Window of Direct Creation

Only a few hours to the opening

Long time followers of my work know the time all planets are in direct motion as a “Window of Direct Creation”.  A time where we need to remain clear in our thought and intentions as there is no resistance to what we put out to create.

Spirit made me aware of these windows 25-26 years ago and I have shared when they come about in newsletters in the early days, and then online since 1998 in various forms of the website and blog(s) that have evolved in these 20 years of being online.  I never claimed this knowledge as mine or unique to me although I had not seen it before anywhere, or new, as spirit always said ancients were well aware of this.

There is always some young up and coming star who has to make a name being the only, the best, the master.  Oh would it not be nice if we could get over that aspect of humanity.

http://allplanetsdirect.com/ Wave Rayne  is the first American teacher of solar system influences related to APDM, *All Planets in Direct Motion to teach online webinars, lectures, and email courses.  She also has a FB group page called All Planets Direct which informs fans of the interesting occurrences between land and sky.

Apparently in 2010 this woman noticed and decided it should be her claim to fame and profit maker I guess. Whatever, she can claim what she wants, I know I should not be annoyed by this kind of crap, but it just gets old.  Someone excitedly discovers something NEW only they are clueless it is only new TO THEM. And then they have to run out and share it with everyone, and attempt to own it  LOL

At any rate a long “Window of Direct Creation” opens in a few hours when Mercury goes direct at

January 8th 1:43 am Pacific Time.

And ends when Jupiter goes retrograde,

February 5th at 10:52 pm Pacific Time,

You know these long ones it can be hard to stay focused with your intentions and in a positive space.  It may be especially hard for some of you that had a difficult Mercury Retrograde that you are still picking up the pieces from.  I happen to love Mercury Retrograde but I know that is not true of most.

Considering that our President Elect is going to be inaugurated during this time period and there could be a lot of political angst and activity surrounding all that, we really just need to steer clear of all these outer happenings this month to keep our intentions pure.   I will be spending far less time on facebook and just not commenting on things like youtube and so forth so as to avoid any kind of simple miscommunication turning into any kind of strife that would steal my focus or lessen my true intentions.  This month would best be served as a month of meditation and healing.  Pure foods, pure thoughts, and canceling out any thoughts that are not in harmony with your true desires for growth.  If an argument happens clear the space, and restate your intentions strongly, release anything said by you or to you, in the argument.  You got to let it go even if you know you are right.

We spent from September  24, 2015 to August 22, 2016 grounding in the 22 Fractal Divine Waves of Change.  This was followed by a Mercury Retrograde on August 30th that allowed our thoughts to decompress from that work.  Mercury went direct with the arrival of the Equinox giving us some time after to clear out the cobwebs of this purification phase we have been going through collectively until Mercury went retrograde again only a couple days before Solstice.  This retrograde with the Solstice energy inside it was the opportunity to heighten our mental readiness for this very important Window of Direct Creation.  I hope you were able to use it as such. This is the first Window in the new fractal energy pattern.

I saw clear choices and patterns of people I knew making similar changes in the last two weeks of December to the present.  As if on cue, this energy said NOW.  Do whatever you need to stay on point with this Window.  It’s an important one and there will be lots of distractions.

peace out T

 

Arrival of the Fractal Divine Waves of Change

Tatiacha Bhodsvatan

Waves of incoming energy have begun, what this energy is, is hard to define. A correction energy, a higher vibration energy, a divine energy, an energy of change that will bring all things not in harmony with the natural divine force of the universe into balance. Anything not in harmony with this energy must fall away. Those in harmony will react favorably to this energy, those of low vibration or in fear and resistance will react badly personally and on a planetary level. This energy will affect every species and the planets themselves. It has moved through most areas of the universe already and is now reaching earth. On a planetary level this energy will bring tremendous changes to the earth. There are 22 waves, the frequency of their arrival speeds up over time. The first wave hit in late September, the 2nd wave on November 20. By August 22, 2016 we will receive the final separate wave that will intensify the energetic field to a continuous vibration that will never subside.

Below are the arrival dates of all the waves with all the basic planetary events for this time. All times are U.S. Pacific times. When a wave has two dates it will hit on the first date on part of the planet and the second date further round the earth. When there is a single date the energy will arrive on that date all over the earth. Where these waves hit in relation to other planetary events will affect people differently. For example, if mercury retrogrades are hard for you, you may be more challenged by a wave that hits during retrograde. If you are sensitive to energies that build up to solstice and equinox pay attention to the patterns of planetary events with the waves leading up to those. If a wave hits while a planet is going retrograde or direct and that planet is significant in your chart it may have greater effect on you.

There is a numerology aspect to the energy shifts of different waves. This energy is fractal as all creation energies in the universe are, so it works within the universal patterns that we assign numbers to. I will touch on those numbers for each wave but not in great depth. I will discuss mostly how they affect individuals but the effects can apply to leaders, to countries and to the physical planet.

2015

 

September 6 – Venus Direct

September 12 – New Moon – Partial Eclipse of the Sun

September 17 – Mercury Retrograde

September 23 – Equinox

September 24/25 – 1st wave
Initialization and grounding of the energy, we saw quick polarization of people in and out of harmony with these new energies. People tended to blow up and take sides on every issue large or small with a new intensity. Some personal relationships may already be falling apart as well as relationships between organizations, religions and governments based on this polarization.

 

September 24 /25 – Pluto Direct

September 27 – Full Moon – Total Lunar Eclipse (last in series of blood moons)

October 9 – Mercury Direct

October 12 – New Moon

October 22 – Full Moon

November 11 – New Moon

November 18 – Neptune Direct 8:32am

November 20 – 2nd wave
Partnerships, pairs, couples, polarities. Bad or unhealthy relationships will be tested and people will feel pressed to end them. Good relationship will strengthen and grow. Internationally this period could make or break allegiances between countries. This 2 energy works with the polarity of opposites as well. We can see extremes on the planet, such as record highs and lows

 

November 25 – Full Moon 2:44pm

December 11 – New Moon 2:29am

December 21 – Solstice 8:49pm

December 25 – Full Moon 3:11am & Uranus Direct 7:53pm
(All Plants Direct – Window of Direct Creation Opens) A window of direct creation is a period when none of the major planets are in retrograde motion. It is an important time to keep your thoughts clear and focused on what you really want. Do not give into to fear during this time. Try and take time each day to really place forth your intentions for your future and also positive intentions for the planet.

 

2016

January 1-2 – 3rd wave
This wave will push trinity energies forward. Three is a very spiritual number every religion has some form of interpretation of three that is significant. On the personal level there is the body-mind-spirit trinity of self that needs to find balance and for some of us more metaphysical types the perception of soul, spirit(higher self), and the divine. There are three Abrahamic religions that have been in conflict over the ages. I would anticipate that spiritual matters of all kinds will dominate the period of this wave.

 

January 5 – Mercury Retrograde 5:06am (Window of Direct Creation Closes)

January 7 – Jupiter Retrograde 8:40pm

January 9 – New Moon 5:30pm

January 23 – Full Moon 5:46pm

January 25 – Mercury Direct 1:50pm

February 8 – New Moon 6:39am

February 13 – 4th wave
The fourth wave is a grounding wave. For those not in resistance, it will help you stabilize all that you have received over the past few months. For those out of harmony this wave may tip your life upside down. It is like polar reversal where your north is south and vice versa. Confusion chaos, challenges, trouble nailing anything down.

 

February 22 – Full Moon 10:20am

March 8-9 – New Moon 5:54pm – Total Eclipse of the Sun

March 11 – 5th wave
The 5th wave is the energy of the human it is like a five pointed star, when within a circle as a pentagram it was once the symbol of the highest vibration of humanity. Now it is marginalized as a symbol of wicca a modern reinterpretation religion thought to be based in the old ways. It is because of its true meaning that this symbol was turned upside down to represent evil or Satanism. This wave will force we humans to look within and internalize the divine force or reject it.

 

March 19-20 Equinox (9:31pm 19th)

March 23 – Full Moon 5:01am – Penumbral Eclipse of the Moon

March 25 – Saturn Retrograde 3:01am

April 7 – New Moon 4:24am

April 7 – 6th wave
The 6th wave is like 2 groups of trinity it is the as above so below energy. Represented by what has now been co-opted by Israel as the Star of David. The six pointed star with two interwoven triangles or pyramids symbolized weaving the fabric of life. It is the Patten that meshes divine (spirit) with matter (earth). When you receive this energy you are receiving a new pattern in your consciousness bringing more harmony, peace, understanding, compassion and joy. It is also a building phase. If you have plans for building a physical thing, an organization, etc, this energy will fully support building. Rejecting this creation pattern will cause those people / groups to be extremely angry, frustrated, rebellious, and perhaps violent.

 

April 17 – Mars Retrograde – 5:14am

April 18 – Pluto Retrograde 0:23am

April 21 – Full Moon 10:24pm (22nd in some places)

April 28 – 7th wave
The 7th wave is again an opportunity to balance but this time balance not just of earthly things but to bring forth balance between the spirit (invisible the 3) into the earth life (visible the 4) for the 7 energies of blending.

 

April 28 – Mercury Retrograde 10:20am

May 6 – New Moon 12:29pm

May 9 – Jupiter Direct 5:16am & Transit of Mercury – The last transit of Mercury we had was  November 8, 2006 Mercury transits change the way we think first, then manifest that into physical changes in our lives over the course of a year to two years.  Transits of mercury only happen 14 times in every 100 years

May 20 – 8th wave
Eight is infinity and abundance flow. If you have been in harmony, but struggling with getting what you need to do what you are intuitively being guided to do, like relocate for example this is the energy to put into motion the fulfillment of that need, Those out of harmony will start to have trouble with finances. Governments & corporations will be vulnerable to exposure of secret assets for example.

 

May 21 – Full Moon 2:14pm

May 22 – Mercury Direct 6:20am

June 4 – New Moon 7:59pm

June 11 – 9th wave
The 9th wave will offer a completion of processes that were set in motion previously. A divorce set forth in the first or second wave coming to completion for example. A successful completion of relocation. Those out of harmony will not be able to bring their plans to completion as they foresee them. This is a strong factor for those in high leadership position who are wielding the power over war plans and so forth.

 

June 13 – Neptune Retrograde 1:43pm

June 20 – Full Moon 4:02am & Solstice 3:34pm

June 25-26 – 10th wave
Return to the initialization of wave one at yet a higher vibration an intensity.

 

June 29 Mars Direct 4:38pm

July 4 – New Moon – 4:01am

July 9 – 11th wave
The 11th wave is very important it will have the higher vibration intensity of all the highs and lows of the 2 but with more impact and finality in affairs of humans.

 

July 16-17 – 12th wave
Numerological a 12-3 we are back to the 3 at a higher vibration with tinges of the 7 which blended 3 and 4 energies as twelve is divisible by both. For those with issues in waves three 4 and 7 this will hit like a mack truck. As always, those in harmony will be offered more healing and love in this energy.

 

July 19 – Full Moon 3:56pm

July 24 – 13th wave
14-4 energy higher vibe of the 4 wave.

 

July 29 – Uranus Retrograde 2:06pm

August 1 – 14th wave
14-5 higher vibe of the 5 wave.

 

August 2 – New Moon 1:44pm

August 3 – 15th wave
15-6 higher vibe of the 6 wave with intense emphasis on building.

 

August 7 – 16th wave
16-7 higher vibe of the 7 wave.

 

August 11 – 17th wave
17-8 higher vibe of the 8 energy.

 

August 13 – 18th wave
18-9 higher vibe of the 9 more completions.

 

August 13 Saturn Direct 2:51am

August 16 – 19th wave
Highest push of the 1 initiation this initializes completion, future creations will become set in stone.

 

August 18 – 20th wave
Highest push of the 2 of the partnership and polarization energies.

 

August 18 – Full Moon 2:26am & Penumbral Eclipse of the Moon

August 20 – 21st wave
Highest push of the 3 spiritual energies you have either found harmony with the new Universal energies or not!

 

August 22 – 22nd wave
This wave will be an exponential increase in vibration. From this point on we will be in a steady energy stream there will still be waves but they are continuous and constant, not like a tide ebbing and flowing but a consistent vibrating force.

 

August 30 – Mercury Retrograde 6:04am

September 1 – New Moon 2:03am & Annular Eclipse of the Sun

September 16 – Full Moon 12:05pm & Penumbral Eclipse of the Moon

September 21-22 – Mercury Direct (10:31pm 21st)

September 22 – Equinox 7:22am

September 26 – Pluto Direct 7:59am

September 30 – New Moon 5:11pm

October 15 /16 – Full Moon (9:23pm 15th)

October 30 – New Moon 10:38am

November 14 – Full Moon 5:52am

November 19 – Neptune Direct 8:39pm

November 29 – New Moon 4:18am

December 13 – Full Moon 4:05pm

December 19 – Mercury Retrograde 2:55am

December 21 – Solstice 2:45am

December 28 / 29 New Moon (10:53pm 28th)

December 29 – Uranus Direct 1:29am

2017

 

January 8 – Mercury Direct 1:44am

 

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11-11-11 Fractal Patterns and Rhythms

Here we are again, the big 11-11-11 and yet it really isn’t!  The world functions with rhythms, some are short like the 24 hour Circadian rhythm, others take thousands of years to come back to the starting point.  From the most basic workings of life to the movement of the solar system and galaxy, rhythms interact and move all life.  Human beings are always trying to place themselves within those rhythms and to understand how we fit in to the greater scheme of things.  These rhythms are fractal patterns which energy follows for all life is energy.  Different energies express in different fractal patterns.

When conception occurs it begins a fractal pattern of potential.  Why potential?  Because the fertilized egg may never implant itself in the womb and begin to grow, it may simply pass out of the body for various reasons, physical or spiritual.  From the spiritual point of view for implantation to occur a Soul must be willing to connect energetically at the time of implantation.  Now no doubt there are many scientists who don’t want to hear it, but I could care less.  So there is a second fractal pattern that begins at the moment of implantation, a growth cycle.  There is yet another pattern that begins at birth with first breath when the Soul actually enters the body.  The breath cycle corresponds to the renewal of a 7 year cycle.  This seven year cycle is connected to longevity and mortality.  When we move through various ascension steps on the path this breath cycle increases due to the increase in vibration that is taking place. (more on that later)

These are only three of hundreds of very personal cycles each person is moving through within their own body.  We also try to place ourselves into the solar system though various methods of astrology.  We can calculate the patterns of the planets and how much time passes between certain configurations.  Because the shorter of these cycles exist within much bigger cycles astrology is once again a very personal thing.  We can’t say everyone born on January 1st has the same energies, let alone everyone who is a Capricorn.  We can only say they have certain energies available to them in truth.

While most of the cycles we look to are in nature in some form, we also have cycles that we as humans co-create though our group consciousness and then set into a mathematical fractal pattern that we live within by choice.  Calendars we use to mark time are the most significant way in which we do this.  While we attempt to connect our calendars to lunar or solar cycles they are imperfect at best and yet we tie ourselves to them thus giving them energy and power.  When big societies live on different fractal calendars they often come into energetic conflict.  In the 20th century The Powers That Be went to great length to get the whole world to come to agreement on using the Gregorian Calendar.

The purpose of them doing this was to sync the whole world into one agreed upon fractal pattern of time.  Then their manipulated version of history could be set it in stone.  They could use that to choose groups to purposely put out of synch with one another in the divide and conquer agenda.  There is always someone attempting to figure out how to sync some of the ancient calendars to the Gregorian calendar.  In truth there are arguments about whether the Gregorian calendar even begins when it is perceived to begin in reference to historical events.  Yet here we are a world that functions as a whole on this one calendar.

Now that we are all basically in agreement with this one calendar in order to conduct worldly affairs the illuminati who set this into place use this calendar and the numerology within it to plan their events.  The use of numerology in basic metaphysics is a very old system.  Yet despite this they are still able to manipulate groups of people based on numbers and calendars without those same people doing some really simple math.

Basic numerology works with number 1-9 and the master numbers of 11 and 22.  I am not going to go into why those are master numbers because I am not writing a book here!  All larger numbers are broken down by adding the numbers together until you reach a 1-9 number 11 or 22.  Even though you do not break down the 11 or 22 you still need to recognize their place in the over all pattern as overlays of 2 and 4.

With double numbers you are always counting by 2

The Even Cycle – 11=2  22=4  33=6  44=8
The Odd Cycle  – 55=1  66=3  77=5  88=7  99=9

So if we combined the odd and even cycles following the 1-9 we would go

55 11 66 22 77 33 88 44 99

This is a pattern that naturally lends itself to chaos.  This is one reason why the use of the 11 and 22 energies is something that has to be mastered.  By manipulating times and dates these double numbers can be used within a greater pattern.  Often a pattern of three digits, most commonly found on clocks that have digital read outs, but only working between 1 O’clock to 9 O’clock  (because after that they become read outs of two two-digit numbers instead as in 11:11.

So we have for example 1:11 look what happens every time we put the same numbers into this three digit pattern…

3-6-9-fractal

We end up with a numerology fractal that only uses 3-6 and 9!  This, unlike the two digits pattern, is a very orderly pattern to work with and yet when it is broken into a time you are actually using the individual number as in 1:11 you have the one a beginning and a two digit number going in a chaos pattern interspersed into a three digit fractal that The Powers That Be can plan within.  Now mind you these plans are their plans for YOU they will always work with the most basic numbers they can for themselves, and leave the chaos numbers interwoven into their work on the masses.

Now the 3-6 -9 pattern corresponds to the creation process that is based in the trinity, The Order of Melchizeldek, The Order of Enoch, and The Order of Michael (not Archangel Michael) These three orders work in succession, the Melchizeldeks whose symbol is the triangle (3) with a circle in the middle, are the planners they create the blueprints for new creations such as a new solar system.  The Enochians are the grid workers, they are the builders, their symbol is the Enochian Star (6 pointed) star that was taken and renamed the Star of David for Illuminati purposes. The Michaelians  then are the caretakers and protectors, their symbols inverts the Melchizeldek symbol with the triangle inside a circle signifying completion and 9 is the completion number.

So the 3-6-9 pattern is used to mimic the divine creation process.  Because all of the numbers can be divided by 3 they can use this to plan, build or complete in any of the 3 6 or 9 years.  When you divide the 3-6 -9 each by 3 you obviously get 1-2-3.  Think of how many ways our communications give us messages that say essentially; it is as simple as 1, 2 3!  Anytime directions can be given in only three steps they are most effective.

A new creation on the world level is most effectively started in the 3 year, built upon in the 6 year and then completed in the 9 year. 2001 and everything that was started from the 9-11 attacks was a 3 year.  If we were to get in depth on that one 3 year event we could find all kinds of important building aspects on it in the 6 year, 2004, and the bringing of these things to full fruition in the nine year 2007.  While nine is completion we also have to remember that it corresponds to the Michaelian work, which is protection and caretaking so in that 9 year things will be done to keep the thing created safe and continuing forward into the next cycle.

The Powers That Be are not always successful in creating the initial plan of their three year. They will often attempt to make the best with what occurs when this happens to spin the situations to work their agenda through fear.  2010 another 3 year, was filled with climate and earth related events of one sort or another, we were given the BP oil spill, flooding events, the Haiti earthquake, Iceland volcano, and several other weather related things that were questionable as to their natural origin.   If things were to go on their timeline then we would expect them to either blow off the 2012 hype and then gear up and build on earth and weather related events in 2013 or start on these type of events near the December 2012 time period, to increase the fear and then take that into 2013 with martial law scenarios in the aftermath of such events.

This is where we are in the year patterns

It shouldn’t be much of a surprise that the 9-11 attacks were in a 3 year, many things happened in 2004 (the 6 year) one of which was the very significant first transit of Venus on June 7!  Venus Transits come in pairs the second in this pair is June 6, 2012.  These transits happen four times every 234 years! The last pair of Venus Transits were December 9, 1874 & December 6, 1882

So they were very busy building the fear that year because Venus is the planet of LOVE.  It was a U.S. election year with lots of distractions offered up as they continued to build upon the loss of freedoms created with the 9-11 attacks.  They did not want people focused on the love energy of the Venus transit.  2007 brought us to the completion of that particular cycle it was a significant year.  We of the light had significant victories, most of which were accomplish by a very small group of people who had to work against the dark forces while dealing with the chaos of the people who were supposed to be on path with us.  The dark side used events like Fire the Grid to attempt to steal your energy to use against you.  A significant number of you fell for it!  Why you may ask?  Well for one you were already trained into a cycle of chaos they began in earnest for you in 2001.

First they created the metaphysical and new age movement’s obsession with the dates.  This started way back in the late 80 and early 90’s.  Solara being the best known person who connected the 11-11 with ascension.  She also introduced the concept of ‘group ascension” which was another bunch of crap.  This also led into the distraction of the 4D 5D 6D etc which is a whole other blog post… moving on…

They got the 1-1-1 thing going on January 1st of 2001.  They did this by taking advantage of our lazy minds who write the date as 1-1-01.  We all ignore zeros of course because they have no numerological count.  So we see just 1-1-1 a new beginning it says to us, all those ones.  But because we are lazy in our writing we ignore that 1-1-1 is really 01-01-2001 not a new beginning year at all but a 3 year! 1999 was our 1 year. 1-1-1 and 2-2-2 were not giant events but by 3-3-3 things were rolling big time and they had the metaphysical, pagan and new age communities fully immersed into a pattern that would lead them to the big 11-11-11.  They of course knew that this pattern was a full two years behind what was really happening numerologically and they could implement their own energies in alignment with the real numerology without resistance.  This also just put that group of spiritual people generally out of sync with the momentum of the whole human created numerology game of the Gregorian calendar which almost 7 billion people are participating in.

So when they had so many of you focused on those dates the 3 same digit numbers on the clock came to the forefront of your consciousness and that was with intent.  First they put you numerologically 2 years behind the mass consciousness with the dates then with the times, they put you into regular cycle of chaos which creates fear.

11-11-11 is in fact 11-11-4  a 26=8 day.  There are a few years that come about each century that are either 11-2 or 22-4 years and we did indeed have one in this cycle it was 2009.  So November 11th of 2009 was the true 11-11-11 date a 33-6 a massive building day for a planned creation.  While there are some people who celebrate or acknowledge November 11 every year mostly under some delusion of its meaning, most of the greater group was focused on September 9th that year.  That is really a shame.  You can be certain The Powers That Be were laughing their asses off on 9-9-9 and they were busy in ceremony on 11-11-09 as the true 11-11-11.

While there are plenty of events scheduled for 11-11-2011  this year, the fact that they are dusting off  Fire the Grid again is certainly no coincidence.  I wrote plenty about this energy harvest in 2007 on the blog at http://blog.spiritnexus.org/2007/07/13/dont-fire-the-grid/ .  One thing is certain they will be using this day to take energy, as much as they can get, from the spiritual people who have bought into this.

I have been talking about this every damn year, yet by the time 3-3-03 passed there were so many egos on board no one gave a damn, they were just committed to their delusion and hell bent on getting to their 11-11-2011 date and clueless they missed it in 2009.

Now we have yet another group focused on 12-12-12 simply because of the Mayan calendar focus on 2012.  12-12-2012 is numerologically 3-3-5 it is an 11 day and although that can be used in a good way 11 days are not all that uncommon.

If you look a the masters years (11 and 22) we had nine in the 20th century

1901 & 1910 were 11 years 1939, 1948, 1957, 1966, 1975, 1984, 1993 were 22 years

In the 21st century we have 10 master years

21st century 11 Years;  2009, 2018, 2027, 2036, 2045, 2054, 2063, 2072, 2081, 2090

2100’s nine 11 years (nine master years)

2200’s eight 11 years, one 22 year (nine master years)
2300’s seven 11 years, two 22 years (nine master years)

See a pattern developing here?  The 21st century is unique in that it could make 10 master 11 years when other centuries have 9 master years counting both 11 and 22 years.  It was a reset century in the Gregorian calendar.  All cycles have resets whether they are natural or human created it is simply the nature of the fractal universe in which we live.  The end of the Mayan calendar no matter how it is matched to the Gregorian calendar is simply the reset point of that calendar.

3000’s for example have nine 11 years (nine master years)

4000’s have eight 11 years and 1 22 year (nine master years)

Obviously this is all based on us keeping the same calendar and using it so that this numerology is accepted by the collective.  When the earth is bigger after the expansion we would need a new calendar if we want to keep track of time.  The day will no longer be 24 hours and the 24 hour circadian rhythm will be reset in all life to the length of a the new day.  All cycles will be reset with the earth expansion; this is part of what makes it such a significant event. Even earth and human cycles that were not at their completion reset point will have no choice but leave that cycle where it stood and begin over.

True mathematicians can spend their whole lives mapping the cycles and rhythms of life with numbers.  Just like astrology we are not controlled by numbers, we can transcend all of life’s influences by ascending, but they are out there moving like tides and cycles all the time and we can take advantage of them for good or evil works.  The dark beings on this planet use these numbers with the force of the whole of the collective consciousness against us and we should be aware of this!  We need to be careful not to participate and give our power over to the flow of these creations if we are to transcend and step forward with our own ascension.

This year’s 11-11-11 has its own geek meaning as a binary day though and maybe that was another inspiration of using these numbers in this particular way.  11=3, in binary arithmetic hmm there is that whole trinity thing again and so 11-11-11 binary day equals  3-3-3 a nine and the ability to combine these threes for the beginning a three (the one trinity- Melchizeldek) a building 6 (the Enoch) and a completing 9 (Michaelian) AKA 1,2, 3 abracadabra lets create some crap.  There are untold number of computer wiz kids who would like to believe that binary is the universal language in which we would communicate with aliens.  It is the basis of the code in the movie the Matrix for example.  Is it possible that those obsessed with the 11-11-11 ignoring the 2 that should be counted in numerology, are actually reacting to a computer program controlling their minds?  That these binary numbers of 1 and 0 are so important to them because they have actually been programmed to find them and give them importance so that their thought and soul powers could be harnessed?  With our lives more and more enmeshed in technology this really cannot be ruled out.  A great deal of channeled material is not channeled from actual entities it comes from a computer output to a receptive mind who wants desperately to be a connected SOUL.  If you had no digital clocks you would give no significance to the time 11:11 in fact we used to round to the nearest five minutes.  If the clock read 11:11 the person would say it’s 10 after 11:00.  What role does the technology based in binary code and beyond play in this supposed spiritual phenomena while The Powers That Be work with the actual spiritual undertaking of numerology?

So one more time Don’t Fire the Grid and don’t give your energy over in any other way on this illuminati 11-11-11 day.  Critical thought is needed as always and the consequences of what is done with your energies are yours even if you simply choose to be uniformed or naïve.

A Few Related Notes:

The Cycles of Timelines

When humans look to the future and there are many timelines they look for time markers and for the timeline for the person that appears to be the most likely future.  This is difficult to say the least.  Time markers are things that cross all timelines.  A good visual for this is to image that there are only 3 timelines and they are on a chart like a biorhythm chart.  Each doing their own thing, every so often the 3 will come together at the center point if this was a chart of timelines that center point with convergence is a time marker.  There is an event there that crosses all of the timelines.  From that point people have been known to jump timelines, changing the possibilities for their lives, some with awareness other without being consciously aware.  When someone jumps a timeline the old timeline will end for them and they will, for those still there, have died.

timelines

We currently have dark force people who purposefully attempt to distort timelines.  They find that convergence point and then flat line it and keep that group of timelines that have converged stagnant of conscious creation.  This causes a time wave distortion for the experiences of that timeline.  They have been doing this for some time but they jumped in with the three final timelines that should have reached pre expansion singularity back in February keeping the three from being completely woven together hoping to get control of several things that would allow them to survive the earth expansion.  The first of the three has been fully woven now and there is an ongoing mild distortion with the final one still in place.  There has been a sort of time war going on and although the distortion is still open the workers in harmony with Divine Principal in both timelines have created no way for the dark forces to shift the future in their favor thus that war is essentially over even while the distortion is being closed and the final weaving is completed.

The First Breath Renewal Cycle

Since I mentioned these cycles earlier in relation to ascension I will add them here.  We start out at first breath with a seven year renewal cycle. The ascension steps referred to with the change in renewal cycle are talked about in the Return to Eden info.

•           When the kundalini opens that changes you to a 5.146 year cycle of renewal so you can process more in less time without killing yourself.

•           When you reach the Inner Circle /Nirvana/Samadhi stage it goes to 4.268 years

•           When you pop open your Sphere it goes to 3.278 years

•           When your Sphere is fully Golden it goes to 2.794 years

•           When the Linolic Flow opens, it goes to a 2 year cycle and you enter the Final Purification.

•           Once in the Final Purification stage how fast it increases depends on how much you have to clear.

Eventually for a Dharlja their cycle is every 22 -24 hours which is why they do not need to sleep and only need 2 hours of mediation per cycle so they try to be in meditation right when they hit that zero point in the cycle.  When the earth expands and the circadian rhythm of all life changes so will this 22-24 hour cycle for the Dharljas.  It is not an exact 24 hour cycle now because as discussed earlier every human has 100’s of cycles unique to them.

Numerology & Language

If there is anyone reading who doesn’t know how language is used in numerology here the basic English chart.  You convert each letter in a word to a number and add the numbers together then add again if necessary until you have reduced your number to 1-9 11 or 22.

Multiple words in an address along with a house number can be added together to get an overall number for a whole address as well.

Example; 1054 Wells Lane

1+5+4 is a 10+1

Wells is 5+5+3+3+1 a 17=8

Lane is 3+1+5+5 a 14=5

1+8+5 is a 14 so the overall number for the address is a 5

Some people when deciding upon a name for a baby or a new venture will look for a name that includes all 9 numbers represented in the words to have balance of all the energies.  Some feel if a number is missing you may find that to be a weak point.  That is not always a bad thing but just something to be aware of just like people like to be aware of the weak or missing elements in an astrology chart.  These can be things we need to work on but occasionally they are not weaknesses at all but things we have mastered!  Thus people looking to the repetition of certain numbers as being a good thing are not realizing the lack of balance that represents!  In astrology it would be the equivalent of having all your planets in the same sign!!  Absurd!  One thing modern numerology seems to ignore if the importance of the zero.  It is the circle of life and is a good thing to have in your address since modern numerology for the English language has not found a way to include it in the alphabet conversion table below.  It is simply ignored, but what comes around goes around!

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The Spiritually Taboo

I wrote this on July 9th and then never got it posted for some reason, it sure seems to fit with what is happening right now!!

We live in a word filled with immense beauty and immense horror.  I am finding myself more and more disturbed by those who claim enlightenment and spiritual awareness wearing blinders to the issues of the world.  They run around sending “light and love”.  OK no harm comes from sending light and love but if they think that doing so will solve any of the world’s problems then why isn’t it working?  We hear about the great awakening here on earth.  We get emails for all the wonderful world meditations and the endless 11:11 ascension groups.  Yet the world’s violence does not lessen even a little.  Wars rage on, rapes on women and children are common place.  Priests molest kids and don’t even get a slap on the wrist by the spiritual authorities of their church and rarely get arrested.  While potheads who were dealing sit in jail for 20 years and sex offenders who are not rehabilitated get out in two or three years and rape again.

Is it hard to hold the painful information available in such massive amounts from around the world in our consciousness?  Hell yes!  Endlessly posting uplifting tidbits and heartwarming photo art to facebook or twitter is not going to make it go away.  Spiritual growth is actual hard work not just a series of “magical” moments.  I believe in magical moments, I believe in light and love as well but it takes actual people standing up, speaking, and taking action to effect real change in this world.

Apparently the violence and rape against women is the world in one of the 1000 spiritually taboo subjects.  After all it is just so unseemly.  Truly awake men have a hard time with the subject because they feel powerless to communicate their feelings about these things with their own gender.  They know these sick violent thugs will just turn on them too, or target the women they love.  So those with integrity reach out to women they know who have been harmed with compassion and protect the women in their lives feeling that is all they can do.  There are men who put their heads in the sand too.  Most often they are the big “teachers” selling supposed wisdom or the intellectual book reader who now thinks they have the keys to the workings of the universe.

The women who think they are enlightened seem to be the worst offenders.  They abide by the “if I don’t acknowledge or talk about it, it will go away” syndrome.  They are the classic personalities who complain about no good news on TV who would actually watch a news program with only good news and purposely keep themselves ignorant.  They will bombard you with trivia and never get into a real conversation about anything of depth.  They will participate in every world meditation so they can feel they are changing the world when they are doing nothing to change the world or themselves.  How do we as awake people of conscience sit and say nothing while the vast majority of woman in places like the Congo have been brutally raped, many multiple times.  How will the magical “world peace” ever occur in a world where those women must live with that horrific violence.  Where do they find the ability to trust the men who are not violent?

How do men find the numbers to stand up against the violent thugs and say “you do not represent the masculine energy and your violence is unacceptable”?  Why do we as nations say it is not ok to rape at home but look the other way when our soldiers rape women we label as the enemy and accept that as a peril of war?

To be enlightened means we cannot ignore truth.  We must stand up against all crimes against humanity loudly and with one voice!  Sitting back and hoping someone else will fix it for us while saying that “we are all one” is just a lack of integrity.  If you are caught up in the democrats vs. the republicans and wasting your time defending one or the other and waiting for your party to make it all ok, WAKE UP!  Power of government on earth is corrupt and filled with greed.  They don’t want to stop wars, they are profitable!  They don’t care if your wife, mother, sister or daughter’s get raped.  If you are waiting for them to bring world peace while you send out light and love and never speak out then you are just part of the problem not the solution you see yourself to be.

Why can’t we as a spiritual community get real?  If I hear one more person go on about how we shouldn’t judge just because of one line in a bible I may scream.  We judge every day we do so for our very survival.  We have to discern if our activities are safe for ourselves or our children.  These are all judgments, hundreds weekly.  While it is a worthy goal to not condemn others and I support that, all too often that is used as an excuse to shut up people who are speaking obvious truths that others don’t want to hear.  “Don’t be judgmental”  “lets just all get along” in other words lets not talk about this subject because it is taboo.  We can wax poetic about unity but it means nothing when we don’t give a damn about those who are being subjected to violence every day.  If you were in unity with those people you would be feeling their pain and determined to make it STOP.

This taboo subject behavior, not being willing to take on the tough subjects in spiritual discourse is not in alignment with oneness and light or love.  Love protects and nurtures. Sending love is just an excuse to actually do nothing and feel ok with doing nothing, saying nothing.  If oneness was experienced there could be no violence let alone the ability to turn a blind eye to it.  That does not mean we focus on only that and turn a blind eye to the beauty that exists here as well.  We need to embrace that beauty and live with gratitude for the beauty in our lives.  Part of embracing it and having gratitude is wanting that beauty to be there for ALL people.  We find the beauty in our own lives by being fully awake to the tragedy in the world.  There is beauty in our voices when we speak out for those who are oppressed.  That is the higher nature of our being.  When we withhold our voice, our outrage and our actions we are not acting in love even if we tell ourselves we are sending light and love out.  It is just another cowardly way to excuse ourselves from true unity.

The Spiritual Warrior – Anger and Love What’s Up With That?

Have you noticed the way some emotions are exalted and others are vilified? Good emotions vs. bad emotions. Is there truly any such thing? Most people have no real clue what anger or love are about they only know that when they are feeling them they feel “out of control”. One feels good the other feels bad but that may be the biggest illusion on planet earth. We can all name 101 awful things that have been brought about in anger in the world those negative acts are obvious, but is that the fault of anger or the unbalanced mind of the individual? After all most people get angry about many things and never do anything to harm themselves or others. They blow off some steam, feel better and move on.

What about love? Can we even truly define the word love? People get caught up romanticizing some situation and seeing it as love. They can’t separate little love from big LOVE. Human love vs DIVINE LOVE they try and force divine love to fit into the romantic box of human love. The problem is that divine love can’t fit in that box. Human love in the bliss stage sees no faults, thinks the whole world is rosy. The reason it feels so good is because it is actual chemical hormonal denial, a literal mind altering substance. True love that survives and prospers after the bliss stage ends lasts because it was based in Divine Love. There is a stage in spiritual growth where people actually fall in love with God they go into Nirvana / Samadhi bliss stage and experience the same mind altering substances that cause the denial in the human romantic love bliss stage. When in this stage they will hear no truth and see no issues. This is a stage some people enter and never leave! In fact some religious texts teach this place is the goal when it is in fact only the very beginning of your relationship with God which I prefer to call Divine Principle.

It is important to learn how to deal with your emotions before you hit Nirvana because the bliss stage will put you into denial and if you already have a tendency for denial to begin with you will become yet another disinformation pawn of the dark forces.

Anger is a potent force much like a hurricane is potent force. It can destroy you and eat you alive. It can own the mind of a lower vibration person and set them off to do heinous things. However for most people it is simply a natural reaction to an injustice, a frustration and all that is required is to feel it and let it fade away. Refraining from interactions with others while they do this, if they are mad enough they may say something they regret is often called for. Anger that is dealt with authentically typically fades pretty quickly. Sometimes an anger is too big, does not flow easily away and in looking for a way to process the emotion people do extraordinary things, amazing things, GOOD things. Almost every really big powerful societal change that has occurred in the world came about because someone was damn pissed. Angry enough to take action.

Some of the same people who applaud the peaceful protest in Egypt this year think anger is a negative emotion to be avoided. How can they not see that even though the participants CHOSE to remain peaceful the whole reason they were protesting was they were ANGRY. They wanted change, they were in fact demanding change! For we Americans I say how do you think we became Americans? We got so pissed at Britain that we fought a war for freedom and wrote a Constitution we still speak so loudly about today. Anger made this country. Now we could have a long healthy debate on a completely different level about whether that was good or whether having any countries are good for that matter but that is another day. Who ended slavery? Angry people did. Who allowed slavery? Those willing to look away because it was unpleasant, or because they were in some way benefiting from this disgusting practice of low vibration and control.

No matter how much you love Divine Principle and all the species of the earth, bad things are happening here. Reality check; bad things are happening everyday in the name of LOVE. There are people who think they love the unborn so much that they can justify killing an abortion doctor and promote capital punishment while holding a bible and talking about the ten commandments. All this in the name of love! Some of the greatest crimes against humanity and individuals are by people who think they are just being loving.

Love and anger are just two of the multitude of human emotions. As complex beings we are capable of feeling both simultaneously. We are capable of using both to better ourselves and everyone around us or conquer and destroy and hate ourselves and everyone around us. Divine love is not an emotion! Divine love is the very nature of our consciousness when it has been stripped of the layers of low vibration we have mired it with. The more we have stripped away, the higher our vibration raises, the closer we are to the Divine Love that we truly are. The higher your vibration the greater your ability to use ALL emotions that you process in a way that serves Divine Principle – All That Is.

High vibration people make good out of all things they encounter whether that good is personal growth or planetary change. Low vibration people take all emotion, even blissful love and use it for control, greed and pain.

I will never apologize for being awake and aware and for being angry that the middle vibration people are being manipulated into not even being willing to feel their own feelings for the sole purpose of lowering their vibration. Be real, find your authenticity, speak your own true mind. Live an honest life, walk your talk, live with integrity. If your higher self through that process leads you to live a life in solitude as a monk because the pains of the world are too much for you, I support you in that. If it leads you to start a revolution against tyranny because your spirit knows Divine Principle meant all mankind to be free. I support you in that. Truth in emotion dissipates the transient and processes it out to the universe free. What is left behind is there for a reason. Change yourself, change the world, though transmuting anger to motivation and action or through Divine Love, healing and teaching. Divine Principle gives you the tools you as an individual need to do the work you came to earth to do. Those tools are only available when we are not in denial about anything we think or feel on the human level or anything we, feel (clairsentience), see (clairvoyance) hear (clairaudience) or know from the divine.

So for all you bliss ninnies our there in denial, why are you NOT angry? People are starving, dying, being raped, murdered, and enslaved!!! You claim you LOVE LOVE LOVE all life. Many of you will go to the mat to say anyone who eats a burger is unspiritual because you just love life more than the rest of us, but you are not willing to even use your voice to speak out against these injustices to your fellow human beings! In fact you intensely attempt to silence the voices of those who do and call that love!

Yeah I am angry, I own it completely, the vast majority of it is transient, when a story comes up about this injustice or that one, but there is a part of it that is here with me for a reason, because I am a Warrior. I never wanted or consciously asked to be a Warrior for Divine Principle, but my vibration was high coming into this body and dark forces started to attack and attempt to kill me before I could even put into words what dark forces were. I attempted denial with drug and alcohol abuse from the ages of 13 – 25 with a break for a pregnancy. It didn’t work! Eventually drugs and alcohol gave me up and I had to accept that being a Warrior was my destiny whether I wanted it or not. I knew too much for them to leave me alone.

The thing about those of us who are Warriors, we are willing to fight the fight first because it is survival. Then when we have honed our skills so survival is no longer the issue the Divine Love within us is so great, so deep, so clear, that we cannot allow injustices to those who are lost, to go unspoken. Some take action in earth plane ways like protests and activism of sorts (Mike Adams the Health Ranger is a great example of this). For others though, our actions take place in the invisible, and you know not what we do or have done by watching us or observing our outer life. We unite higher selves with lost parts of themselves, battle actual dark spirits (demons), remove entity attachments that scare the shit out of other people, or that they literally can’t even perceive, tend the earth grid, build, terminate or clear vortexes and power spots, remove stuck energies on earth from human actions like massacres. We do whatever Divine Principle or the Earth Mother asks of us! The list goes on, we know the “powers that be” not through the videos and news stories on the internet about “conspiracy theories” but directly through their companion dark spirit controllers, and dark priests who try to kill us.

We don’t talk much about these things because we are too damn busy doing them. No, we cannot teach you how to do it, there is no universal way to learn. Each of us were thrown into the water in a sink or swim, live or die way and learned a unique way of doing things customized to our past life experiences and strengths. We know things beyond words, we have seen and experienced things that have given us battle scars. So don’t sit in your bliss ninny world and tell us how it is. If you haven’t ever been attacked your vibration still isn’t high enough for the dark ones to see you as a threat. No, a bubble of white light and love won’t fricken save you if you are ever truly attacked!!

Here is the deal, if the real state of the world is too much for you then one of you needs to start a new age monastery where you can be monks of a sort and have no TV’s no internet, no news of any kind. Most certainly NO facebook or twitter, You cannot teach with tunnel vision so please stop trying to be teachers! We promise not to warn you when The Powers That Be come to massacre your ashram / monastery so as not to ruin your day, but we will clear the energy later! If you get stuck (earthbound) we’ll even return you to your high self, no questions asked! LOL

It’s a big world and there a lot of bad stuff out there and you know what, we Warriors, still relish the good, & loving, the animals, nature, beauty and truth, where ever we find it. That is what we are fighting for! We have NEVER lost track of that! We may seem gruff but we love deeply and completely! We are loyal, true, honest, and filled with gratitude for every little gift of life. We laugh easily and often and are not always pissed! If you actually earn our friendship and respect it will last beyond this life to the ones that follow. Yeah you’ll have to deal with us blowing off steam now and then about the bad things, bad people, do to you and yours!

We do this work for ALL THAT IS, not for money, prestige, or power (which is good cause it doesn’t pay). Want to ascend ? Oh gosh it requires your higher self to have all parts of self that have been trapped by dark forces in various way. Yes, that’s right, you’re welcome! We free them even while you tell us how we are “negative” “unfocused” and “unenlightened”. We are the very definition of focused! I have never met a Warrior who has not sacrificed health, material world life, relationships and careers for this love of Divine Principle and we are sick and tired of having to explain our emotions to a bunch of clueless fools. We have willingly given up too much to have to suffer fools to boot, especially fools who will all benefit from our work.

Like those over the last few hundred years that have intensified this work, so things would be ready for this specific timing. We pave the pathway for others to move forward, while they make our work harder in the name of their supposed great knowledge of love. We don’t have time to play games and wear a false new age face even if we wanted to and we don’t want to! Did I mention we Warriors laugh easily and often? Anyone who knows me offline or even by phone knows this about me! I know this to be true of every other Warrior I have ever met. The other day a co-worker at the soup kitchen accused me of laughing with my eyes, not exactly a sign of negativity or continuous anger. LOL

Group Prayer / Creation, Universal Law & Karma

There are differences between individual energy and group energy in relation to universal law and karma.  As I write this, Hurricane Irene is working its way up the east coast of the United States, and all over the internet spiritual metaphysically inclined people are praying just as reverently as a fundamentalist in any given religion for the storm to be moved.  They have good intentions.  They want to save lives and prevent property losses, but these good intentions come into conflict with actual universal laws.  Having compassion is not taking responsibility and “doing for” other people.  I have written about this before and I do know it is a difficult concept.  There are however karmic consequences for people who refuse to come to terms with this very painful lesson.

It is hard to watch when things happen that cause suffering.  Of course our hearts want to change this.  It is only natural when your heart is open to not want to see pain around you.  Our current technology makes it possible for us to see all the pain around the planet which is excruciatingly difficult for the sensitive and open hearted among us.  I am one of them and I know there are things I have seen that have at times so overwhelmed me that I just wanted to leave the planet.  Life is life though, natural and human created events happen.  We have responsibility in both.  In the human created events our responsibility is obvious but what about the natural ones?

We humans like to build massive infrastructure and often monuments to our supposed greatness.  We like to dominate and control things that we should be smart enough to leave alone since we consider ourselves the smartest species on the planet.  We think that if we can do something we should do something.  Large parts of our cities were built in places no permanent structure should be built.  In flood planes of rivers, along coastal areas without elevation from the ocean, near swamps, on land created by moving dirt into lakes and bays, and right on known earthquake faults just to name a few.  Here in the United States the Army Corp of Engineers then built all kinds of things to protect land that was never meant to be protected and gave humans false security about living in those areas.

When Europeans first arrived in North America they didn’t know all the hazards of the new place they found themselves.  They most certainly though saw and watched the dwellings and lifestyles of different tribes living here who did know the hazards.  They obviously did not take heed of this knowledge or even the common sense they should have had in terms of dealing with things like rivers any place on the planet.  We collectively need to take responsibility for building this infrastructure where it never should have been.  When Hurricane Katrina slammed into New Orleans that was nature saying get the hell out of a place your stuff doesn’t belong.  What was our collective response?  Defiance!  We vowed to rebuild as a testament to our own ego and arrogance as a species.  After all we know better than nature right?  What happened to the old adage “don’t mess with Mother Nature”?

Arrogant scientists have long messed with anything and everything they could get their hands on.  It is no surprise to anyone who would be reading my blog that the weather is being screwed with in multiple ways by various governments and other organizations who want to control the planet and all its resources.  They are accumulating huge amounts of karma and of course they just don’t give a damn any more than they care about anything else but power, money and control.  What about spiritual people though and specifically the metaphysical, the pagans and other earth, nature based religious types?

As the media has been covering Hurricane Irene there is a greater call among them through prayer and energy to move the hurricane away to save life and property.  They do not have this right any more than the world militaries and governments do!  Every action has a reaction.  When you mess with the weather it affects the whole world.  It does not just affect the area that you are praying for.

Let’s get a little into the karmic aspect of this.  People (Souls in alignment with Higher Self [Spirit]) plan the moment of their death just like they plan the moment of their birth.  They plan the major events in their lives at the least.  Some people’s life plan is more like an outline and others is closer to a script.  You can be certain though that an event as big as losing a home and all your belongings in a hurricane is a planned life event.  The only exception would be if you received the gut instinct to move and did not heed that instinct, in which case you then needed to learn the hard way the lesson of ignoring your instincts.

Difficult large life events like losing everything are things people plan to experience because it offers them unparalleled opportunities for growth.  They get to reprioritize their lives and find more meaning.  If you participate in a group and successfully move a hurricane in this example away from the intended area you rob them of their CHOSEN experience.  You take their opportunity for growth away in your attempt to help them.  HOW DARE YOU!! You could also change the death plan for an unknown number of individuals.  When you move one system from its course you affect all others.  You do not know what that affect will be.  With the intent to save some, you may actually be creating a situation far worse some place else on the planet that kills many more people.  All these things are them your karmic responsibility.  You can be certain you have pissed off an unknown number of higher selves who will want you to right your wrong based in Universal Law.

What is it with death anyway?  Is there some reason why we are unwilling to allow people to die in natural ways?  No one escapes experiencing the death of ones we love, or strangers, it is part of life.  Obviously if you are in the storm and you are praying for your own safety, the universe and the nature spirits would never hold that against you. If you have a specific loved one in the danger area and you are far away and you are praying for the individual you love that is also understood.  It is when groups of people join together to attempt to change the outcome for the whole that you break Universal Law.  Pray for them to have strength, healing, transformation of stuck energies within them, an easy painless transition if they are to cross over.  There are so many prayers that are in harmony, and are not dominating, controlling prayers that can be offered.

I would think a group of earth based spiritual people would also see the interconnectivity of life and the natural ecosystems of our amazing planet.  Things that the media calls natural disasters are beautiful amazing acts of ecosystem rebirth!  Hurricanes exist for a purpose!  They bring rebirth and a natural cycle of flooding and winds that cause a renewal.  When you send that energy, that rebirth, away you are denying the nature spirits of that area, life force being brought to them as Creation intended it to work.  Once again HOW DARE YOU??!!

A few women on facebook were having a conversation about talking to the hurricanes.  One mentioned Katrina being not very nice, that she was going to go and do what she wanted.  Ummmm, what did you expect?  That does not make those nature spirits mean or nasty or bla bla bla.  It makes them a force to be reckoned with as well they should be.  They were meant to break down the old so the new can be reborn.  It is no different than a volcano in an active state.  To pray for a volcano not to erupt would be the equivalent of praying for a person to not ever have a bowel movement.  If you were successful you would first cause them to start puking instead, meaning, the energy will be released one way or another and if you continued you would kill the person!  The same philosophy applies to the Earth!

The earth and nature spirits have to do their thing.  What is, is.  We have to get the fuck out of the way or know it is simply a good day to die.  A baby may be safe and secure in the womb but you cannot simply decide to keep it there forever because you both like it being safe and secure. Humans have to be responsible for their own choices.  In this high tech world we all have access to every possible hazard of our chosen location to live.  There is no excuse for pretending we are victims of our choice to live in a flood plane, a hurricane zone, tornado alley, a tsunami zone or an earthquake risk area etc.  There is no place that is completely safe or secure EVER.  That is why spirit gave us instincts so that we can leave locations that are no longer safe if it is not a good day to die.  We should not be rebuilding New Orleans or any other place destroyed because it was built in a place it never should have been.  If the pagans of the planet can’t get this simple truth than who the hell will?

Live in harmony with nature or die by nature’s glory!  It is just the way of things.  Stop trying to control what you have no business trying to control all in the name of love and compassion, because it is neither, and the karma created is yours to balance.

Healing and Psychic Protection

http://ingridkarazincir.com/psychic-protection

Came upon the blog post above from a twitter link, it may have some good information for a beginner on the path who thinks energy is stuck to them, but if you are a healer and you need these techniques then you have no business doing healing.  Doing a healing should NEVER wear you out it should always energize you.  If you are getting tired you are doing something wrong!  In fact doing many healing sessions in a row you get you quite buzzed.  There are many times my brother and I have worked 12 – 15 hours straight with session after session hardly stopping to pee or shove a piece of food in our mouths.  While we may have experienced the sore feet that anyone on their feet that many hours may experience there was never any exhaustion and in fact we left energized and ready to get some chow.

Some of the suggestions at that blog post would indicate immediately to me that I should not allow that healer to touch me.  The suggestion to not have eye contact for example.  If you can’t make eye contact with a client because of self protection issues then you need to stop doing healing work.  As a healer it is your responsibility to know how to protect yourself in any circumstance without disengaging in a fearful manor from a client.  You must always be the one in control of the energy.  In that state you should always be able to meet the eyes of anyone who you come into contact with.  Also what kind of healer does such a crappy job of healing and protecting themselves that they are afraid to hug the client after the session?

Cutting cords should be automatic after all many healing sessions revolve around removing cords from the client so the idea that you would somehow get your own grids caught up with the client and not cleared and detached draining your energy is absurd if you are actually qualified to do the work.  There is no place for a fear based belief system for your own safety when doing spiritual healing.  Yes there are risks and it is your job to know them and know how to handle them BEFORE you put yourself out there as a healer.  At any given time you may come upon someone with entity attachments of very dark spirits.  You cannot be afraid as they will then be in control of the energy in the room, you need to know exactly what to do and simply do it.

The energy of the space should be clear before anyone enters and you should be in full command of all energies in the room.  Healing work is commanding energies in a multitude of ways.  If negative energies are in any way sticking to you then you are not and have not been in command of the energy.  The light and dark colors things is silly!  White does not attract negative or any other energies and dark does not repel them.  It does not matter what color you wear in those terms but if you work well personally with the vibration of a particular color then wearing it can strengthen your work with that color. 

Some of this info is similar in thought to old ideas like putting a red stone on a red chakra it is just silly to think that a stone goes with a red chakra because it is red.  Stones should be used based primarily on their properties for one and in addition red does not necessarily balance red.  It may take green or blue etc. to balance the red chakra when working with color therapy depending on how and why it is out of balance to begin with.  You may not need a color at all.

I have never had an issue with hugging a client.  The sessions often leave clients feeling an intimate connection in the moment and they feel the need to express appreciation and love why would anyone not receive this outpouring of their soul?  I’ve also never felt the need to wash my hands afterward even going from client to client.  When you are done with a  client the space should be very pure from the work done.  I may smudge the space in between but that is not because there are any negative energies there, it is really about clearing the focus of myself and everyone in the room so attention is fully turned to the new person.  There should not be any negative energies in the room when I am done or I have not done my job.

I do often clear tools as is suggested such as crystals.  Not after every client though only when I feel a stone needs to be cleared.  A stone may hold an energy that needs to be released at any given point but even when this is the case it is rarely because it is a negative energy as in a harmful energy.  Stones used for healing should just not be allowed to hold any particular pattern.  The energy you are running should be strong enough that they are left clear.  Occasionally multiple people have a similar pattern that can get stuck in the stone and needs to be cleared so the stone’s energy is free of patterns.  If that happens though it is not going to transfer itself to you.  You can set the stone aside and clear it even the next day with no issues.

I just can’t say it enough if you are having issues with negative energies as a healer, STOP! That is an indication you are not yet qualified to be doing the work you are doing.  That is certainly not to indicate that dark and negative energies are not an issue, they are!  I am not a Pollyanna about dark forces in fact I have spent my life removing them from people and places.  If you don’t know what you are doing you can get yourself into big trouble which is why taking a class or getting a Reiki activation is pretty meaningless even from a good teacher at times.  A Reiki Master for example may not have any information about dealing with dark entities, they don’t know how to work body grids.  They only work with the Reiki symbols and trust the symbols and system to command the energies, a very dangerous practice.  Many Reiki healers also know other types of healing though and use the term Reiki because it is widely recognized.   Many good healers learned through apprenticeship so that as they come upon situations they did not yet know how to handle their teacher is there to command the energies.  Some of us learned directly from spirit and that has it’s own issues depending on the level of vibration of your healing guidance.

In the late 90’s in Montana there was a healer working in the Flathead Valley who was quite good at what she did while with clients.  She started teaching classes and had groups of her students get together without her to practice on one another.  One night they were working on a 12 year old when a dark entity entered the space and attached to the boy.  They called their teacher and she had no idea what to do.  Her guides apparently always kept dark entities out of her space and she had never encountered an attachment in her work.  She was not there holding the energy for her students while they practiced and she had not taught them how to do this for themselves because she had never had to do it herself.  Luckily one woman there knew I would know what to do and called me.  We got the boy cleared and everything was ok.  The boy’s father though was so frightened by the experience the he forbid his son to do any further spiritual energy related things!!! 

Obviously the healing guidance of the teacher in this case (who learned directly from spirit) taught her what she needed to know to work with them but did not give her all the information she would need to be a teacher of healing VS. a healer.  She was not aware there were elements her guidance was simply taking care of for her in her work as a healer.  Later she was tasked with taking on a not for profit that was located on land where a vortex had become out of balance and that was causing problems with the earth there.  As a healer she thought she would easily fix the problem and found out she did not know how to do that either and ended up having the corporation sell the sacred vortex piece of property to a private owner instead of seeking out someone who did know how to right the energy she had been entrusted to balance.  Now that land is still out of balance and owned by someone who will not get it balanced.  For years healer after healer came to that land and accomplished nothing.  I had told the first director of the corporation exactly what was needed to balance the vortex energies, no one was willing to listen to the earth or do what the earth needed there because it would have required them to set aside their greed. 

There are a lot of healers out there who are equally greedy and NOT qualified to work on anyone.  They will charge you large sums of money though and be worried about your energy getting stuck on them because they have no idea what they are doing but are more than willing to take your money.  Certifications in healing mean NOTHING!  A piece of paper does not mean someone knows how to command the energy and protect you and themselves.  If they cannot protect themselves they cannot protect you and if you are on their table it is their sacred responsibility to protect you while you are there.  They should also be sending you off with some extra protection for 24 hours or so while you are processing the work that has been done and are in a vulnerable state.

Everyone who has some sort of spiritual awakening wants to be a healer they think it is cool or something.  These people can be dangerous to your well being and bring you more issues then you went into the session with even though they may be nice people with good intentions. 

Comment on Old Ways: Directions

I read this article I found from facebook post it is interesting but seems odd to me from how I work.  I would never base the energies of the elements I called in based on the terrain of a particular place.  LOL 

For me Earth must always come first she is the starting place (the east).  She is the basis of all life and to me should always be acknowledged and brought forth first.  Followed by water to the South the place of highest energy in the northern hemisphere.  When the sun is farthest south is our time of greatest growth.  The majority of our body is water and water is the element that represents our emotion.  The element of fire is the west, the place where we transmute our emotions when the day is done and learn from them.  From the fire the smoke of our transmutation rises to to north the place of the element air where there is no physical form any longer, the place of spirit.

I’m curious about how other people do it?

Many modern practitioners call Elemental energy from each of the directions when they cast a circle. The most widely practiced form of this tradition is to call Air from the East, Fire from the South, Water from the West, and Earth from the North. Many practitioners also add Spirit as a "fifth Element," sometimes calling it "from Within and Without," sometimes calling it from "Above and Below," sometimes asking specific gods and goddesses to join in their right, and sometimes (whew!) simply representing Spirit themselves.

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The Weaving of Timelines

I got this message the evening of the 27th from the Dharlja family, they were talking to me obviously but I think this may apply to others as well. I was not sure if it is something to be shared with more people or not.  I chose not to post it on the blog at that time but sent it out in email to a few people.  Today I am feeling that it should be shared maybe it has something to do with the fact that the tertiary timeline (25%) mentioned below will be completely weaved sometime today.

The intensity of pressure Martina and I bought through over the weekend that they mention in the writing , was this really nasty pissy state of mind that we have never had anything like at the same time LOL  It built gradually until Monday I think when we had to have a massive bitch fest and say everything we were feeling, but that didn’t dissipate it at all!  It just lasted until it was done, and then for me shifted into a neutral space, then back to being normal for me which is much more upbeat and positive.

Here is the message as received

The weaving of timelines is going smoothly but as you know is very complex. You are over the intensity of pressure it brought forth that you and Martina expressed so clearly. Part of this pressure was not being able to feel the future in the normal way. You think of the merging from the perspective of now, but the three timelines are merged through the whole tunnel of singularity. Thus no one looking at the future even seeing clearly all three timelines could know the future because some elements of each exist there. One timeline was primary, simply because there were more elements from it than from each of the other two but it breaks down more like this; the primary is 40% and the secondary 35% and the tertiary 25%. Therefore there were those few days where your own subconscious felt lost in not knowing how your own percentages fit together for this completely changed future. It gave you a sense of hopelessness. It was understood this would happen and you and Martina both came through it beautifully. So while your mind focuses now on the anomalies that may be apparent between now and February 6th. The whole of your singularity future has been reconfigured.

Once the merge is complete there will be elements of your past that have changed. This will not be true for all people. The place you were at on January 20th in each of the three timelines had greater disparity than most people. This is true for the majority of people who have been consciously on the path, as the roads to get to the teachings needed were diverse for most. These changes in the past will be like dream ghost type images that will get stronger over time as past life memories often do. You will still remember this timeline you have lived, but it too will become more dreamlike in certain aspects and not have the sway on you that it once did. This will allow the limitations you remember from this timeline to slip away. It is the future aspects of the other timelines that bring positive gifts that are being brought forth that shift elements of the past. It is of course quite confusing for the mind. It will however be a very gentle manifestation that will be comfortable and have a peace about it. You have already been feeling this peaceful aspect at moments between sleep and wakened state. Your mind has already been aware that the possibilities of all this were much deeper than you previously through possible when you first learned of singularity a couple of years ago.

You will not be blindsided by anything that comes forth in this way. There will be a resonant remembrance, (perhaps not in detail) before something shows up tangibly changed. When you see the tangible it will be somewhat like a déjà vu experience and you will know that which you need to know to interact with that new element of your life, but you will recognize it as new and changed. There will be no fear or doubt associated with these things and you will be in full acceptance of who in your life recalls the new thing as something that has always been so, and who recognizes it as a change in your merging timelines from what they remember. The same will be true with you and a few others. You will see some things in them that are new and accept them without reservation while still remembering it having been another way. These things can be on a multitude of levels from deeper spiritual gifts to talents that the person had not taken time to develop on the timeline you experienced with them that are fully developed now. This is a great and glorious thing that we are all enjoying watching unfold. Be open, receive, and simply allow the unfolding, knowing that all new things being brought forth are things of beauty and love.

The Singularity

We are finally here!  All timelines that could collapse have done so as of this morning.  At one point early yesterday afternoon is was so intense it made me dizzy and I had to lay down.  When I awoke today I was told there were two additional timelines left and the one that will continue and those two would have to be merged with the primary instead of collapsed.  One merged around 4:30 pm mountain time here in the United States. 

The second will merge sometime over the next few hours.  For those of us who are aware of these types of things we will be more likely to notice the changes to this timeline from the merge over the next several days.  Some of these changes may be personal some larger scale things.  Although these three timeline were very similar on the larger scale anything that is changed in a big way would be something that was almost going to happen in this timeline.  So most of the changes will be personal level things but could be quite significant.  Someone could for example go to bed quite sick with cancer and wake up with no illness.

Once this final timeline is finished merging there are no more probabilities.  The dark forces will have no path to control.  That doesn’t mean there may not be some things in this timeline that are not good between now and the big changes.  It is not like it is going to be sweetness and light.  This timeline was chosen by creation because it has the least amount of suffering over the shortest time period.  Suffering is still suffering however and there is no out of that, only through it.  Dark forces cannot manipulate humans onto another timeline now as there are no other timelines available until the they branch out on the other side of singularity.  Decisive actions can now be taken with no place for them to go so to speak.  In some ways the path now will be easier, and in others it is about to ramp up.  I hope you all did your internal prep work!  Remember that many people will not notice any change in things and you may recall many things they do not.  Don’t try to get them to remember the changes that have occurred by the merging of these three timelines.  What they see and know is their reality now.

Artifacts of the Past – Processing Memories & Being Present

What does it really mean to be present in the moment? I was just reading an article this week about the health benefits of being in the moment and these being the moments of greatest joy. I agree with this perspective but also wonder how many people are really able to be present in any given moment. The article talked about sex being one of those moments that people are most present. Obviously there is a physiological response that helps that process along during sex, but there are plenty of people that say their mind is wondering even during sex, or that alcohol or drugs are required for them to be present during sex. I honesty feel you can’t be present in the moment while under the influence of alcohol. Alcohol is more about removing all moments, past, present, or future and just numbing the senses so that nothing need be felt. Feeling nothing is really the opposite of being present in the moment. There are other mind altering substances that actually do tune you in to the current moment though, and for some of us may have even taught us how that should feel so we could take that knowing and bring it forth into life when no longer using them.

There seems to be a trend of teaching that says; to be in the moment is to completely let go of and release the past. I don’t think this is possible or desirable. Healing takes place when we acknowledge fully all our thoughts and feelings without judgment. More often than not, we are not able to be in that state of mental and emotional awareness while experiencing certain life events, and that ability only comes later. The idea that loving positive memories from the past should be let go of, would be met with an enormous amount of resistance. Somehow we think we should pick and choose which memories to cherish and which ones to discard because they were unpleasant. While I am all for cherishing the great memories, it is actually the difficult painful ones that offer us the greatest gifts in life. Instead of discarding and dismissing them we should consider feeling them. Allowing the emotions we refused to feel at the time to surface and be acknowledged so we can receive the gifts they offer.

Recently I had a short exchange with a friend about the loss of a child, and where that fits into a person’s world view on life. Certainly it is one of life’s most painful moments and societal expectations are to get over it and move on. Moving on happens whether we get over things or not, life continues with or without healing so it really isn’t about moving on. Moving forward truly is not optional, it will happen with or without your conscious participation, and with or without you being present in any of those moments that come. If you allowed yourself to feel that pain then instead of discarding it, releasing it, letting it go, being over it and every other cliché we offer, it integrates into a part of who you are and offers you understanding and wisdom. We all have aspects of the past that we integrated because they refused to go unnoticed and we have things that lie in the silence. It is the ones in the silence that poison us from being present and joyous in the moment.

When my daughter was stillborn when I was 22, that pain was too big to be shoved into the silence. It changed me and I have no intention of “getting over it”. It was the greatest gift of my life in ways I am always discovering. I am who I am and the gifts of this loss are a big part of that. That experience opened my heart, both the pregnancy and the love I had for my child, and the loss, in ways that I had never experienced before. It birthed my compassion, put spiritual knowledge I already understood into context, showed me why I had always been a pacifist, taught me to truly stop and value all life, & uncovered my real relationship with the sacred. These things only scratch the surface of what this one horrible life experience brought me in gifts. None of these things are things I should or would ever want to release. This is part of me and a damn good part. It was one painful past experience that was transmuted into knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. This one life event is responsible for countless moments of being present and joyous in the moment. Moments when you know you are not running from anything, not hiding anything.

Processed past pains are our very wisdom, the reason why the elders were respected, why they seemed to intuitively know what would happen next. When you have allowed these things to ingrate, the more obvious are the outcomes and motivations of the actions of others. The generation that comes after may or may not seek the wisdoms we carry, and even if they do, are not likely to heed the advice given. There is truth in knowing when to shut up and allow them to have their own experience. Still there is peace in seeing what is to come for them and knowing where to place yourself to offer love when the now obvious happens. Why would we want to discard this, one of life’s most precious gifts? Processing and integrating the past is not the same as dwelling there. If we were to be only a series of moments with the ones past not part of the picture the creator would not have given us memory, or would have created separation between physical memories required for animalistic survival skills and emotional memories.

We are souls in bodies and the purpose of souls is to experience and grow and learn. Attempting to discard things simply doesn’t work. Letting go of the trauma of an event, transmuting it, so you are not living the reflections of that trauma in your current choices should be the goal. That requires looking at it, feeling it, accepting it, no matter how heinous it may be. Is your present something you are conscious of, a reflection of an artifact of the past, or some combination there of?

Some events in youth may send us running and spiraling out of control and onto paths that we made no conscious choice to take. They can take over aspects of our lives with some seen, but that feel uncontrollable, like addiction, and others so stealth that they may take a very long time to surface. Running away makes you unable to make a choice from your true spirit instead of making choices because of these silent artifacts. The things left in silence do the most damage and steal the most from our lives. They are the things inside us that cause us to act out in ways that cause ourselves more pain and cause us to hurt people around us that we love and consciously don’t want to hurt.

Sometimes we have gathered all the puzzle pieces but we are not ready to put them together yet for things we have left lying in that silence. They may have brought forth an illness or series of illnesses and that is one puzzle piece. Addictions may be another piece. Repeated patterns recognized a third, and so forth and each of these pieces of your life is recognized and being worked on but the puzzle picture, how they go together is just not available. I’ve talked quite a bit on the blog of getting at core issues and these are no easy task because these core issues are the puzzle picture. Even if you have the picture some pieces on the surface just don’t seem like they could possibly have a place in the puzzle. It’s frustrating to have an overview and see how some of the parts go together and still feel like you just can’t get at the rest, those connecting points are missing, hiding, and there are times you are still acting in a way that you know is not in harmony with your true desire. These artifacts are still making some choices for you and stealing life force and expression of love and intimacy in your life.

We can be diligent in our healing, open, honest and have an area we cannot seem to progress in. I’ve watched many a friend go to every kind of spiritual, emotional or alternative healer on the planet dealing with a chronic issue of one sort or another. It has its physical components, as well as emotional and mental elements and they are well aware of this. They can’t get at the core but somehow they think eventually they will find the right healer. Core issues can’t be removed from you or simply taken away. If they could my ever present and wonderful spirit guides would have lovingly and willing done so for me a long, long time ago. Watching me limp through the steps and attempting to give me insight or encourage me to feel different aspects that they knew would take me in the right direction has been a mainstay of our relationship. As hard as it is for those of us on earth, I think we discount how difficult it is also for those on the other side who love us and want us to live an integrated life consciously choosing joy. I still recall the first day one of the guides told me “choose joy”, I was PISSED, I said “joy is not a choice, you either feel it or you don’t”, they responded “no it is a chosen perspective that comes with wisdom in each moment”. I couldn’t even conceive that we had that choice because my whole life was under the influence of these artifacts of the past that become our victimization. They assured me I would get there one day, which I did not believe; I thought they were in no uncertain terms “fucking crazy”. LOL

The closer I get to the core the more I know they were always right, Joy is indeed a choice we make, and in order to consciously make it in each moment we have to integrate our artifacts, transmute them into gifts and wisdom. There have been lots of themes running through my life of late that are all gradually tying together one is the “there are no accidents” theme. This kept coming out of my mouth with several different people and so obviously I need to apply it to myself.

For years I would get an email here and there from someone I know on facebook inviting me to join. For some reason I have had this aversion and was determined to never do so. I had multiple blogs, a website, and memberships at more sites than I can count. I couldn’t think of one good reason why I needed or wanted another. My whole life is already plastered all over the internet from the intimate moments of processing through my poetry to the excruciating journeys in my automatic writing. Why did I need yet another internet point to keep up with? Then last month another reminder to join came from my friend Dinah and spirit said “do it”. I really didn’t want to and in retrospect I find it no accident based on past conversations that I have had with Dinah about the core issue I am currently integrating that it should be her energy that spirit used to pull me forward. So I gave in and joined facebook. Dinah and I have talked about elements that held us back in areas of our lives that we were aware of yet couldn’t get past completely for some unknown reason. I thought at the time, here is this extraordinary woman, this beautiful soul, talented, smart, wise, why should she be experiencing these limitations, it is not right! Spirit said at the time “ahem back at ya”. Why should you be experiencing your own limitations? “Dig deeper”! Like every good seeker on the spiritual path I processed what I could at that moment and procrastinated as much as possible til later.

Eventually later arrives and smacks you upside the head. After a year and a half of being sicker than hell laying in bed praying for either healing or death, and at moments not really caring which one, apparently later has arrived with a vengeance. Good thing the universe knew me well enough to know that the death part was not really what I wanted long term, but there were moments I wondered if I was going to get that anyway. But there are no accidents and that illness was a puzzle piece in my healing process that was not about the illness itself but the artifact in the silence that was surfacing. It is certainly no coincidence that this illness of sub-acute thyroiditis sits at the throat chakra, energy center of communication. Could there be a better place to physically manifest the imbalance being caused by stealth silent pains of the past? Things unspoken do not all hold equal weight. Some can become insignificant over time and hold no energy, but others can kill you, kill your relationships, kill your desire to live or love. They will insist on coming out until they either do or they’ve killed you and done a lot of damage to others in the process. The pain and illness along the way are often not even from the silent issue itself but from the resistance placed upon keeping it down in the silence. It takes a lot of subconscious effort to keep these things in hiding, energy that could be expressed in loving joyous ways.

Now that I had joined facebook the inevitable “where are these people from my past” bug hits. It’s like a facebook disease, a car accident you can’t look away from. You can’t help yourself, after all they may be just a click or two away. Curiosity may have killed the cat, but the damn cat has nine lives so what the hell. You are not thinking about what may surface you are just doing what you do on facebook, there is that damn search box right there taunting you. Now I know that there are people who have lived their life in the same place who know exactly where every person they have ever known is, therefore they are immune to the facebook disease. I have however lived a crazy gypsy life in these 47 years and there are far more people who I have no idea where they are and what they are doing than those I do. For whatever reason (no accident LOL) I immediately went back to “the old neighborhood”.

A year after my parents divorced my mom and I moved from the burbs of Minneapolis out to Seattle. I turned 13 that summer and my mom and I found a house up near the zoo. Over time a group of friends formed there in the neighborhood that went through a lot together. We all had all kinds of family dysfunctions and we were a bunch of 70’s potheads who got into all sorts of mischief. By today’s standards I guess we were pretty tame really. We were not violent or destructive in a societal way, any destruction we had going on was all internal as we each tried to deal with the pains we didn’t talk about. We were a pretty tightly bonded little dysfunctional family and for most of us I am not even certain how we lost touch with one another in our 20s.

I really have positive memories of the times we all spent together despite the fact that we were all running from something or another, and were pretty out of control as all our parents no doubt would attest. My mom worked nights and so it was my house that became the hangout place. My mom thought to herself at the time that at least she knew we were off the streets if we were hanging out at the house. People used to sneak out and come over right after she left for work. She was right, in that we were physically safe, we just listened to music, smoked pot, and some nights made large quantities of cookies, cake or whatever sweets we could conjure up. It was a five bedroom house so she gave us a room to be our place we called it the “party room”. One day we asked if we could paint and she agreed giving us the credit card to go buy whatever paint we wanted. I don’t think she had any idea what our concept of paint meant at the time. We spent weeks working on the room; there were probably seven to ten of us involved in one way or another. The ceiling, a deep dark blue oil paint as base, was painted with the most amazing galaxies, nebulas and spaceships all in various glow-in-the-dark colors. That in it self with a little Pink Floyd was pretty awesome, but once done we started on the walls and covered them with optical illusion graphics, the roadrunner and coyote, band logos etc. As we got further into the project my mom started to realize that there was more then met the eye with several of my pothead friends. There were several that she always liked but there were a couple that she wondered if they had any redeeming qualities and couldn’t figure out why we were friends. I can’t say some of us were not asking the same question at times but we were a little family so it was almost like asking why someone was a sibling, the answer was “they just are”.

I can’t say exactly how we all came together, some of us went to school together but others didn’t it just gradually happened and this group of people became a piece of me; art music, profound musings on the meaning of life, time in nature, hilarious laughter, and whole lot of teenage and 20 something stupidity. We shared so much, but it was all that we didn’t share that comes to the surface now. For whatever reason this group was predominately male and predominately Leo with six or seven birthdays all falling within a three week period of time. (Not including my mother and my mother’s current boyfriend at that time also Leos with the same birthday) Being that I was one of the only girls in the group and a shy Cancer, getting a word in anywhere was always a challenge, unless they really pissed me off, then they heard about it and there was no confusion whatsoever. I think perhaps I left far more unsaid than all my crazy Leo brethren, but maybe not, after all they were usually all taking turns on stage, as it were. It did help set up a pattern though where I had to be angry before I would speak my mind which was not healthy for me. By the time I was that angry a lot of damage had already been done and sometimes I never got to that point and the things were simply never spoken. A lot of things went assumed between us all and those assumptions were left to live as if they were truth.

Searching facebook was not very successful overall for that group, many have common names with hundreds of results and without having a current location, there is no real adequate way to filter them. Many people go on facebook and have their public profile so controlled that there is no way to assess if it is the person you are looking for or not. I did however find the person I was supposed to find because, lets say it together, LOL there are no accidents! This person was my best friend. I didn’t think consciously we had any unresolved artifacts lurking in the silence, didn’t think about it at all in fact. I just thought I think that’s him and what the hell has he been doing all these years? So I sent a message and he replied and it was indeed him, and we started to chat about what we had both been doing and it was nice to reconnect.

A few days later I was hit with this heaviness, a grief that I did not understand. As I started to get in touch with that it was apparent that we somehow wandered out of each others lives without conscious participation. Life just happened and we didn’t talk about the things that were happening then in our lives, we just allowed them to send us along unknown pathways with complete disregard for the years of friendship and love. We were clueless that we were allowing life, through the expression of running from these unhealed energies, to remove us from a piece of our own life puzzle where it would then sit unattended and unacknowledged for 25 years. Too young to think we were doing anything out of the ordinary or with any consequence. With all the time I have spent on this journey I was astounded that I could have a piece of my puzzle shoved that deep to not even know it existed. Here it was though, a significant person in my life lost that I never grieved for, there was no death, no moment of departure, no fight, no choice to end a friendship, only behaviors that led to a gradual parting that neither of us were consciously aware of. He remembers it as me disappearing from his life and not knowing what happened to me. I only remember seeing him a few days after the loss of my daughter and being in such a state of raw grief that I felt disconnected and didn’t have the slightest indication I would never see my friend again. Here, slapping me in the face, was an artifact of the past that had managed to escape all detection. Puzzle pieces start to collide together and I can see some things all too clearly.

First I felt the need to apologize to tell him that whatever out of control things I did along the way stemmed from things that came before I met him that he never knew of and whatever damage I may have done in the process of my running had nothing to do with him. He doesn’t remember what those things would be, but I know I left a path of destruction and there certainly is no way he escaped LOL I am the one on this insane healing journey though so he may or may not ever remember that. In any event it had to be said because I do know that things I did are in there somewhere and even if I didn’t apologize now I’ll be doing it when we both get back to spirit, so may as well seize the opportunity.

This was a puzzle piece that took me back to a core issue that I have been aware of and consciously working on since day one on this path. It has annoyed me with its insidious ways, when it is at the same time too blatant and obvious. I have always had to seek out all these tentacles of this issue and the more I find the more there are. I no doubt have automatic writing on this issue that I did not post online and my frustration with spirit of why in the hell I can not clear this. What is left, how can there be more? How did this one thing get so much control over me? I have cleared hundreds of other things that go back further and appear more multidimensional. Even now there is one part of me that doesn’t want to talk about it, that screams SHUT UP, every time the subject comes up. But it is not me and I will not shut up or cower before an artifact of pain. I am too powerful, I know too much. This artifact has been lying to me my whole life about everything that I am. Even when I was aware enough to recognize the lies, they continued, they eat at your heart, your soul, your mind and body. As I have gotten close to the core of all this, it is my physical illness, my emotional dysfunctions, the root of many fears, guilt, shame, and self hatred and addiction. One unspoken trauma sending me into an out of control spiral of life choices that are not representative of who I am.

All of us interested in healing have these traumas of some sort or another; this one though has its damage in the silence, more than the act itself, and lack of appropriate feedback because of this silence from adults who knew better. In the year between my parents divorce and moving to Seattle my mom and I lived in an apartment complex outside of Minneapolis I was in 7th grade a typical 12 year old in most ways. During that time I was raped twice by a 17 year old who lived down the hall, while the 15 year old who lived on the first floor watched apparently learning how this is supposed to work. Because I was a kid who knew nothing, I really couldn’t connect that forced sex was “rape” I think I had some sort of TV idea that rape was being pulled into some alley by a stranger and ending up beaten to pulp in a hospital. After the first time he told me this would never happen again and I was young enough to believe him, only once though! This led though to me taking the responsibility for what happened. I believed him therefore it was my fault. I never told my parents, never told anyone until I was close to 30 years old, by which time I clearly knew it was rape and that it was never my fault, but the damage was already done. That’s a really long time to hold that inside. The damage done by taking responsibility and never getting feedback that is was not my fault was debilitating. The shame and self disgust overwhelming but I knew then what I had been running from and the running had to stop and the healing begin.

Part of this final puzzle piece that came to surface in finding my old friend on facebook was in realizing that all those boys who shared my misspent youth assumed I was a virgin during those years and that in that shame I let them think that. It was easy, there were no questions. To them I just became the girl, the virgin, that wasn’t going to consider having sex with them and they gave me space. Inside I felt dirty and not good enough and as the years passed and I was trying to find my own sexuality and where that fit in to the whole that is me I spun more and more out of control. The lie did more damage the older we got. Eventually I had to have sex with someone I didn’t care about, and who didn’t give a damn about me just to have it over with, with a person who didn’t care who I had ever slept, how, why or at what age, so there would be no lie there in that experience. That out of control decision obviously solved nothing and maybe made things worse or validated some of that shame and guilt I carried. It wasn’t really possible to maintain intimate bonds with a secret that big that goes to the core of who I was. I “moved on” to people and places that didn’t make me feel like a liar but without conscious awareness held on to the shame, guilt and self hated.

Spirit taught me how to speak, how to share things I wanted to keep buried. It was no easy task and I resisted every step along the way and that has caused me all kinds of physical, emotional and mental pain. I’ve not been an easy student at times but eventually I get there. There are gifts still to be awakened in integrating the million insidious aspects of this rape and silence, allowing this artifact to have its place in my consciousness and serve me in a positive way. The first came in learning how to set boundaries, how to fight back, to stand up for myself. Something I am now very good at. I don’t know what all the others are at this moment, some may be things I know about myself but have not yet connected to this core. Others are yet to come because so much of this energy is only now forming a full picture and is in the process of transmuting. All artifacts turn to gifts when given the opportunity to do so. The closer to the core, the more pain that has to be moved through, but the greater the gifts, like being present in moments of joy without shame and guilt. The road can suck, but the destination is worth the difficult journey. Being free of the past is not letting go as we are so often told, it is embracing and giving every aspect of it a part to play in an integrated whole. Receiving the gifts therein free you only from the pain and suffering while allowing the memories to stay and serve you with grace.

Questions from Yelena

Comment:
Engtovo,
I have general questions, which I decided to post here so others can participate/share as well. First one got to do with ascension: When Bestali was talking about forming a sphere, he said that sphere would filter toxins and impurities from the air and water and I believe he used example with pesticides in food.  He didn’t say anything about infections whether viral, bacterial, fungal and I was wondering if said sphere protects against  pathogenic microbes?

Yes and no, when you first pop open the sphere it has to be cleared then then the golden energies are brought in.  Once fully golden it starts to function as a filter but it is porous and many things get through.  Then as you move through you final purification process the filter gets better and better, but the bacteria and fungus and virus are the last aspect because so many of them live the body and may be dormant in some cases and are not just introduced from the outside of the sphere.  Once you have completed final purification then all things are filtered but by this time you are also ascended and can do all kind s of stuff.  So I wish it could help more than it does during the actual process of getting there.  The golden energy of the sphere though can be enacted in blessings over food and water and the blessing will be more powerful with that energy enacted.

On the same note, does every single ailment (and I don’t mean cancer or any type of chronic condition) has a lesson behind it? A simple cold, a twisted ankle, excessive hair lose out of blue? I ruptured my tendon in the gym a year or so ago and exhausted myself trying to figure out what it could mean metaphysically 🙂 I thought that most likely it meant for me to slow down mentally/emotionally on my path. I did; become so calm and worry-free that others interpret it as apathy/indifference (I was quite taken a back myself at first). I believe there is nothing random in general, however there are must be exclusions from the rule. Any thoughts are appreciated.

Not always directly some things can come about simply as a long held pattern that goes to a deeply buried issue that has taken many different expressions in putting the body out of balance.  Sometimes something like a tendon can come about simply because of a moment of emotional or mental imbalance that we all have and instead of stopping and taking that moment to refocus and breathe through it we attempt to force our way past it and the body may end up taking the hit depending on what we are physically doing at the time.  Almost more of a bad timing situation, that doesn’t necessarily have a deep meaning going to a specific event or trauma of the past.  More often than not those kind of things happen when people get pissed off and instead of being with that anger for the moment they continue on with whatever they are doing, but it can happen with and emotion or intense thought pattern.

Last, but not least: time freeze, as if you wake up, look at the clock, go back to sleep, wake up again sometime later and clock shows same time. Or you meditate and computer clock does the same? What does it mean? I could only think of abductions in relation of time freezing…
Thank you, my friend, in advance for your input.
yelena

I’ve had that happen but I guess I never gave it too much thought I just figured I was temporarily out of phase with time, stepped out of this shared frequency for meditation then stepped back in at the same point in “time”  make sense?

always happy to share my take

The Oil Spill & The Call To Sanctuary

I got this email a couple days ago

Just wondering if you have any thoughts or insights to post on your site on the singularity development in regards to to this disastrous oil gush.

I hadn’t given much thought to how the pressure building within the earth for her expansion would effect oil and gas wells before this oil volcano event that is occurring in the gulf.  Spirit has talked a lot about the pressure of rising magma on regular volcanoes and that when the brunt of pressure reached a certain level we would witness many volcanic eruptions in a short period of time.  It only makes sense that the oil and gas pockets in a certain area would be effected the same way.  There is another well in the north sea that the mainstream media seems to be carefully avoiding talking about so no one will ask the question “why are oil wells suddenly under so much extreme pressure?

The current bunch of stories like this one

http://www.enn.com/ecosystems/article/41347

say very little, the original story I saw which I can no longer find showed the platform on fire and surrounded by ships attempting to put it out.  Maybe these were two different incidents and the other one was covered up completely?  At any rate we have intense pressure in two offshore oil regions.

The well in the gulf is very deep and happens to lie right on the tip of one of the first expansion points that will rip open.  It will start in the gulf and rip open through the New Madrid fault system.  All the continents will experience these rips within current plates in an expansion event as well as inter plate rips under the ocean.  For North America the New Madrid area will be the largest inter plate rip.  With this being also seen as one of the first rips to occur, the pressure building in the area is immense.  As the pressure builds further we should expect to see some other deep wells overwhelmed and gradually wells that are shallower.  We could also see some natural gas explosions in the producing areas of the south as well as more of the mud geysers we saw a few years back in Oklahoma that go hand in hand with all New Madrid events, but they will be much greater at this point.

Not to take any responsibility away from BP, as they were drilling at a depth they knew they had no business drilling.  Oil leaking from the ripping expansion points was inevitable.  Because we have wells they were destined to be the first point of exiting oil under pressure.  If they had not been drilling this particular well the first oil pressure explosion and opening rift may have happened in late July to August of this year instead of spring.  The powers that be know of the pressures happening inside the earth.  They have a great deal of scientific data, and all those with access to it are under high level clearance and do not have permission to say anything.  There are people who knew that the result of this drilling would open the rift before it would happen on its own.  They continued anyway.  They are fine with the death or sickness this is creating, and they hoped that opening this rift would release enough pressure to allow them to continue getting oil out of their other wells for as long as possible.  What it may create though is unnecessary precursor quakes along the New Madrid system.

We are in the throws of an extinction level event (E.L.E). So these things are to be expected.  It is difficult and tragic to watch any event that will cause a great loss of life whether that life is human or animal life, but there is more to come.  This is not a set of ordinary earth changes this is an EXPANSION EVENT.  It was an expansion event, not a asteroid or comet that killed the dinosaurs.  Even though this is a E.L.E.  life will go on for the great majority of species, including humans, that is the purpose of the sanctuaries.  There were sanctuaries created back at the time of the dinosaur event.  At that time there were no Dharljas or Avatars from this planet and Avatars from worlds with similar atmospheres came and created the sanctuaries.  Many aspects of this planet (the whole solar system) were experimental and so it has not followed the pathways of many other planetary systems.  The dinosaurs were not included in the sanctuaries because it was determined that they were too large of a species to inhabit a planet of this size, so they were allowed to go extinct.  Most events that have caused smaller extinctions have simply been allowed to follow their natural course of events without any interceding.  This event however is much too large and could cause the end of all human and mammal life without the sanctuaries.

It has been pretty common knowledge through the last 2000 years or so, to those who sought the understanding, that there would be great loss of life at this point and that there would be great “sickness” of the seas and other bodies of water.  This is the start of this “sickness”  We only have around 6 months to singularity and there are very few timelines left to collapse.  The powers that be are desperately attempting to manifest the timelines with the most destruction of human life right now because they truly believe they can be the survivors of this E.L.E.

Let me just say this; no planetary expansion on any planet in the universe has been survived underground.  The force required to bring about the expansion is far too great and even an underground space that survives intact will be filled with too many poisonous gases for a period of time for them to be cleared out before death occurs.  Even underground animals will leave their dens and attempt to survive up top.  No amount of air purification systems will be adequate as there will be breaches in even the best system it is just not possible to be underground. 

But hey… powers that be… feel free to give it a shot :-)  your returning to spirit no matter what you do anyway.

I sure don’t mean to sound morbid or doom and gloom because I am not.  I know that the work that has been done and is still in progress in relation to protection and survival of species through this event is going well.  There are even species thought to be extinct right now that are in fact not extinct at all and there are breading pairs available to protect.  There will be many sanctuaries created.  The vast majority will be unique ecosystems of wilderness that can be held intact for the species living there and will not include mortal humans.  There will be a group of sanctuaries that will be places for humans spread in areas around the world that have a few things in common. 

  • Good soil with low levels of soil contamination
  • Abundant water source
  • Abundant variety of plant species
  • Food growing capacity
  • Abundant wildlife
  • Will be above sea level when things are settled
  • Are within what will be the greater tropical zone of the new equator after the expansion since the event will bring with it a small ice age as things settle

The sanctuaries will be spherical, so they will go into the earth and into the sky and become contained biospheres of life.  Oceans could wash right over them with no effect.  They will free float within the earth crust and so earth movements will be minimized, and will have their own environment and weather systems until the planet has settled and they are able to be released.  A few will have more than one sphere hooked together.  The spheres will vary in size and the human carrying capacity will vary based on the ability to sustain all the species in a given sanctuary for the time required in the particular area.

Ahmuganhai has been sounded!!! 

This is the call to sanctuary.  It is a call to individuals.  While multiple individuals in one family or group of like minded friends may all hear the call it is a call to each individual person.  If you attempt to bring people with you that have not received the call internally they will not make it to sanctuary in one way or another.  Loving someone does not mean it is their path to rebuild the new world.  All who hear the call should be in sanctuary by singularity January 20, 2011 if they want to do it with ease.  After that you will have til June 21, 2011 to attempt to find your way into sanctuary but it will be difficult with all the events that will be happening 

No one can tell you were the sanctuary you are being called to is.  If you have heard the call you will simply go where your heart is saying to go!  Some places of sanctuary may seem contrary to the mental.  The call to sanctuary is based on vibration.  No one below a certain vibration will come to sanctuary period.  The dark is being cleared from the planet and the rebuilding of human society will be done by the highest vibration beings and then those who are light but still working to build up their vibration will be born back into the world highest vibration first.  While those of a lower light vibration will work through things in sprit waiting for their opportunity for a body.

We are on the verge of a large North American event that will change all our lives.  It will be the first domino for those of us living in the United States and Canada.  I hope those of you receiving the call are prepared and I don’t mean for the physical survival, I mean mentally and emotionally as prepared as anyone can be for such events.  You will be required to make choices and move within that atmosphere to get where you need to be so detachment to as great as extent as you can detach is your greatest tool through these events.

I’m looking forward to seeing familiar faces that I have not yet met in this body.  It’s been a long time coming ………….Ahmuganhai

Engtovo

Ahmuganhai Pronounced: ahh mahh gahhn hey

 

More detail on the singularity from January of 2009

http://blog.spiritnexus.org/2009/01/21/president-obama-timeline-singularity/

More info on timeline collapses from December 08

http://blog.spiritnexus.org/2008/12/14/earthquakes-time-line-collapses/

More on the sanctuaries

http://pages.spiritnexus.org/earth-changes/earth_change_news_2009.htm

 

Keep these dates in mind  I personally was given dates in between many of these for some specific earth change type events but I have been told they are for me alone.

July 17-18, 2010 Carl Johan Calleman Breeze of Unity Consciousness

Nov 2, 2010 The 6th night ends all preparedness needs to be done

January 20, 2011 We enter the Singularity all other timelines will have completed the collapse process.  There will only be one timeline at this point through to Venus Transit, at which point we will be offered a few possibilities specific to the earth and things will begin to branch out again.

March 8, 2011 Carl Johan Calleman  Universal Wave Movement

May 21, 2011 While I don’t read much Christian stuff I found a couple dates on a site I came across interesting they are taken from dates projected out in the bible.  This date is the projected date of the “judgment day”

June 21, 2011  Spirit says by this date everyone needs to be in sanctuary that is supposed to be there.

October 21, 2011  The same Christian info has this date as the end of days

October 28, 2011 The Carl Johan Calleman end date of the Mayan Calendar which corresponds with what I have been told for years.  Spirit has always said it would be done and over by the 12-21-2012 date in fact they said it would be all said and done by the second transit of Venus.

June 6, 2012 2nd Transit of Venus

A Transit of Venus happens four times every 234 years! They come in pairs, this one is the 2nd of the pair the counterpart on June 7, 2004.  

The last pair of Venus Transits were December 9, 1874 & December 6, 1882

The next pair is December 11, 2117 &  December 8, 2125 Then June 11, 2247 & June 9, 2255 based on our current calendar which will not be valid IMO so this and all other aspects of the solar system will all be changed along with time itself! 

The fifth world energies hit winter solstice of 1999.  2004 was the first year of the new world, as Venus, the planet of Divine Love transited between us and the sun in June of 2004, an eight years gap to this second transit.   These are the 8 years in which LOVE has changed the very blueprint of our planet, our solar system, and this universe.  This new blueprint it what is manifesting NOW!  At the time of the second transit the 1000 years of peace prophesied by so many cultures truly begins. 

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Sweat Lodge Under Fire

 

I have my issues with Adam Yellowbird and ICA but this is bigger than that.  The idea that any county should regulate sweat lodge ceremony based on some random criteria is not ok.  If they are going to make this a race issue and regulate based on having a tribal card then they discriminate even against many with native blood who simply don’t have enough of any given tribe to qualify for membership.  As members of different tribes intermarry this is getting to be a bigger problem.  You can literally have someone who is half Indian but has blood of four different tribes and can’t qualify for the 1/4 blood quantum of any of the tribes he or she belongs to. 

Whatever my issues have been with Adam they have never been related to his running of a sweat in a responsible way, more along the lines of charging for a seminar that may include a sweat kind of thing.  He is a responsible sweat leader in terms of the healthy and safety of people sweating with him.   I would say if there is one statement in this video that represents my issues it would be that they gathered the leaders together to seek solutions but were not willing to place blame.  James Ray was NOT leading a responsible sweat!  This is not a matter of perspective.  A true sweat should NEVER have the amount of people he had involved and this group should have taken a stand.  Taking stands to be in integrity in that way is not Adam’s thing and that is where we parted ways.

That being said, one corrupt greedy man, James Ray, being irresponsible should not equate to the attempt by Yavapai county to regulate or remove the religious right of anyone else to sweat together.  That Adam is the first person to be challenged on this issue is good.  I hope they do indeed challenge him as to whether he really thinks James Ray was leading an appropriate sweat.  Many people in that area sit on the fence and allow all kinds of inappropriate things to go on around sacred ceremony.  It is time to look at this and truly be willing to self regulate instead of looking the other way.  It seems the unwillingness to do this is what is prompting the general population who knows nothing of sweats to insist the county do it.  Adam has always been willing to mix with the Sedona charlatans as easily as those with true hearts.  When money gets involved and then hand in hand big ego comes, corruption follows.  This unwillingness to discern and hold integrity is the very thing that originally got Adam listed on the Plastic Shaman’s site by really traditional Indians who don’t want any non red people doing anything that appears Native.  I do know that Adam has grown up with Sweats and other Indian ceremony, it truly has been his life.

I’ve been standing against the Sedona greed and corruption that masquerades as spirituality for a REALLY long time.  I hope this is a step that spirit is taking to say to the faithful you cannot continue to sit on the fence.  When you allow certain sacred things to be corrupted and say nothing you become a participant and the ability to do these things in a good way is inevitable removed by some authority figure supposedly for the good of all and to “protect” the ignorant.

On the other side of this coin sits many self righteous Indians who feel the ceremony is only for those with blood of a given tribe.  They have sat there and by attempting to own something sacred that truly belongs to the Creator and not them allowed the corruptions to continue as well.  Sweating is found in many different parts of the world (the original Swedish sauna I’ll mention for one as a person who is Swedish) just as most cultures world wide have drumming traditions and stone circles are found all over the world.  It long past time to accept that all ceremony comes from the Creator not any given tribe, clan or culture.  We should all be working together to be sure that anyone doing any sacred ceremonies are doing them in a safe and loving way and there is NO MONEY INVOLVED.

The 6th Night & Other Important Dates for late 09

The 6th Night

Welcome to the 6th night in the Mayan calendar!  It starts today and goes to Nov 2, 2010.  The 6th day started November 12, 2008 and it has been one hell of a day for me!  It has been the culmination of my physical challenges and pain and a extremely difficult time but productive in my growth in a way that cannot be fully quantified.

Spirit says this time of the 6th night is a really important time period.  The 6th night is a time for preparedness and this is on multiple levels.  For some of us we have been doing the spiritual preparations for a long time.  For others they may go through a quick and unexpected awakening and whether they can turn that awakening into being prepared enough for what is to come after the 6th night is over is a big question.  For yet a third group who have in essence had a lot of information for a long period of time but have yet to really integrate it this is their last chance to get the integration done.  There is yet a 4th group which will do nothing positive, never have, never will.

This time of preparation though is not just spiritual.  Emotional issues need to be resolved & mental blocks worked through as well.  This is the time for physical preparedness and settling in to a location that feels right to you.  A time for planting gardens, adding alternative power sources and essentially becoming as self sufficient as possible in your chosen location.  The time of forming true community for many who have always known the time would come for them and working through the issues of how that particular community will function.

Last night in the middle of the night (about 1:30 mountain time) there was a powerful energy trying to enter the grid system around the property at first I was experiencing some unknown anxiety out of nowhere then the dogs started freaking out and crying.  Then when I tuned in all I could perceive was this strong energy trying to get in and I reacted after so many years of self protected by strengthening the grid.  It wasn’t working so I got up out of bed and pulled out some cards.  EXPANSION card!  Got back in bed now knowing this was the expansion energy on some level.  Checked in with the earth and her vulnerable points in terms of earthquakes and so forth, all was stable.  After a little inner seeking came to understand that the fullness of the expansion energies had hit our solar system and it would find no barrier that it would not break down (of course) so I opened up the grid fully immediately as this is not an energy I want to keep out and started to welcome the energy into the house, my body, through the dogs and throughout the space and out through the whole of the earth.  The dogs settled right away as did my body and we fell into a peaceful sleep.

These expansion energies will be responsible for the preparation that needs to be completed during the 6th night.  There will be physical manifestations in our lives and for the earth during this year that will help to facilitate the preparation on all levels.

11-11-11

In 3 days (November 11, 2009) we have the true 11-11 moment folks as this is not a 9 year it is an 11 year.  For more detail on this look at my previous post on 9-9-9.  Don’t let this day pass by without using it to your best and highest we have not had an eleven year since 1910.  11-11-11 comes down to a 33-6 which is a day of building what you truly want on the high level and having it manifest into the world we live in.

11-16-09  New Moon 12:13 pm mountain  time 

Focus intent of your 11-11-11 work for the moon cycle

11-22-09

Just like the 11-11 day this day is a true master day to do internal work and progress quickly don’t waste this 11-22-11 numerology day.  This is a 44-8.  The four directions and the midpoints and the eternal number of abundance and infinite love the 8. The 11-11-11 and this 11-22-11 can be used together to bring into fruition incredible things especially for those who have been working toward this for several years.  The new moon sitting between this two dates is a distinct advantage as it strengthens the vision of the 11-11-11 to manifestation for the 11-22-11.

12-01-09

Opening of a Window of Direct Creation when Uranus goes direct at 1:27 pm mountain time.  A window of direct creation is when there are no planets in retrograde movement.  The full moon comes less than 12 hours after this opening which is ideal.  We have the opportunity to tune the new moon energies in to our work on the 11-11-11, process that energy through the 11-22-11, and complete any issues that come up with that building to the full moon.  With the moon waning through the majority of the window we are free to release any of the limitations and fears and stay focused on the intents of what we want to create though the window which is unusually long lasting until December 20th.  You really need to control your thoughts during a window of direct creation they are extremely powerful during these times. 

12-02-09

Full Moon 12:30 am mountain time

Focus on release of anything not in alignment with the intentions of what you want to create now

12-16-09

New Moon 5:02 am mountain time

Use this moon to clarify and strengthen your true desires

12-20-09

Window of Direct Creation closes when Mars goes retrograde at 6:27 am mountain time

12-21-09

Winter Solstice 10:47 am mountain time

All these energies from the beginning of the 6th night ( your expansion, the inner work and preparation, the intent of manifestation of true desires on all levels, the creation process) are heightened by the fact we are taking them straight into this winter solstice.

12-26-09

Mercury goes retrograde 7:38 am (until Jan15)

We have approx 3 weeks to review those things that have not come into the physical world yet, and let go of things we have unintentionally manifested by not watching our thoughts clearly enough.

12-31-09 New Years Eve

Full Moon Lunar Eclipse  12:13 pm mountain time

Eclipses move things forward and this process from Now 8 to now is an intense and powerful once in several lifetime opportunity.  With it falling on the last day of this 11 year it holds an exceptional punch.  Pushing all you manifested into the 3 year of 2010.  This full moon is in cancer the sign of home which bring us right back to the theme of settling and preparing during the 6th night.

1-14-10 New Moon

The 2nd eclipse in this series,  the solar eclipse

1-15-10

Mercury Direct at 10:48 am mountain time

 

Keep these dates in mind  I personally was given dates in between many of these for some specific earth change type events but I have been told they are for me alone.

July 17-18, 2010 Carl Johan Calleman Breeze of Unity Consciousness

Nov 2, 2010 The 6th night ends all preparedness needs to be done

January 20, 2011 We enter the Singularity all other timelines will have completed the collapse process.  There will only be one timeline at this point through to Venus Transit, at which point we will be offered a few possibilities specific to the earth and things will begin to branch out again.

March 8, 2011 Carl Johan Calleman  Universal Wave Movement

May 21, 2011 While I don’t read much Christian stuff I found a couple dates on a site I came across interesting they are taken from dates projected out in the bible.  This date is the projected date of the “judgment day”

June 21, 2011  Spirit says by this date everyone needs to be in sanctuary that is supposed to be there.

October 21, 2011  The same Christian info has this date as the end of days

October 28, 2011 The Carl Johan Calleman end date of the Mayan Calendar which corresponds with what I have been told for years.  Spirit has always said it would be done and over by the 12-21-2012 date in fact they said it would be all said and done by the second transit of Venus.

June 6, 2012 2nd Transit of Venus

A Transit of Venus happens four times every 234 years! They come in pairs, this one is the 2nd of the pair the counterpart on June 7, 2004.  

The last pair of Venus Transits were December 9, 1874 & December 6, 1882

The next pair is December 11, 2117 &  December 8, 2125 Then June 11, 2247 & June 9, 2255 based on our current calendar which will not be valid IMO so this and all other aspects of the solar system will all be changed along with time itself! 

The fifth world energies hit winter solstice of 1999.  2004 was the first year of the new world, as Venus, the planet of Divine Love transited between us and the sun in June of 2004, an eight years gap to this second transit.   These are the 8 years in which LOVE has changed the very blueprint of our planet, our solar system, and this universe.  This new blueprint it what is manifesting NOW!  At the time of the second transit the 1000 years of peace prophesied by so many cultures truly begins. 

09-09-09 is Meaningless

Don’t get sucked into any of these 999 activities today they are designed to steal your energy.  This is once again NOT a 9 year.  Writing 09-09-09 as the date is meaningless in numerology.  This is an 11 year which is much more significant.  Master years (11 &22 years) are often difficult but bring the greatest growth after all is said and done.  The significant date this year for the first time is actually 11-11 dark forces want you to ignore that date because you could use it to release all kinds of things that may normally take several years to release.  It is an inner date however and not an appropriate time for outer world, group or world meditations.  It is a day for PERSONAL growth not planetary healing.  Although they are intertwined with the truth that healing ourselves is the most effective thing we can do to bring healing to the world.  So don’t give out your energy to dark forces today, ignore this day.  On November 11, 2009 spend as much of the day as you can in focused meditation for your own ascension.

In the 20th century…

1901 and 1910 were 11 years

1939, 1948, 1957, 1966, 1975, 1984, 1993 were 22 years

We have not had an 11 year since 1910 don’t waste it!  For me these 22 years I’ve been alive have all been significant to me with the exception of 1966 when I was only 3 and don’t recall what was going on.  They bring life changing events that at the time may not seem to have the significance that they do years later in the forming of your belief systems and who you become.  The following year always brings important consequences of the lessons set up in the 11 or 22 year.   

In 1975 my parents divorced and in 76 my mom and I moved away from all family from Minneapolis to Seattle.  This was a huge energy shift that changed my life in ways I cannot even describe.  I was also raped during this time which set the stage for all the relationships I would have with men and there was no presence of my father.

In 1984 I was struggling to find my identity At the end of the year I took off from my own family in Washington State with a couple suitcases and moved to Honolulu.  This didn’t last long and I traversed CA, AK back to MN and ended up back in Seattle in 1985 where I gave birth to my stillborn daughter and experienced my walk-in.

In 1993 I experienced my own divorce from a man who brought forward all the unhealed issues with my parents and began my journey of true healing.  At the end of the year I moved from CO to AZ and reunited with family there and began the true ascension path.

I certainly could get into much more depth but this is really personal stuff so I just wanted to give you an idea of how important these master years turn out to be.  In a 22 year there is no way to meditate for a 22-22-22 day LOL so this 11 year is unique for those of us with awareness.  The earth changes are likely to come before our next “scheduled 11 year of 2018 and that will change our whole calendar and numerology of this solar system so the true next 11 or 22 year is unknown.  Don’t waste this one.

More on Mitch Battros

well I have received several emails where readers have shared personal email exchanges they had with Mitch about the Mayan situation.  The responses they got from him were kind of surprising even though it is obvious he is not in a good space.  There was clear overreaction and of course the insults.  He called one person small minded for example.  He claimed in the next newsletter that it was not actually the elders who asked him to make the information free but newsletter readers.  I am not sure what to think of that.  If I assume that people have been asking him to share the Mayan info for free for some time then perhaps.  If we are talking about this specific urgent message then it would be impossible for him to say that the newsletter readers asked him to share if free since the statement that he was asked to share it for free and the fact there was going to be an urgent message were in the same newsletter.

When I googled for more info on Carlos Barrios the other day I found a transcript of a previous interview they had done some time back and it was clear from reading it that Carlos does not speak English very well (or at least he didn’t at the time).  Under those circumstances it is impossible to tell if he even knows that Mitch interviews him and then sells the information. Ultimately if I give Mitch the benefit of the doubt in this and believe he simply chose his words badly in his newsletter (which after watching him several years I can’t say he really deserves) it still doesn’t change much.  If the elders don’t even know he is selling their information then they certainly wouldn’t have a reason to tell him not to and it does seem possible they don’t know.  I can’t believe the elder of any nation would be ok with that and Mitch certainly should know better and if Carlos does know Mitch does this than most certainly HE knows better.  In the interview I read not much was said at all and certainly nothing earth shattering. 

Considering how easily hyped up Mitch gets about nothing much his perception that this message is so urgent is likely just that, Mitch being Mitch.  I remember when he went on and on about the third secret of Fatima and that became much ado over nothing.  He gets so excited about anything that he thinks is being shared with just him that he practically wets himself.  I listened to one or two of the radio shows back when they were free and it was all I could stand because his excitement over simple non issues overwhelmed the whole interview and he spent 80% of the time talking instead of his guest.

Someone mentioned reading my post on HIS site.  I am not sure if this person just mixed things up in their email or if he posted my post on his site with or without comment.  I am not a member of his site so I can’t go look myself.  The facts remain that if any of the indigenous nations have something to share ITS TIME.  We are close to the time when anything they have to share will have become irrelevant.  Many of the prophecies have already been made irrelevant by the changes in the plan as it were.

The latest newsletter in relation to people’s reaction to the Mayan thing he calls The Battle Between Disclosure vs. Omission, I thought what the hell is that?  So what is he saying disclosure for a price or keep his mouth shut?  This isn’t about whether to disclose or not, that choice was already made by the Mayan elders ( the ones with the actual information in question).  This is about him profiting off the disclosure!

I thought it interesting that in the newsletter Mitch’s primary response was to prove to us all that he is indeed as wonderful as he claims by giving us a list of scientists and metaphysical / ancient text people who just love love love him.  Therefore we are suppose to consider him validated by both worlds and get on on the love boat.  Sorry Mitch but I am just NOT impressed by this list.  Now there may be some scientists that are perfectly nice people.  Even some with good intentions who are ignorant of the agendas behind their paychecks.  Their opinions are of no consequence to me.  While science sometimes figures out the way things work in this world more often then not they are so far off base as to be humorous.  Now I am no scientist so I do the only thing I can when I read scientific stuff and that is apply the inner knowing test.  The simple inner voice that says yes that feels tight or “hell no”  and so far it has served me well things that I said hell no to even as a teenager have been shown to be crap now.  The problem with science is they come up with theory and then in a short time start operating as if the theory is truth even if it has never even come close to being proven and then base new theories on the unproven old theory and then when someone questions the old theory they run them out of town because so much money has been put into some study that requires the old theory to be correct.  Basically science has become one of the corrupt world religions ruled by money.

As for the people on the metaphysical / ancient text list well there is more than one that is known for their own power ego issues and have taken corrupt action on behalf of the people they lead so dude whatever!  It is totally against the very nature of metaphysics to attempt to validate yourself by finding well known spiritual people to say you are ok.  But hey it worked for the whole “the secret”  money grubbing corruption.  They all validated each other, essentially giving the people permission to give them a bunch of cash.  So since the concept of powerful “spiritual” people validating each other has worked so well for dark forces in so many situations why not jump on the bandwagon and rake in some cashola eh?  True validation of your journey and self can only come from within, working directly with creation, higher power, and the earth herself.  I wonder how the earth mother feels about what you are doing?  Have you ever talked with her directly?  Your list to me is in fact you proving to anyone reading that you are not in harmony with the whole.

You observe things and then state them as your own.  Never mind that hundred or thousands of others observed the same thing but didn’t dare claim them as their own because they knew better than to try and own what is there obvious to any who look.  First the equation over and over and over.  now you are trying to claim to discover that large earthquakes often happen near eclipses.  Well DUH every ancient culture on earth knows that, it is just your revered scientists so far removed that have forgotten.  Hell you can pick up any number of history books and find the story of the eclipse(especially solar eclipse) and the story then almost always is followed by “shortly after the earth shook”.  The more you claim not to fear monger the more in fact you do fear monger.  You so rarely just say well there is a window where something may be possible, you always blow it up into a frenzy. 

You have been obsessed with the Cascadia Subduction zone for a long time.  Now I think anyone paying attention knows there is risk there at this time but where is your science when you present  a earthquake swarm north of San Francisco and one in Alaska with one off the coast of Oregon as proof of the risk.  Everything I have read has always shown these earthquake swarms to be volcanic activity not a prequel to a huge subduction earthquake.  The field north of San Francisco is a know volcanic area as is the Alaska area and after the fact the off shore Oregon swarm is thought to be volcanic as well, it was just a surprise to have this in a area as far from the ridge as it was.  Even the swarm off Vancouver Island happens fairly often and they do think since that is the end of the fault it could be tied to future earthquake activity but they still think it volcanic in nature and is an unknown.  These are your science guys here saying these things so if want to do some real science then you better go back to the Indonesian quake and find a swarm hundreds of miles north and hundreds of miles south of the fault and one in the middle and one on the end say 5 years or less before that earthquake.  Then if you can match that with these swarms then we may think the volcanic activity could be tied to a possible subduction earthquake on the Cascadia Subduction Zone.  Otherwise you are just hyping it up for nothing.  Yeah we know it could go at any time but knowing that and offering up your science proof are two different things.  If you are just feeling it, then just own that feeling and say outright I have NOTHING to base my feeling on, it is just a gut feeling.  Most of us have more respect for a gut feeling than the other crap anyway, at least when the person is honest and acts with integrity.

If you want to do something interesting with your power to share information instead of trying to own the idea of earthquakes near eclipses how about get yourself a list of the biggest quakes of recorded history and then find someone to do you an ephemeris  to show what percentage of them fall within the two week eclipse window.   That would at least be interesting but of course you would charge for it, but at least you’d be charging for your own work, instead you take NASA articles or whoever else and post them and claim everything comes from you first … NOT.  On second thought how about if you stay away from my idea of matching recorded earthquakes with an eclipse ephemeris and allow someone out there to do it who would like to share the information FREE just because it would be a fun thing to know.  That is obviously assuming it hasn’t already been done, which I imagine there are thousands of people who have thought of doing it and it likely has been done, in which case I would love to see it and know what the percentage of big quakes fall in the eclipse window.

It really all comes down to integrity and you showing a complete lack of it.  We are in the times NOW some of us will take care of each other and create a new world, others will profit off of the pain and misery and not live to enjoy their profits.  Money is not long for this world, just like government and religion.  There will just be a small group of open hearted people who will inherit a changed world and none of us will miss the hucksters, the corruption and the oppression of those who leave this world.  We will know where to be and when because of the divine quiet voice within and the earth mother will lead us to places where she can keep us safe.  You won’t get that info from your list of those who have “validated” you.  It will only come from within.  So there won’t be any Earth shattering, shocking, mind blowing news from Mitch Battros when it comes down to the wire.  Btw those of us who already know we are hanging around have never found anything you have ever reported shocking!

Oh gosh I was just finishing this up when someone posted about Mitch being on coast to coast last night.  So did anybody hear are the quakes off Mexico now telling us about the cascadia subduction zone too??? LOL  Apparently Jim Berkland was on there too and his site had this little quote http://syzygyjob.com/

What is important to consider is that there is a widespread misconception that earthquakes are increasing over the years. The same myth surrounds the generation of hurricanes. You remember that the devastation of Katrina was followed by many official forecasts that hurricane activity would be increasing. Yet the numbers have actually diminished. What about all of those predictions about the solar cycle and increased sunspots and solar storms? Instead we are seeing an almost unprecedented quiet Sun. Where is the global warming? The Northeastern USA is wondering where the summer has gone. What about that June snowstorm in Minnesota?

Mother Nature can be so fickle……….but she sure is interesting.

 

I have had more arguments than I can count with people who insist that earthquakes have been increasing over the last few years when they weren’t!  So funny how many people don’t want to look at the facts.  That being said this calm is a gift from our Creator who does not want to extend any suffering.  The changes will come fast and be done fast so it is really important to not be complacent and listen to your inner voice.   Don’t take this calm for granted, know it is a gift to get where you need to be with ease and without fear if you feel you are going to be hanging around.   Take this time to prepare yourself mentally and emotionally as well because it is very easy to feel things will continue as is.  If you are aware that things are going to hit hard, and when they do in only a few short days you will be in a different world, then the mental and emotional transition will be much easier.  We tend to want to prepare for the physical aspects but the emotions and mind need the preparation more.  No one will survive who won’t be losing some people they love, there is just no way to bring everyone we love with us and many of them would not want to come even if we tried.  Inner work that, as always, is where it is at!

Here is the newsletter

The Battle Between Disclosure vs Omission

by Mitch Battros – Earth Changes Media

From the inception of Earth Changes TV(now Earth Changes Media), my goal has been to give a balanced view of current science and ancient text. This would include what many call metaphysical or spiritual consideration. As most of you know, I have had the top scientists in their field on my show. The top seismologist, paleontologist, astrophysicists, climatologist, geo-scientists and many others.

To my science community:

I have been very careful to maintain a high esteem and credibility giving the respect and adoration for science. I have been criticized many times for being too harsh on what I call the community of woo-woo’s. In doing so, I have always kept the principles of scientific procedures to maintain a discipline of evidence vs conjecture. Both are healthy components, but are often merged and mis-used by many. I always try to distinguish the two when presenting my evidence or theories.

I am grateful and honored to be able to display a distinguished list of endorsements and affirmations of my work:

– Dr. Ernest Hildner, Director NOAA Space Weather Center

– Dr. Paul Brekke, Deputy Director of SOHO project- European Space Agency

– Dr. Gerhard Loebert, recipient of the Needle of Honor in astrophysics, designer of project "Firefly" 2nd generation stealth fighter.

– Dr. Stefaan Poedts: Lead Scientist University of Leuven Center for Plasma Astrophysics

– Dr. Ronald van der Linden, Royal Observatory, Director of Solar Physics Department

– Dr. Tom Van Flandern, former US Naval Observatory Chief of Celestial Mechanics

– Dr. Jay Fein, Program Dir in National Science Foundation

– Division of Atmospheric Sciences

– Dr. Gary Sharp, Center for Climate/Ocean Resources Study

For a more complete list feel free to email me at: mitch@earthchangesmedia.com

To my ancient text, metaphysical community:

I affirm the disciplines in the field of ancient text which often includes metaphysical principles. Some examples would be those who study the power of Prayer, Biblical historians, Mayan prophecy and culture, Hopi prophecy and culture, Sumarians, Dogon, Aztecs, Dead Sea Scrolls, and the list goes on and on. It is my belief we are in a time of merging the wisdom of our ancestors, and the talent of our modern scientists. In fact, what appears to unfold more often than not is the matching of current events or research, with that of what has been told centuries ago by our ancestors.

An affirmation that came to me one night sums up my thoughts and beliefs: "We must know the past, to understand the present, which tells us of the future" (mitch battros).

I am grateful and honored to be able to display a distinguished list of endorsements and affirmations of my work:

– Carlos Barrios, Mayan elder ‘Clan de Aguila’ (the Eagle clan)

– Arvol Looking Horse, Keeper of the Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe

– Carl Johan Calleman, Historical Scholar – author of Enlightenment: The Mayan Calendar

– John Major Jenkins, author of Galactic Alignment

– Adrian Gilbert, author of The Mayan Prophecies

– Dr. Greg Little, Edgar Cayce Foundation

– Brad Steiger, authors of over 30 best-selling books

– Crichton E M Miller, author of The Golden Thread of Time and The Celtic Cross

– Wallace Thornhill, Physicist – author of The Electric Universe

– John Randolph Price, author of Living a Life of Joy among 18 others

For a more complete list feel free to email me at: mitch@earthchangesmedia.com

It is my belief ECM will be sending out what will appear to be extraordinary news which involves ‘Earth Changes’. I feel it is most important to maintain a sense of groundedness and empowerment. The possible upcoming articles will seem alarming, and there is the risk of setting off inherent defense triggers every human possess. A necessary and healthy ‘fight or flight’ defense mechanism which is ‘hard wired’ for survival, can either be productive or self-defeating.

Carlos Barrios as well as many others remind us that prophecy and predictions are meant to assist us, not punish us. It should be used as a road map of which alternate routes (either tangible or mental) can be used.

Needless to say, I have chosen the path of "Disclosure" rather than omission. With disclosure comes the task of responsibility. What will be told in Monday night/Tuesday morning’s article is to be received as one person’s truth (or that of many people’s truth). It will be up to each and every one of us, to use of innate gift of ‘discernment’ and learned skill of critical thinking. Nothing should be considered as ‘pre-determined’, but rather a suggestion of possibilities.

Remember: Just because I (or anyone) speaks with passion and conviction, does not make it "the truth", only "my truth" (or ones truth). Nothing is hopeless — and everything is hopeful. Some would suggest the mere act of speaking of events could indeed change them ….

Note: I am pleased to say we have given more than 50 scholarships for an ECM membership. For those who may have mis-interpreted a request to have coming articles free, it was not the Mayan elders who requested this, it was those who have been receiving ECM’s newsletter. We have 10 scholarships left. If you wish to apply, send a short request to admin@earthchangesmedia.com . We appreciate your enthusiasm and support for our services. It truly is the most important news service of our time.

Shame on You Mitch Battros!!

For a long time now Mitch has been pushing his money agenda.  He distanced himself from all things spiritual in an attempt to gain favor in the scientific community.  In this process he shouted insults high and low against all the things he previously talked about and referred only mildly to “ancient texts”.  He did this because he had an emotional need for validation that was so great he was more than willing to sell his soul to get it.  What were once free newsletters about earth change events became an endless barrage of self promotion and aggrandizement.  Various aspects of this have bothered me for quite some time but never enough to bother writing about it.  Every year once or twice he does a big promotion to get people to give money to keep the newsletter “free” because otherwise he just couldn’t afford to do it.  Well hmmmmmm he got people to give 2000 or more dollars so he could promote himself in a newsletter that no longer contains any relevant news WTF!  I thought to myself this guy is a real fricken piece of work, but whatever. 

Then earlier this year he started begging for money to send his wife and baby to Europe for a few weeks so his baby could meet her grandmother.  I was really disgusted by this.  As if it is the responsibility of his site members, or newsletter readers to pay for a family vacation, but like the sheep that he insults regularly for mindlessly following others who are on his hit list, they did.  I was fired enough to want to write up something about it at the time, but I have been dealing with subacute thyroiditis since February and did not have the energy to follow through with that.  (that is also why there have not been other postings on the blog) 

Now though this guy and his damn greed have just gone too far!

I open up my email box this morning and there is a newsletter saying it is an URGENT message from the Mayans.  Well like all his newsletters the last couple years I figured it would be all hype and no content and that was correct, but it went further.  He states he is writing up important info that he will put out on Monday but wanted to let us know today so that he could tell us he was not trying to whip up fear.  The real reason he wanted us to know today that this article is coming Monday is simple MEMBERSHIPS IN HIS SITE  I.E. CASH!

He tells us that the Mayans asked him to give out this important information for free but that it may put him out of business if he did therefore he will offer us a 1/2 price membership.

So in other words either A.  There is no urgent message and he is trying to con people into becoming members or B. he told the Mayan elders NO essentially he will not respect their request to get this urgent message out free.  Thus not just selling spiritual knowledge (or in Battros speak ancient text)  but selling knowledge that is not his and that he was given freely and asked to give free.

I AM DISGUSTED BEYOND WORDS!  Who the hell do you think you are Mitch Battros?  If there is a real message to be given and you think you have the right to charge for it when the elders you proclaim to have the greatest respect for asked you to give it out for free  WTF.  That is the ultimate proof that you are the scum that you have appeared to be the last couple years.  “Ancient texts” or other oral knowledge of the Mayans are not yours to sell!  Seriously you think oh no I can’t do what is right because it may affect my business of making money off of people’s desire to know about earth changes.  Well guess what it must be time for you to find another way to support your family.  The Mayans are not responsible for your bills, nor are your readers responsible to provide your wife with a trip to see her mother.  Get some fucking self respect and do what is right!  You are clearly living the catholic model you grew up with, “maybe I’ll share something someone else told me for free if you just tithe your 10% so I can live the life I want”. 

You are a shill and why any self respecting Mayan was talking to you before this is a mystery to me but if Carlos keeps talking to you after you tried to profit off the knowledge he is sharing from the other elders then we will know all we need to know about him as well!

The idea that this newsletter is something that costs you money that you need thousands every year to keep it free is pure bullshit.  You spend a few minutes each time you want to promote yourself writing us a little bit of pure crap or drama and then fill space for you promotions of books.  I think that is the only reason the newsletter exists, because if you didn’t write up some crap to send out a couple times a month the “newsletter” would be what it is, promotional SPAM.  Providing a website does not cost that much I have discussed this before I have been providing this website for FREE since 1998!  My family lives paycheck to paycheck and we don’t have extras and especially trips to Europe for weeks at a time, but we have always felt the website was a priority and it doesn’t cost that much.  I don’t do readings, I don’t sell healing work.  You spend a lot of time going on and on about the spiritual charlatans in the world well look in the damn mirror.

So let me just say this if the Mayans actually have an Urgent message they need posted to the web for free they should let me know I would make them a fricken subdomain if  they are the real elders giving out their real information and there would be no worry of loss of profit for me since I have never used my spirituality or this site to make a profit off sharing important information that humanity truly needs.  I would do all the html etc if needed as well.  It’s called being of service to humanity during these times of earth changes something you claim was your mission statement when you started earth changes TV (that became earth changes media).  You are a dis-service to humanity.  Your ego has always been huge and an obvious issue but now that coupled with your greed is out of control,  You should be ashamed of yourself!

btw it is very rare for me to swear like this in a blog post but I am still not recovered from thyroiditis and this is just raw emotion uncensored and with no politically correct crap, take it or leave it cause I don’t have the energy to care about some people’s response to the language or how they think a spiritual person should talk or “present themselves”.  That is all just delusion anyway.

The newsletter content

Urgent Message From Mayan Elders

by Mitch Battros – Earth Changes Media

 I have been in contact with Mayan elder Carlos Barrios of the ‘Clan de Aguila’ (the Eagle clan). He has recently met with other tribal elders in congregation to consult what has been written in the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’. At this time all I can say is "tomorrow is here today".

I am writing this article late into Friday night and into Saturday morning. Many people are out of town or on vacation, or doing their best to enjoy this often tense summertime. So allow me to give you a tap on the door via this article for what will come in your mailbox Monday morning.

 

As I have always created a form of ‘preamble’ to help us all keep our focus.

What I will be disclosing on Monday will be unsettling to many. Some may act in an unnecessarily frantic demeanor, but it is in no way designed to give some form of reckless shout of Fire-Fire-Fire, or Red Alert-Red Alert- Red Alert as we have seen some undisciplined and often charlatan-players perform. —

No. What will be disseminated is the probability of unfolding events based on the ‘science of cycles’, and on ancient text which has been passed down for centuries of generations. It is of the utmost importance for each individual to use your gift of ‘discernment’; And for some of you old-timers out there – to use your learned skill of ‘critical thinking’.

I have been requested to make this urgently important message available to everyone at no cost. The problem is — if this was done, then it might be the last ability for Earth Changes Media to stay alive bringing you the utmost important information of the world, and which you need to know now.

So what I will do is make available this one time to split the cost with you. I will make available a 50% discount on our membership. Our rate is $49.95 For this one time, if you sign up now it will be $25.00. Sign Up Here: https://www.earthchangesmedia.com/amember/signup.php

 

***Mayan Message Release Date Will Be Monday August 3rd.

Now for some background on The Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’

My recent guests Mayan Elders Carlos Barrios and Don Delgado, has turned out to be a most important surprise. Although Carlos did tell me he brought with him for our interview a highly regarded Mayan elder to tell us of coming events based on Mayan prophecy; I had no idea of the caliber and respected standing Don Delgado has with the Maya people. He is one of the very few who is the translator of the Mayan Sacred Books of ‘Chilam Balam’ (Mayan Prophecy).

What this means to you and me, is a direct connection to previously coveted knowledge of the "ancient ones" who have passed down their wisdom through petroglyphs, hieroglyphs, symbols and writings. Very few people are able to translate this Maya sacred language and decipher its meaning and how it applies for us today.

 

Folks, I would suggest to you we are truly gifted to be able to receive such knowledge from our ancient elders. It was just a few short years ago; we were not allowed to have such access to highly coveted information. It was believed we were not worthy of such knowledge and would most likely "mis-use" it for selfish needs. Furthermore, much of the so-called civilized world would belittle such wisdom only to ridicule. But probably most of all, it would pose a threat to modern religions, mostly Christians, and would have been declared blasphemous.

So there must be a reason why the wisdom and knowledge of our ancient ancestors are coming forward at this time. I suggest the reason is simple. It is because —- The Time is Now. We are living in the time of prophecy. We will witness its unfolding. We have the opportunity to embrace the changes, facilitate its amplification, to be part of its maturation bringing us into a new world. We have a choice: To fear and become powerless, or to embrace and become an interactive element participating in this transition.

THE BOOK OF ‘CHILAM BALAM’ OF CHUMAYEL

The Books of Chilam Balam form the most important part of this native Maya literature. Written in the Maya language, they reflect more closely the thought of the Maya than any other records that have come down to us. Not only do they contain a wealth of historical and ethnological information invaluable to the student of the pre-Columbian career of the Maya, but they also furnish a record of the reactions of the native mind to the European culture and of the manner in which the latter was adapted to suit its new environment. It is hardly necessary to dwell upon the value of these old texts to the linguistic student.

 

The translation of the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel depends primarily upon the reading given to the badly punctuated and often misspelled Maya text, and such a reading is based upon an extensive comparison with other similar texts. The difficulties of translation are not to be underestimated, but they can be greatly lessened by such a comparison.

The Books of Chilam Balam are the sacred books of the Maya of Yucatan and were named after their last and greatest prophet. Chilam, or chilan, was his title which means that he was the mouth-piece or interpreter of the gods. Balam means jaguar, but it is also a common family name in Yucatan, so the title of the present work could well be translated as the Book of the Prophet Balam.

During a large part of the colonial period, and even down into the Nineteenth Century, many of the towns and villages of northern Yucatan possessed Books of Chilam Balam, and this designation was supplemented by the name of the town to which the book belonged. Thus the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel is named for a village in the District of Tekax, a short distance northwest of the well-known town of Teabo.

This Prophet Balam lived during the last decades of the Fifteenth Century and probably the first of the Sixteenth Century 1 and foretold the coming of strangers from the east who would establish a new religion. The prompt fulfillment of this prediction so enhanced his reputation as a seer that in later times he was considered the authority for many other prophecies which had been uttered long before his time.

Contemplating “New Time”

For about a week I have been having all these dreams where my guides and I are sectioning things and doing some complex math. Complex math is not something I do in my current mortal waking state! LOL I had no idea what exactly we were up to but we always started with finding the center point and then moving on to other sections of various types. Well after a few days it all came together and I realized we had been given the exact time of the completion of the earth expansion and with a bigger planet there were lots of things to calculate. The most obvious was the rate of spin of the new planet and how that combined with the new size would affect the length of a day. Of course I don’t recall any of the answers to all these calculations but I am aware that the day will be longer than our current 24 hour day.

That got me thinking about our 60 based system of a 60 second minute 60 minute hour and how that applies to a lot of the current earth cycles. I had to then wonder will we be able to continue to use a 60 based system or will the expansion move us into a 70 or 80 based system and all the implications of the complete and total time change? What will our year be, how many months will we use? Will the earth cycle the sun in the same amount of time or will our orbital time shift as well? Could we have a longer day but a shorter year with fewer days? Maybe we would we choose to go by a lunar calendar? That led to wondering how long the lunar cycle would be. How would these new cycles integrate into human menstrual cycles and animal mating cycles?

I started to chat with my Mom and Randy about this and we were really amazed at how even the simplest aspects of time that we don’t think about are integrated into our lives. If a day is longer, and say a year is longer, after the shift than if we were to celebrate a birthday (assuming we could keep dates the same) we would have experienced more time in that year than in all our previous years of life. Maybe we would have to translate our previous time on earth to the whole new calendar and system of year keeping and have a new birthday and age (we would then be younger by number, not such a bad thing)

I started to muse on the little things in life that we don’t realize we relate specifically to time as humans because it is so integrated into life. We see a little baby and there are all these milestones that we relate to the first year of life. We have an image of what a five year old or a first grader is. If a year in the new world were to be what a year and a half is here all these things shift a little and we have to shift with them. I believe that we have allowed the minute aspects of time to overcome our modern lives but the passage of time in general and the life cycles are important aspects of our life as humans. Animals also work within these cycles and this is going to be a new and exciting passage for us all.

My guides and I were calculating the new solstices and equinoxes and the points in between, the lunar cycles, the amount of seconds in a minute, the minutes in new hour, the amount of hours in a new day, and the amount of days in a new year. We moved on to every aspect of that, what would be a whole new world version of the Mayan calendar. The epochs of the new earth, the eclipses, the interaction with a solar system that has all gone through its own expansion where each planet’s dimension and spin are different as well.

Though I have always held that astrology is a guide we can use to work with our strengths and know our weakness so we can overcome them, at the point of change the astrological charts of all survivors are null and void. The transits and returns become meaningless, because we are literally living in a world that needs to be remapped both in its continents and oceans, and in its relationship to the solar system and beyond. How exciting! We not only get a fresh start to realign with nature, that we have moved too far from, but to align with a system that has shifted and is brand new to every creature and plant on the earth.

The family came to the conclusion that there are some good people who will not survive these changes simply because this change in how we mark every aspect of our cycles would so overwhelm them that they could not cope. I think this is just the coolest thing ever myself because this was not originally supposed to happen for a little over another 100,000 years after four more cycles of the almost 26,000 year cycle the earth goes through.

The fact that the Creator decided we should do this now at the same time that the dark forces are leaving the sector of Creation forever is perfect. We get a new planet, new cycles, new time, new everything with no dark forces. There just couldn’t be a more perfect new beginning for Earth. Mars will awaken in the process and when we look to her through telescopes we will see oceans and know that Creation if bringing forth a whole ecosystem there. The new planet Leanar (previously destroyed by dark forces) that we created using earth as a template in a different frequency, will expand and move out to take her place in the solar system. Once she is in place the rest of the solar system with sync frequency with her. The original plan for this solar system with three human populated planets will be restored!

I know the idea of earth changes scares the crap out of the vast majority of people and a lot of others just think its “negative” or some punishment for karma or we can change it with good thoughts. The reality is earth changes are simply part of the natural cycles of the planet. They always have been. When I first started chatting with my guide Bestali he said bigger changes came approximately every 12 to 13 thousand years which is at the. 26,000 year cycle and its midpoint and there were periods that were more active at the midpoints of those changes.

At that point (1989) no one was talking about these cycles in public, you have no idea how many people scoffed at me when I talked about these things. Now there is a whole lot of information and the large amount of people who have learned about the Mayan calendar. Our December 21, 2012 date is simply the end of the current 26,000 year cycle. If it weren’t for these cycles dark forces would have done too much damage a long time ago for humans to comfortably survive on earth. They have always offered new life and rebirth and this time is no different it is just on a bigger scale. In times past spirit has always told those who would listen to prepare and those who did survived. Even science knows that the current population of earth goes back to 10,000 ancestors from the last “bottleneck” that occurred on earth. They call it an extinction level event. The difference between human and animal is that we can listen and then do what we are told will allow our species to avoid extinction. We can even protect other species from going extinct during this event. I don’t think this is negative, I think this is amazing and something to embrace and celebrate.

Lots of bodies will be lost temporarily; this will be more difficult for the survivors than those leaving. We are spirit though who temporarily inhabit bodies and those who leave that are of the light will get new bodies. Some will incarnate on the other two planets even. When they return, they return to something uncontaminated, villages with people who are happy and filled with joy of living. They will find a place that will be without murder, rape, fear and inequality, where all are able to express and experience the joy of having a body. I have just never been able to see that as negative. I think it has to do with being an Enochian a Universal Spirit. I suppose it also goes directly back to having lived as a Dharlja in a society where no one had fear of harm or scarcity. Living here is foreign to me it always has been. Seeing this solar system restored and reborn and all of humanity free to live as God intended fills me with joy just like holding a new baby born into your family does. Looking into the face of new life… AMAZING As part of the group of Universal Spirits that originally built this system this is our baby and we can’t wait to see it all free and joyous!

Because this change is bigger than a normal set of earth changes with the expansion, there will be assistance in setting up sanctuaries for humans and animals. Getting yourself ready spiritually and then listening to know when and where to find your way to a sanctuary should you want to survive these changes is another story. That will be a matter of personal responsibility. Be prepared to be scoffed at LOL I think you all know I am not a big bible reader but despite that and the issue of whether anything in there is true or not, there are good lessons in some of the stories there. For obvious reasons the story of Noah is the one that applies here. He was scoffed at in the story but did what he needed to do, listening only to the voice of God within. Who the hell builds a huge ass boat nowhere near the water? The point is the sanctuaries will be based not on reasoning of the mortal mind. They will be created where the Earth Mother and Creator determine the most diversity can be protected to start the new world.

The Path of Revelation

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the true spiritual path. From all angles we see the result of the intellectual spiritual path. It doesn’t matter whether it is mainstream religion or various other spiritual traditions. There appears to be an overwhelming desire to conquer the spiritual through books, classes and workshops.

There are even those who wander from healing session to healing session and feel they’re on a spiritual journey when they are obviously on a journey to be healed by something outside of themselves. Certainly that is not to say that getting assistance in your healing from a spiritual healer, an alternative practitioner or using herbs and supplements to better your health is in any way a wrong path. Like the spiritual journey though the healing journey ultimately comes back to self and whether you are ready to allow any modality to give you the healing relief you seek.

More often than not a healing journey that has not come to any kind of successful healing is a calling to a higher spiritual quest and the soul is using the body to get you to pay attention to the true desire of the soul to raise its vibration. For many that start a healing journey that transitions into spiritual seeking, the natural tendency is to turn to books and outside authorities because that is the path that was taken to find answers to healing dilemmas. A journey focused on healing the physical though is not the same as a spiritual path.

A true spiritual path is filled with revelations. Each one builds upon those received previously. When too much research is done via books and workshops or visiting channelers the mind creates a belief system and when the person begins to have revelations the mind will attempt to force the interpretation of the revelation into the belief system already established. If someone exhibited extremely good discernment skills throughout the research time period then the belief system established would be a good one and no problem would be posed. I have rarely come upon someone who is that good at discerning however.

If you believe you may have already crossed the line of “too much information” and are concerned that this will corrupt your revelations the best course of action is to consciously practice not interpreting waking or meditative visions and dreams at all. Record them but assume nothing about them. Tell yourself that they will make themselves clear at a time and place when there have been enough revelations for a foundation separate from the previous belief system to stand firmly on its own. Allowing an open mind in this fashion can release previous limitation for a willing soul. This is the way that those who have been immersed in a particular religious dogma all their lives overcome the teaching they have received and find the core truth that started the religion to begin with. Often those in this situation keep all their revelations to themselves or they are ostracized within their religious community and others will attempt to bring them back in line with the group belief system.

A path of revelation is not an easy one. Particularly in the Metaphysical / New Age / Pagan philosophies there are many who want to be different. They are seeking to be perceived as special. They want the gifts more than the truth and many of them want the gifts in order to sell themselves so they can support themselves in a way they perceive will be more joyous. In a world that values humans so little and values money so much understanding how people come to that emotional place is easy. Having a gift however does not make you spiritual or put you on a spiritual path. Joining a coven for example is no different than joining a church in that is doesn’t mean you actually know anything. It is more than anything an expression of community and friendship, the true spiritual path requires only you.

I am always astounded by how many people will wax on and on about spirit and when you get into a deeper conversation you come to find they have no experience with spirit at all. They have read all the books they know the lingo and they think they are on a spiritual path. Because our world values book learning over other types of learning these are the most prevalent people to become the teachers and writers that then spawn another generation of people with no experience. They make a good living and are seen as the experts in the field while those who are actually on the path shake their heads in amusement and or disgust.

I know people who have incredible amounts of accurate spiritual information. Some of them have integrated a big chunk of it and have an amazing foundation for the rest of the path. The problem is they never take the rest of the path! They are unwilling to step away from the comfort level where they exist and allow themselves the time, or dedication to bring spiritual revelation into their lives. The reason this matters is that neither I nor anyone else who have received revelations can convey them to you. I can share my experience to the best of my ability but the majority of it is beyond word or teaching. It was felt, it was known in the moment. Often times in a long meditation with several revelations the memory of the events of the revelation are not even recalled intellectually by the time it is complete. It is integrated and becomes a part of you.

Many people have questioned me over the years about why I don’t lose faith. There are times I do lose faith is my first response, beyond that though is that even in those moments I know it is temporary and false. Inside of me I know I am simply processing feelings of fear or doubt but that it is just a feeling and not the truth. The reason I know this is because the revelations that came before these moments have created inside me something that is beyond the transitory emotions or frustrations of my mind.

I can’t count the number of people who are seeking proof. I doubt that any of them if they were to offer up a scenario that they would see as proof, and then that scenario came to pass, would accept it as truth or proof. The revelations you experience show you things beyond our normal senses so when it comes to proof, you know it has already been given within, and by the time it manifests without it is just the natural progression of what you already know and you don’t find it particularly impressive or necessarily noteworthy.

I know one person who makes a big deal of calling the rains and his services in that respect and expects big gifts to do this for people all the while saying he is doing it freely and accepting donations. One day another person who knows him as well and is a person of revelations, was saying it had been dry and he asked God for some rain quite casually, something he asks God for regularly and always receives. The conversation shifted to the other man and he was talking about his work as a rain caller. I said to him “you called the rains just today and you do that all the time”. He had so integrated this ability with his ongoing revelations that he never connected it with rain calling. The one who is out doing rain calling as a job is filled with ego about his ability that he has had since a child. The one on the path of revelation had developed the ability simply by aligning with God and Earth and knowing from his revelations that they will respond to every good request. He said “well I guess I did call the rains I never thought about it that way; I just can’t imagine why God would deny me rain where rain is needed when I asked, so I gave it no further thought.”

People are often in conflict with things I say on the blog and usually they are people with no direct experience with spirit. I get emails where people will blast me with the line “this book says…” There are a small amount of books out there written by people who are really on the journey, but once again just because they have shared their experience does not convey the truth of that true knowledge to the reader. The real point of anyone one on the path of revelation writing a book is to inspire others to go within and perhaps to help them form a basic foundation of terminology to help them understand what is happening to them as they progress. If you read those books but then go no farther you are simply occupying your mind like the reading of a book on any other subject. It is not necessarily a bad thing as a whole. It allows some people to be well rounded or even open minded but it cannot replace the true work.

The main reason people avoid the true path is fear. It is not for the faint of heart. It is hard. You will have to face all your inner demons, all your family issues, all your pain. At some points in that process you may experience physical illness attempting to process this inner darkness to raise your vibration. Some people die during one of these times others come close to death many times over the course of 20-40 years of processing. Being enlightened is the moment of seeing there is something more then the obvious life most people see. When you know there is something more you cannot stop knowing it. The question is will you then pursue that by seeking within until all of God’s truth has been revealed? That is the path.

Anyone can wake up (be enlightened) very few do anything about it, some attempt to go back to sleep. Some try and cope with just knowing there is something more by blocking out time with mind altering substances. I have never met a person that has received revelation that did not reach a point where they knew they must no longer ingest any mind altering substance. Only so much can be revealed under the influence, the rest of the revelations will not come until you are sober so your vibration can continue to rise to the level of those revelations. Just intellectually knowing this one issue itself is enough to stop many people from even attempting to take the path. They are not willing to give up their stress relief and in all honesty I understand why they want to keep it. Even those of us who have been on this path a long time wish we could step off for a week or a month, take a spiritual vacation, as it were. I really don’t have a problem with people who choose not to take this journey. I do have a problem with them claiming that they are taking it when they are clueless, let alone the arrogance of thinking they are qualified to teach it to others when they are not doing it themselves.

I’m not sure why this is on my mind this week. I have been thinking a lot of how easy it is to be swayed by the thoughts, feelings and fears of those around us. It is easy to substitute the belief of a group for your own when you want to feel close and bond with others. Spiritual community whether a church or a drumming group can be a nurturing loving thing. It can also become a detriment to the truth path as you attempt to fit in and mold your revelations to be acceptable to those whose approval you want or need. Often times the path is lonely no matter how much time you spend with others because there is no way to share these elements of your knowing that have become you. On the rare occasion you meet some one else who has gone though the same levels of revelations as yourself and the joy in the kinship is amazing.

All I can say for sure is that the levels of revelations I have been though have left me knowing without doubt that it is all worthwhile. No matter how much pain and difficulty I have been though on the journey, I would not go back and take a different fork in the road that left me asleep, or left me enlightened but doing nothing about it. There is something alive inside me that grows with every revelation and propels the further work. It radiates with the forthcoming commencement. It repels the fears and doubt of others and moves forward no matter the obstacles presented by the world. It seeks the daily balance between the burden of the knowing what is to come and the gratitude that is inherent in moving every step closer to divine expression.

We have moved into the final days of this cycle of the earth and building your foundation of revelations is more important than ever. What has been common sense in regard to things like earth changes is meaningless now. We each need to trust the inner self and follow that even when the advice seems counter intuitive or contradicts long held belief systems. You cannot trust intellectual knowledge for this time on earth it could only take you so far even in the best of times and the best of times are over. If you have been resisting the path of revelation it is time to get on with it or prepare to leave the planet. Although you are not required to take this path, those who will become the builders of the new world are all people who have chosen to take it.

Earthquakes & Time Line Collapses

Well we are almost out of the main window for these earthquakes although the lesser window goes until January 5 so I can’t assume we are not going to see these big earthquakes as seen through the linguistics of Half past human.  For a couple days though I have been wondering if we are in the process of more timelines collapsing.  With the planetary expansion that is going to be occurring there is only one timeline chosen by creation to take us through this so like a bottleneck we are losing more and more timelines every day until we have only the one timeline through this situation.  It used to be before creation enacted this process that the timeline we would come to take was governed by the collective consciousness of humanity.  That is why the dark forces work so hard to manipulate our point of view and get us to unknowingly go along with their agendas.  This timeline though is not the timeline of collective consciousness it was chosen by Creation for the good of the planet and the whole and specifically for the complete clearing of the dark forces from our planet and our sector of creation.  We have been shedding large chunks of timelines for the past 3 years.

Lets say for the sake of explanation that we currently have 10,000 timelines left and we need to get down to the one.  Lets say the collective has been heading toward a New Madrid mega quake in December 08 for some time and half of those timelines are in alignment with that collective energy.  The linguistics of half past human would show that information very strongly with 5000 of 10,000 timelines and the collective energy all moving in that direction.  But lets say that is NOT a scenario of the timeline that Creation has chosen for earth at this time.  Then the earthquakes will not happen and when the window for them is complete without their expression those 5000 timelines collapse and we then would be down to 5000 total timelines left.

This could be happening or it could even be that these two expected quakes may not happen as the linguistics suggest and only one quake manifests.  There are a l lot of possibilities.  There is not a lot of information available about the particular timeline that Creation has chosen but that is the way it should be.  The dark forces don’t need to know where we are really headed so they cannot prepare.  For the rest of us, who intend to stay on the planet through these changes, that means going within and aligning ourselves with the timeline Creation has chosen and then acting on the instincts that follow over next couple years promptly and without fear.

It would be my perspective that the best timeline would be one that compresses the changes into a very short period of time to minimize suffering.  The downside to that perspective is that if you are not listening or are not acting promptly enough you likely will not get a second chance to get where you need to be.  Trusting ourselves and our guidance at this time is essential.  I have no idea how many timelines are currently still active but I know we are within 3 years of being at the one timeline that will take us through the changes.  By the time we reach that one timeline all survivors will have already been determined by choices they did nor didn’t make and it will be too late to take an action that you were prompted to take sooner.  There will be nothing personal in that process.  These are big changes and we simply need to be in the right places with the right support to survive.  I won’t be surprised either way on these earthquakes if they come outside the most likely window or if they don’t come at all.  We are getting to the point where months in advance is much too far in advance for the linguistics to be totally accurate unless the events in question cross EVERY timeline.  Because the linguistics connect to collective consciousness and our path no longer lies where the collective drive it some things in the linguistics may not be accurate at all.  So while it is interesting and I will continue to watch these things we can only trust the still small voice within.  It may tell us things that are counter to our rational perspective.  If we are to survive it will definitely tell us things that are counter to the collective.

What an interesting time to be on planet earth.  There certainly is no question in my mind why we wanted to be here to see it “live”  LOL

Mandlebrot Quickening

The general question was does it get easier?  I know I haven’t talked in depth about some of the stages below in the quickening, but if you haven’t already check out that mandlebrot video on the blog.

Some parts continue to be hard and some parts you get used to and they rarely effect you like they once did.  So how’s that for clarity  LOL  On the physical side I find that some things lessen like I have had this issue for about 20 years where the left side of my back will just seize up and leaves me in massive pain.  A long time ago that could happen and it would leave me down and out for a couple weeks.  Now when it happens, it is a day and half to two days, because I figure out what I am in resistance to, process it though, and as soon as I do the spasms start to release and it all goes away.  So the physical stuff changes but then your cycle increases so sometimes it seems like the psychical stuff is worse.  Like before the kundalini opens a normal person has that seven year cycle where the body renews/ replaces every cell in the body.  After the kundalini opens that increases… oh this is yet another thing I was going to write about on the blog, it is connected to the mandelbrot video I put up there one day let me grab the actual numbers  ok here it isWhen the kundalini opens that changes you to a 5.146 year cycle of renewal so you can process more crap in less time without killing yourself with cancer or something

Then when you reach the inner circle /nirvana/samadhi stage it goes to 4.268 years

Then when you pop open your sphere it goes to 3.278 years

When your sphere is fully golden it goes to 2.794 years

When the linolic flow opens, which I think is what we determined happening to your recently, it goes to a 2 year cycle and you enter the final purification.

Once in the final purification stage how fast it increases depends on how much you have to clear in there I think last time I checked I was cycling at about 30 days and that is harsh and at the same time you just gradually get used to it, as you move through it, so it seems normal even though you have these days or a week that are filled with physical or emotional challenges.  Eventually for a Dharlja their cycle is every 22 -24 hours which is why they at that point need no sleep and only need 2 hours of mediation per cycle so they try to be in meditation right when they hit that zero point in the cycle which if you watch the mandlebrot thing it is right when you get to the original mandlebrot symbol which is a big black blob.  So if you are getting really stressed you are and are not coping well you are likely getting close to the end of a cycle as things move quicker and going into meditation and visualizing coming into the void black space of new beginning helps move from one cycle to the next.  Even you were on a one year cycle if the whole month before you cycle ends you specifically do meditation to assist in moving toward that void it will be easier.  Considering how fast you went from sphere popping to linolic I would certainly guess you went whipping past the two year mark almost immediately.  I don’t know if you really experienced that blissful nirvana stage they allowed me to stay there for 2 days I think it was!  They didn?t want me to get stuck there because it’s so wonderful you would never want to leave.  But the up side is when you get to the Dharlja stage you are cleared and you get that bliss back only with immortality and a bunch of other cool stuff LOL  For me from then into the final purification I had a greater sense of flow that some of it was lost in the purification for times and now seems to come and go depending on what I am clearing.  There were times really early on in the sphere stage where I could just open my mouth and wax poetic about God in a way that is hard to even remember now LOL  The final purification stage though is what was attempted to be represented by the story of Jesus going out for the 40 days and 40 nights and having to face down satan.  If only 40 days and nights in the desert could do it I would have been done a long time ago.  The speed at which you are passing through these phases is staggering so I wouldn’t be discouraged by the fact that it has been a really hard period of time.  For most people trying to do it at that speed would kill them and then not knowing what all was happening to boot  I can’t imagine how hard that is because spirit instructed me though each phase they told me I couldn’t stay in nirvana, that we were popping open the sphere, to get it clear, that took several days, when to make it golden etc.  So I knew what I was going through I think I may have gone insane if I was completely unaware of what was happening!  So know that just your faith in the process and continuing along at such a pace shows what a strong soul you are.  Spirit always says when I have a bad day and want to give up that I wouldn?t be so tried and ready to give up if I wasn’t almost there!    So no losing faith now you’ve already been through way too much, so just get used to reminding yourself that anything that comes on any level that is unpleasant is temporary.

More on the Kundalini

In various email enquiries the subject of the kundalini comes up often here are some snippets of information about the Kundalini that I have shared with people in response to their questions.

 Once the kundalini activates it will not stop until it is fully open, the more a person resists it, the more difficult the process can be.  Once the kundalini is fully open it is open for the rest of your life, just like all energy flows you can develop temporary blocks here or there when emotions get in the way though.


Kundalini is not a sexual energy like many people think it is the onset of the awakening required for ascension.  It is the first activation of the elemental chakras which actually surround the body, north south east and west, above and below and then one id within near the heart chakra.  After the kundalini is complete making these chakras fully active a series of other steps can be taken that eventually lead to these chakras being the energy points for a perfect sphere of energy that is built around the body.  When the kundalini hits the 3rd chakra people often react strongly because the 3rd chakra is the place of gut instinct where we get intuitive knowing from higher self and guide.  The kundalini moves up the spinal column so from bottom out of the elemental chakra below your feet into the root and up through all the chakras which is the opposite direction of the normal energy flow that comes into the head and down and out the root.  The kundalini reprograms your DNA to a higher vibration that was chosen before birth sot he ladder visual would be in harmony with that, seeing yourself going up in vibration and then the ladder being the spine would fit perfectly.  The ET reference you felt could actually be you realizing that this is not your original planet of origin.  There are a lot of Souls here right now that came from more advanced civilizations to incarnate into earth bodies to assist in lifting the vibration here.


One of the things that happens as the kundalini opens is all your spiritual gifts strengthen or new ones open so you may actually be feeling entities around you in a new way.  It is likely your own guide and guardian angel that you are sensing very tangibly.   Often times people who have passed on that you may have never known, a great grandparent for example, will come near when these kind of big openings happen to someone in their lineage.  They are fascinated to watch how the process works and if they have a connection to justify looking on, they will take advantage of it.  You can ask your guide to keep looky loos away if you are feeling overwhelmed by energies that seem unfamiliar  You can also ask your life guide and angel to come to you alone one at a time and immerse you in their energy so that you can recognize it well.  Then ask them to come to you together so you can feel the way their energy merges and then ask them to not allow anyone else near you without an introduction to their energy, and a reason why they should be around.  Like it may be possible you already have more than one guide so the life guide would introduce you to the secondary guide.

I recall once about 18 years back I was meditating and I was deeply into it and an entity showed up that I had been introduced to several times but I was so deep into what I was experiencing that I didn’t recognize his energy and I freaked out.  After all was said and done and I found out who it was,  he apologized, having no idea that he would have such an effect on me at that moment, and after a few days I realized it was pretty funny, but it didn’t feel funny at the time!

Well my first question would by why do you think your kundalini awakened on the 23rd.  Were there specific symptoms?  If so what were they.  It would be really unusual for someone to realize their Kundalini just awakened from the start.  It is common for a person to be several years into the process when they “discover” it is happening.  I also have never found in my healing or head of anyone having a chakra blocked all their life, If it had been blocked severely all your life you likely would have developed a childhood disease in the area and would have crossed over by now.  It is possible this healer doesn’t come upon a kundalini situation very often and doesn’t know enough about it to understand what I happening??  A block so intense that someone might perceive it as having been there your whole life is more likely the kundalini being stuck there.  So if your kundalini is at your throat then it has been processing for quite some time.  Hearing snippets of other voices 5 years ago could also be an indication that it was in process then.  You didn’t specify if your migraines have gotten worse lately or if you have just been seeking an answer for them that has led to the birth control trigger.  However if you have a history of migraine then the kundalini being stuck at the throat very well could aggravate them, so it would not be uncommon for them to be worse or more frequent lately.  Although the kundalini can be difficult, it isn’t for everyone.  It depends on the extent of the vibrational rise that is occurring  So I certainly wouldn’t place any fear toward it having a negative effect on the situation of your life or your husband’s job/stress situation  It’s possible that you had a genetic weakness in the throat area that got it stuck there as it reprograms the DNA of that area and that once you break through that block the rest will progress with ease.  There are just no hard and fast rules when it comes to kundalini!  Our experience is as unique as we are as humans

 Kundalini energy can’t be released through sexuality, that is a myth.  You can release stress that you are feeling due to the kundalini experience but sexuality has no effect on kundalini.  The only true relief for the kundalini is when it gets popped through the head and is flowing freely.  Once that happens it becomes a background energy that you don’ even notice anymore. 

There is no “being above calling it pain”  it is pain!  LOL it hurts!  The ability to rise above pain and transmute it really comes after the kundalini awakening for those who master it.  When I went through the worst phases when it was in my head I couldn’t really eat either, you just have to kind of cocoon and be in the moment.


Once upon a time the only people that did any kind of kundalini yoga were people who were recognized by the teachers as someone whose kundalini was already in the process of opening and the yoga practices were meant to aid the process and make it go smoothly.  Now there is too much corruption to trust any teacher to determine the state of someone else’s kundalini process.  Someone who Is not aware that their Kundalini is opening naturally should NEVER do any kind of kundalini yoga or attempt to open the kundalini.  Those who are to open it decided before birth and the timing was also chosen before birth.  The kundalini process literally reprograms the DNA from the root chakra up it can take up to 10 years and it can be very dangerous depending upon the level of vibrational jump has been chosen to be programmed with the DNA shift.  If for example in the pre-birth plan the high self had certain experiences that were to be finished before kundalini awakening and the person didn’t do those things to raise their vibration to an extent in advance then when the kundalini activates the vibrational jump that has to be made may be greater than anticipated.  The bigger the vibrational jump, the greater the possibility of complications.  High self cannot change the time of activation, it is chosen before birth if it is going to happen, because it is programmed into the body’s DNA sequence as the body forms in the womb.  Kundalini yoga has lost most of it’s original knowledge of actual kundalini and people have come to believe that they can open their kundalini by simply following that pathway.  Its sad really as many people who never planned in a given life to open their kundalini (so they didn’t program it into the DNA in the womb) have spent a whole lifetime doing kundalini yoga, clueless as to why they can’t “progress” and feel like failures or that they are doing something wrong.

It actually can cause a physical unbalance at any stage and when it is at the third eye, to crown, before popping through the head, it could cause a lithium imbalance for example that would cause bi-polar disorder or other types of “madness”  I would recommend staying away from a teachers as the chances of finding a reputable one are slim.  If you simply are aware it is happening and spend time in quiet meditation, using no technique, just the intent to raise your vibration and not resist the kundalini’s natural progress all will progress naturally.  It is kind of like childbirth, once it starts you have to just go through it.  So it is best to try and conserve your energy and breathe and relax your way through it as much as possible.  Like childbirth it may be uncomfortable more so for some than others or in different ways.  So trust your inner voice to guide the progress.  

Your symptoms tell you exactly where it is at.  It sounds like it found no resistance through the lower chakras, so it may actually have started a couple years back and now is trying to work it’s way from the solar plexus to the heart which is most people’s difficult place because we have so many heart issues in the world right now.  That pressure pushing from the solar plexus can cause a lot of nauseous feelings and the choking response as it tries to force it’s way up.  When it gets to the heart level there is additional incoming energy added to the flow coming into the heart chakra so the flow is doubled to tripled.  So you may be getting a trickle through the heart heading up to the throat chakra but haven’t been able to open the pathways enough to allow the full flow from the solar plexus let alone the increase from the incoming to the heart.  Focus on the heart and on receiving love there that will help.

There is no way to know how long the process will take as a whole, but the intense phase of awareness you are in that effects your ability to do day to day activities as normal shouldn’t last long.  It tends to come in spurts that last a week or two then you may feel “normal” for a month or two and then experience another week of intensity.  Once you get it moving freely through your heart most people do fine through the throat and may experience another level of resistance at the third eye or crown.  The more you are aware of the process though the less likely you are to have more resistance later.


Once it pops the head you really do start to see things that were hard to grasp before.  Some things will even seem real simple then.  It is part of the ascension process because it is the first awakening of the elemental chakras which later form the Sphere that is the basic energetic structure of an ascended being.

There are quite a few steps that come after the initial opening of the sphere, but getting that sphere open is really the most important because after that the rest is kind of like the Kundalini, in the fact that once it starts the only thing that can stop it is accidental death.  The hardest part for people seems to be getting from the Kundalini completing into the Nirvana stage, and then out of the Nirvana stage, because the Nirvana stage is blissful and wonderful so obviously people want to stay there.  But it is kind of a meditative altered state kind of bliss, and sometimes it is hard to deal with regular world stuff.  When you complete the whole process you get the bliss back but with the ability to function in full beta consciousness in that bliss every day.  Try to visualize that Kundalini without any resistance to it at all, completely give into it and it will go much faster.