders of the faulted one
With expectations of its acceptance
The guilt will not be shouldered any longer
The run of the show was foreseen in advance
The knowledge was shared, so all could prepare
And simply the cast all chose not to
The torment and fear… anger and bitterness… is of their own making
Should one cast member set aside
Joy… Happiness… wisdom… freedom
And perfection of divine spirit
For the torment self created by the rest?
ABSURD! Says the spirit of the divine
There are tickets out of the show
Handed out free by the Father
Didn’t the cast see him offer?
One opened a hand and received the ticket
And transformed the show
Foreseen as playing the role of prima donna
As this one walks out of the theater and closes the door
There is no looking back
This one has been freed
Simply by noticing the ticket that said FREE
The cast will go on with a transition of plays
Without their star player
A new star will have to be tailored
They’ll weep and they’ll whine… they’ll complain
All the while wanting what they refuse to see
And wondering why they cannot have it
With every transition from the show they will reorganize again
And start it all over
Never seeing the free ticket
Resenting any who do
Because the play is their focus
… and the show must go on
Once you’ve transitioned from the show
You may observe now and then
From high in the balcony
Your perspective now changed
What was once your high drama
Has become the finest of comedies
You laugh loud and hearty
And clap and stomp your feet
Acknowledging a fine performance
Perhaps the best that you’ve seen
As you look down upon the theater
You remember the walk up the long isle
Leading you to the door
Remembering the energy being sent your way
By angry cast members that preordained day
From your perch in the balcony
You see much the same cast
Playing the same characters as before you left
The anguish you felt has long since past
Your heart filled with love and forgiveness
For all in your cast
As you stand to leave and offer your applause
Don’t forget to thank them
For in playing their parts
They catapulted you to the door
Although they resented you for walking through it
They also gained knowledge that it could be done
And in offering these thank yous
You send love… and vibrations of divinity…
In the form of a ticket that says FREE
Engtovo ~ November 13, 1997