Questions from Yelena

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Engtovo,
I have general questions, which I decided to post here so others can participate/share as well. First one got to do with ascension: When Bestali was talking about forming a sphere, he said that sphere would filter toxins and impurities from the air and water and I believe he used example with pesticides in food.  He didn’t say anything about infections whether viral, bacterial, fungal and I was wondering if said sphere protects against  pathogenic microbes?

Yes and no, when you first pop open the sphere it has to be cleared then then the golden energies are brought in.  Once fully golden it starts to function as a filter but it is porous and many things get through.  Then as you move through you final purification process the filter gets better and better, but the bacteria and fungus and virus are the last aspect because so many of them live the body and may be dormant in some cases and are not just introduced from the outside of the sphere.  Once you have completed final purification then all things are filtered but by this time you are also ascended and can do all kind s of stuff.  So I wish it could help more than it does during the actual process of getting there.  The golden energy of the sphere though can be enacted in blessings over food and water and the blessing will be more powerful with that energy enacted.

On the same note, does every single ailment (and I don’t mean cancer or any type of chronic condition) has a lesson behind it? A simple cold, a twisted ankle, excessive hair lose out of blue? I ruptured my tendon in the gym a year or so ago and exhausted myself trying to figure out what it could mean metaphysically 🙂 I thought that most likely it meant for me to slow down mentally/emotionally on my path. I did; become so calm and worry-free that others interpret it as apathy/indifference (I was quite taken a back myself at first). I believe there is nothing random in general, however there are must be exclusions from the rule. Any thoughts are appreciated.

Not always directly some things can come about simply as a long held pattern that goes to a deeply buried issue that has taken many different expressions in putting the body out of balance.  Sometimes something like a tendon can come about simply because of a moment of emotional or mental imbalance that we all have and instead of stopping and taking that moment to refocus and breathe through it we attempt to force our way past it and the body may end up taking the hit depending on what we are physically doing at the time.  Almost more of a bad timing situation, that doesn’t necessarily have a deep meaning going to a specific event or trauma of the past.  More often than not those kind of things happen when people get pissed off and instead of being with that anger for the moment they continue on with whatever they are doing, but it can happen with and emotion or intense thought pattern.

Last, but not least: time freeze, as if you wake up, look at the clock, go back to sleep, wake up again sometime later and clock shows same time. Or you meditate and computer clock does the same? What does it mean? I could only think of abductions in relation of time freezing…
Thank you, my friend, in advance for your input.
yelena

I’ve had that happen but I guess I never gave it too much thought I just figured I was temporarily out of phase with time, stepped out of this shared frequency for meditation then stepped back in at the same point in “time”  make sense?

always happy to share my take

Contemplating “New Time”

For about a week I have been having all these dreams where my guides and I are sectioning things and doing some complex math. Complex math is not something I do in my current mortal waking state! LOL I had no idea what exactly we were up to but we always started with finding the center point and then moving on to other sections of various types. Well after a few days it all came together and I realized we had been given the exact time of the completion of the earth expansion and with a bigger planet there were lots of things to calculate. The most obvious was the rate of spin of the new planet and how that combined with the new size would affect the length of a day. Of course I don’t recall any of the answers to all these calculations but I am aware that the day will be longer than our current 24 hour day.

That got me thinking about our 60 based system of a 60 second minute 60 minute hour and how that applies to a lot of the current earth cycles. I had to then wonder will we be able to continue to use a 60 based system or will the expansion move us into a 70 or 80 based system and all the implications of the complete and total time change? What will our year be, how many months will we use? Will the earth cycle the sun in the same amount of time or will our orbital time shift as well? Could we have a longer day but a shorter year with fewer days? Maybe we would we choose to go by a lunar calendar? That led to wondering how long the lunar cycle would be. How would these new cycles integrate into human menstrual cycles and animal mating cycles?

I started to chat with my Mom and Randy about this and we were really amazed at how even the simplest aspects of time that we don’t think about are integrated into our lives. If a day is longer, and say a year is longer, after the shift than if we were to celebrate a birthday (assuming we could keep dates the same) we would have experienced more time in that year than in all our previous years of life. Maybe we would have to translate our previous time on earth to the whole new calendar and system of year keeping and have a new birthday and age (we would then be younger by number, not such a bad thing)

I started to muse on the little things in life that we don’t realize we relate specifically to time as humans because it is so integrated into life. We see a little baby and there are all these milestones that we relate to the first year of life. We have an image of what a five year old or a first grader is. If a year in the new world were to be what a year and a half is here all these things shift a little and we have to shift with them. I believe that we have allowed the minute aspects of time to overcome our modern lives but the passage of time in general and the life cycles are important aspects of our life as humans. Animals also work within these cycles and this is going to be a new and exciting passage for us all.

My guides and I were calculating the new solstices and equinoxes and the points in between, the lunar cycles, the amount of seconds in a minute, the minutes in new hour, the amount of hours in a new day, and the amount of days in a new year. We moved on to every aspect of that, what would be a whole new world version of the Mayan calendar. The epochs of the new earth, the eclipses, the interaction with a solar system that has all gone through its own expansion where each planet’s dimension and spin are different as well.

Though I have always held that astrology is a guide we can use to work with our strengths and know our weakness so we can overcome them, at the point of change the astrological charts of all survivors are null and void. The transits and returns become meaningless, because we are literally living in a world that needs to be remapped both in its continents and oceans, and in its relationship to the solar system and beyond. How exciting! We not only get a fresh start to realign with nature, that we have moved too far from, but to align with a system that has shifted and is brand new to every creature and plant on the earth.

The family came to the conclusion that there are some good people who will not survive these changes simply because this change in how we mark every aspect of our cycles would so overwhelm them that they could not cope. I think this is just the coolest thing ever myself because this was not originally supposed to happen for a little over another 100,000 years after four more cycles of the almost 26,000 year cycle the earth goes through.

The fact that the Creator decided we should do this now at the same time that the dark forces are leaving the sector of Creation forever is perfect. We get a new planet, new cycles, new time, new everything with no dark forces. There just couldn’t be a more perfect new beginning for Earth. Mars will awaken in the process and when we look to her through telescopes we will see oceans and know that Creation if bringing forth a whole ecosystem there. The new planet Leanar (previously destroyed by dark forces) that we created using earth as a template in a different frequency, will expand and move out to take her place in the solar system. Once she is in place the rest of the solar system with sync frequency with her. The original plan for this solar system with three human populated planets will be restored!

I know the idea of earth changes scares the crap out of the vast majority of people and a lot of others just think its “negative” or some punishment for karma or we can change it with good thoughts. The reality is earth changes are simply part of the natural cycles of the planet. They always have been. When I first started chatting with my guide Bestali he said bigger changes came approximately every 12 to 13 thousand years which is at the. 26,000 year cycle and its midpoint and there were periods that were more active at the midpoints of those changes.

At that point (1989) no one was talking about these cycles in public, you have no idea how many people scoffed at me when I talked about these things. Now there is a whole lot of information and the large amount of people who have learned about the Mayan calendar. Our December 21, 2012 date is simply the end of the current 26,000 year cycle. If it weren’t for these cycles dark forces would have done too much damage a long time ago for humans to comfortably survive on earth. They have always offered new life and rebirth and this time is no different it is just on a bigger scale. In times past spirit has always told those who would listen to prepare and those who did survived. Even science knows that the current population of earth goes back to 10,000 ancestors from the last “bottleneck” that occurred on earth. They call it an extinction level event. The difference between human and animal is that we can listen and then do what we are told will allow our species to avoid extinction. We can even protect other species from going extinct during this event. I don’t think this is negative, I think this is amazing and something to embrace and celebrate.

Lots of bodies will be lost temporarily; this will be more difficult for the survivors than those leaving. We are spirit though who temporarily inhabit bodies and those who leave that are of the light will get new bodies. Some will incarnate on the other two planets even. When they return, they return to something uncontaminated, villages with people who are happy and filled with joy of living. They will find a place that will be without murder, rape, fear and inequality, where all are able to express and experience the joy of having a body. I have just never been able to see that as negative. I think it has to do with being an Enochian a Universal Spirit. I suppose it also goes directly back to having lived as a Dharlja in a society where no one had fear of harm or scarcity. Living here is foreign to me it always has been. Seeing this solar system restored and reborn and all of humanity free to live as God intended fills me with joy just like holding a new baby born into your family does. Looking into the face of new life… AMAZING As part of the group of Universal Spirits that originally built this system this is our baby and we can’t wait to see it all free and joyous!

Because this change is bigger than a normal set of earth changes with the expansion, there will be assistance in setting up sanctuaries for humans and animals. Getting yourself ready spiritually and then listening to know when and where to find your way to a sanctuary should you want to survive these changes is another story. That will be a matter of personal responsibility. Be prepared to be scoffed at LOL I think you all know I am not a big bible reader but despite that and the issue of whether anything in there is true or not, there are good lessons in some of the stories there. For obvious reasons the story of Noah is the one that applies here. He was scoffed at in the story but did what he needed to do, listening only to the voice of God within. Who the hell builds a huge ass boat nowhere near the water? The point is the sanctuaries will be based not on reasoning of the mortal mind. They will be created where the Earth Mother and Creator determine the most diversity can be protected to start the new world.

The Path of Revelation

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the true spiritual path. From all angles we see the result of the intellectual spiritual path. It doesn’t matter whether it is mainstream religion or various other spiritual traditions. There appears to be an overwhelming desire to conquer the spiritual through books, classes and workshops.

There are even those who wander from healing session to healing session and feel they’re on a spiritual journey when they are obviously on a journey to be healed by something outside of themselves. Certainly that is not to say that getting assistance in your healing from a spiritual healer, an alternative practitioner or using herbs and supplements to better your health is in any way a wrong path. Like the spiritual journey though the healing journey ultimately comes back to self and whether you are ready to allow any modality to give you the healing relief you seek.

More often than not a healing journey that has not come to any kind of successful healing is a calling to a higher spiritual quest and the soul is using the body to get you to pay attention to the true desire of the soul to raise its vibration. For many that start a healing journey that transitions into spiritual seeking, the natural tendency is to turn to books and outside authorities because that is the path that was taken to find answers to healing dilemmas. A journey focused on healing the physical though is not the same as a spiritual path.

A true spiritual path is filled with revelations. Each one builds upon those received previously. When too much research is done via books and workshops or visiting channelers the mind creates a belief system and when the person begins to have revelations the mind will attempt to force the interpretation of the revelation into the belief system already established. If someone exhibited extremely good discernment skills throughout the research time period then the belief system established would be a good one and no problem would be posed. I have rarely come upon someone who is that good at discerning however.

If you believe you may have already crossed the line of “too much information” and are concerned that this will corrupt your revelations the best course of action is to consciously practice not interpreting waking or meditative visions and dreams at all. Record them but assume nothing about them. Tell yourself that they will make themselves clear at a time and place when there have been enough revelations for a foundation separate from the previous belief system to stand firmly on its own. Allowing an open mind in this fashion can release previous limitation for a willing soul. This is the way that those who have been immersed in a particular religious dogma all their lives overcome the teaching they have received and find the core truth that started the religion to begin with. Often those in this situation keep all their revelations to themselves or they are ostracized within their religious community and others will attempt to bring them back in line with the group belief system.

A path of revelation is not an easy one. Particularly in the Metaphysical / New Age / Pagan philosophies there are many who want to be different. They are seeking to be perceived as special. They want the gifts more than the truth and many of them want the gifts in order to sell themselves so they can support themselves in a way they perceive will be more joyous. In a world that values humans so little and values money so much understanding how people come to that emotional place is easy. Having a gift however does not make you spiritual or put you on a spiritual path. Joining a coven for example is no different than joining a church in that is doesn’t mean you actually know anything. It is more than anything an expression of community and friendship, the true spiritual path requires only you.

I am always astounded by how many people will wax on and on about spirit and when you get into a deeper conversation you come to find they have no experience with spirit at all. They have read all the books they know the lingo and they think they are on a spiritual path. Because our world values book learning over other types of learning these are the most prevalent people to become the teachers and writers that then spawn another generation of people with no experience. They make a good living and are seen as the experts in the field while those who are actually on the path shake their heads in amusement and or disgust.

I know people who have incredible amounts of accurate spiritual information. Some of them have integrated a big chunk of it and have an amazing foundation for the rest of the path. The problem is they never take the rest of the path! They are unwilling to step away from the comfort level where they exist and allow themselves the time, or dedication to bring spiritual revelation into their lives. The reason this matters is that neither I nor anyone else who have received revelations can convey them to you. I can share my experience to the best of my ability but the majority of it is beyond word or teaching. It was felt, it was known in the moment. Often times in a long meditation with several revelations the memory of the events of the revelation are not even recalled intellectually by the time it is complete. It is integrated and becomes a part of you.

Many people have questioned me over the years about why I don’t lose faith. There are times I do lose faith is my first response, beyond that though is that even in those moments I know it is temporary and false. Inside of me I know I am simply processing feelings of fear or doubt but that it is just a feeling and not the truth. The reason I know this is because the revelations that came before these moments have created inside me something that is beyond the transitory emotions or frustrations of my mind.

I can’t count the number of people who are seeking proof. I doubt that any of them if they were to offer up a scenario that they would see as proof, and then that scenario came to pass, would accept it as truth or proof. The revelations you experience show you things beyond our normal senses so when it comes to proof, you know it has already been given within, and by the time it manifests without it is just the natural progression of what you already know and you don’t find it particularly impressive or necessarily noteworthy.

I know one person who makes a big deal of calling the rains and his services in that respect and expects big gifts to do this for people all the while saying he is doing it freely and accepting donations. One day another person who knows him as well and is a person of revelations, was saying it had been dry and he asked God for some rain quite casually, something he asks God for regularly and always receives. The conversation shifted to the other man and he was talking about his work as a rain caller. I said to him “you called the rains just today and you do that all the time”. He had so integrated this ability with his ongoing revelations that he never connected it with rain calling. The one who is out doing rain calling as a job is filled with ego about his ability that he has had since a child. The one on the path of revelation had developed the ability simply by aligning with God and Earth and knowing from his revelations that they will respond to every good request. He said “well I guess I did call the rains I never thought about it that way; I just can’t imagine why God would deny me rain where rain is needed when I asked, so I gave it no further thought.”

People are often in conflict with things I say on the blog and usually they are people with no direct experience with spirit. I get emails where people will blast me with the line “this book says…” There are a small amount of books out there written by people who are really on the journey, but once again just because they have shared their experience does not convey the truth of that true knowledge to the reader. The real point of anyone one on the path of revelation writing a book is to inspire others to go within and perhaps to help them form a basic foundation of terminology to help them understand what is happening to them as they progress. If you read those books but then go no farther you are simply occupying your mind like the reading of a book on any other subject. It is not necessarily a bad thing as a whole. It allows some people to be well rounded or even open minded but it cannot replace the true work.

The main reason people avoid the true path is fear. It is not for the faint of heart. It is hard. You will have to face all your inner demons, all your family issues, all your pain. At some points in that process you may experience physical illness attempting to process this inner darkness to raise your vibration. Some people die during one of these times others come close to death many times over the course of 20-40 years of processing. Being enlightened is the moment of seeing there is something more then the obvious life most people see. When you know there is something more you cannot stop knowing it. The question is will you then pursue that by seeking within until all of God’s truth has been revealed? That is the path.

Anyone can wake up (be enlightened) very few do anything about it, some attempt to go back to sleep. Some try and cope with just knowing there is something more by blocking out time with mind altering substances. I have never met a person that has received revelation that did not reach a point where they knew they must no longer ingest any mind altering substance. Only so much can be revealed under the influence, the rest of the revelations will not come until you are sober so your vibration can continue to rise to the level of those revelations. Just intellectually knowing this one issue itself is enough to stop many people from even attempting to take the path. They are not willing to give up their stress relief and in all honesty I understand why they want to keep it. Even those of us who have been on this path a long time wish we could step off for a week or a month, take a spiritual vacation, as it were. I really don’t have a problem with people who choose not to take this journey. I do have a problem with them claiming that they are taking it when they are clueless, let alone the arrogance of thinking they are qualified to teach it to others when they are not doing it themselves.

I’m not sure why this is on my mind this week. I have been thinking a lot of how easy it is to be swayed by the thoughts, feelings and fears of those around us. It is easy to substitute the belief of a group for your own when you want to feel close and bond with others. Spiritual community whether a church or a drumming group can be a nurturing loving thing. It can also become a detriment to the truth path as you attempt to fit in and mold your revelations to be acceptable to those whose approval you want or need. Often times the path is lonely no matter how much time you spend with others because there is no way to share these elements of your knowing that have become you. On the rare occasion you meet some one else who has gone though the same levels of revelations as yourself and the joy in the kinship is amazing.

All I can say for sure is that the levels of revelations I have been though have left me knowing without doubt that it is all worthwhile. No matter how much pain and difficulty I have been though on the journey, I would not go back and take a different fork in the road that left me asleep, or left me enlightened but doing nothing about it. There is something alive inside me that grows with every revelation and propels the further work. It radiates with the forthcoming commencement. It repels the fears and doubt of others and moves forward no matter the obstacles presented by the world. It seeks the daily balance between the burden of the knowing what is to come and the gratitude that is inherent in moving every step closer to divine expression.

We have moved into the final days of this cycle of the earth and building your foundation of revelations is more important than ever. What has been common sense in regard to things like earth changes is meaningless now. We each need to trust the inner self and follow that even when the advice seems counter intuitive or contradicts long held belief systems. You cannot trust intellectual knowledge for this time on earth it could only take you so far even in the best of times and the best of times are over. If you have been resisting the path of revelation it is time to get on with it or prepare to leave the planet. Although you are not required to take this path, those who will become the builders of the new world are all people who have chosen to take it.

Mandlebrot Quickening

The general question was does it get easier?  I know I haven’t talked in depth about some of the stages below in the quickening, but if you haven’t already check out that mandlebrot video on the blog.

Some parts continue to be hard and some parts you get used to and they rarely effect you like they once did.  So how’s that for clarity  LOL  On the physical side I find that some things lessen like I have had this issue for about 20 years where the left side of my back will just seize up and leaves me in massive pain.  A long time ago that could happen and it would leave me down and out for a couple weeks.  Now when it happens, it is a day and half to two days, because I figure out what I am in resistance to, process it though, and as soon as I do the spasms start to release and it all goes away.  So the physical stuff changes but then your cycle increases so sometimes it seems like the psychical stuff is worse.  Like before the kundalini opens a normal person has that seven year cycle where the body renews/ replaces every cell in the body.  After the kundalini opens that increases… oh this is yet another thing I was going to write about on the blog, it is connected to the mandelbrot video I put up there one day let me grab the actual numbers  ok here it isWhen the kundalini opens that changes you to a 5.146 year cycle of renewal so you can process more crap in less time without killing yourself with cancer or something

Then when you reach the inner circle /nirvana/samadhi stage it goes to 4.268 years

Then when you pop open your sphere it goes to 3.278 years

When your sphere is fully golden it goes to 2.794 years

When the linolic flow opens, which I think is what we determined happening to your recently, it goes to a 2 year cycle and you enter the final purification.

Once in the final purification stage how fast it increases depends on how much you have to clear in there I think last time I checked I was cycling at about 30 days and that is harsh and at the same time you just gradually get used to it, as you move through it, so it seems normal even though you have these days or a week that are filled with physical or emotional challenges.  Eventually for a Dharlja their cycle is every 22 -24 hours which is why they at that point need no sleep and only need 2 hours of mediation per cycle so they try to be in meditation right when they hit that zero point in the cycle which if you watch the mandlebrot thing it is right when you get to the original mandlebrot symbol which is a big black blob.  So if you are getting really stressed you are and are not coping well you are likely getting close to the end of a cycle as things move quicker and going into meditation and visualizing coming into the void black space of new beginning helps move from one cycle to the next.  Even you were on a one year cycle if the whole month before you cycle ends you specifically do meditation to assist in moving toward that void it will be easier.  Considering how fast you went from sphere popping to linolic I would certainly guess you went whipping past the two year mark almost immediately.  I don’t know if you really experienced that blissful nirvana stage they allowed me to stay there for 2 days I think it was!  They didn?t want me to get stuck there because it’s so wonderful you would never want to leave.  But the up side is when you get to the Dharlja stage you are cleared and you get that bliss back only with immortality and a bunch of other cool stuff LOL  For me from then into the final purification I had a greater sense of flow that some of it was lost in the purification for times and now seems to come and go depending on what I am clearing.  There were times really early on in the sphere stage where I could just open my mouth and wax poetic about God in a way that is hard to even remember now LOL  The final purification stage though is what was attempted to be represented by the story of Jesus going out for the 40 days and 40 nights and having to face down satan.  If only 40 days and nights in the desert could do it I would have been done a long time ago.  The speed at which you are passing through these phases is staggering so I wouldn’t be discouraged by the fact that it has been a really hard period of time.  For most people trying to do it at that speed would kill them and then not knowing what all was happening to boot  I can’t imagine how hard that is because spirit instructed me though each phase they told me I couldn’t stay in nirvana, that we were popping open the sphere, to get it clear, that took several days, when to make it golden etc.  So I knew what I was going through I think I may have gone insane if I was completely unaware of what was happening!  So know that just your faith in the process and continuing along at such a pace shows what a strong soul you are.  Spirit always says when I have a bad day and want to give up that I wouldn?t be so tried and ready to give up if I wasn’t almost there!    So no losing faith now you’ve already been through way too much, so just get used to reminding yourself that anything that comes on any level that is unpleasant is temporary.

What is Ascension

I find it interesting that the biggest area of confusion seems to revolve around what ascension is with people who are consciously working on themselves.  I know that dark forces have put a considerable amount of energy toward this for the purpose of creating confusion.  To me it is very simple.  There is the ascension that can happen upon death when a higher self has brought home its last soul and decided it has balanced its energies and is satisfied with its dealing with all the people it has a history with and leaves the wheel of reincarnation completely.  That is what it is.  For those of us on the planet that is not our concern because most people really haven’t even accessed whether they have parallels on the planet and so forth let alone the point of view on all lives from the higher self perspective.

The other kind of ascension, ascending on the earth is another story.  First it requires that the HS is currently incarnating all souls at the sixth level causal.  It requires that the soul wanting to ascend has been given a plan with higher self to open the kundalini because no further activations can happen if kundalini is not open.  Since the HS is in charge of deciding if a soul will open its kundalini and this decision is made before birth of the body and programmed with timing into the DNA of the body. If there is no kundalini activation planned for a 6th level causal soul than that being cannot ascend on the earth no matter what they do.  For those 6th level causal souls with open kundalini, the work is then up to them to go within and begin the series of other energetic work that precedes and leads to ascension.

The end result of an ascended soul is that energetically they sit on the seventh level causal which is where higher selves sit essentially making them an equal level experience of the HS Spirit.  That higher self may have 3 or 4 other souls still on the planet that are not ascended.  This is one of the complex issues of a higher self having multiples on the planet.  Some higher selves will say to that ascended soul as long as you are willing to stay in body ascended for a certain period of time I would like to create a new soul to experience this or that with this person.  They know they are retaining the ascended level and that the ascended soul will mitigate any unforeseen issues that come up with the un-ascended parallels.

So anyway a soul working through the levels of work to ascend will do their thing until they reach the point where all the internal work comes together and they are fully accessing all their abilities as a ascended being.  They can make themselves not visible to mortal people but this is a choice not a necessity.  They could continue living their life with no one really knowing if they felt there was purpose to that.  So if someone where to ascend and go missing it would be because they wanted to drop out of what was going on here.  Once ascended if the HS brings home the other souls it has on the planet so the ascended soul is the only one here he or she can dematerialize the atoms of the body and leave the planet becoming a true Avatar ( the term has been stolen and misused over the years)  An Avatar can take back up the atoms of that body and return any time they choose or if they are a universal spirit they can do so on any planet with a similar enough environment for the body.  A ascended soul can become an avatar without the HS bringing home all of the other souls if there is work that he/she and HS thinks that soul could do in spirit.  At some point though he/she would return when the HS was ready to recall the last of the souls and then HS and the Avatar self would integrate and take the body and leave.  That is rare though and so in general when a avatar returns to the planet they are the whole being there is no separate HS.  If an ascended soul that is not an Avatar (a Dharlja) is here on the planet and the HS calls home the last soul and has no other plans to incarnate they two will merge and integrate and that Dharlja will be a whole spirit with no fragmentation  That also requires that the HS doesn?t have any souls acting as a guide or other role in spirit as well.

Did I say this was simple?  LOL it is starting to sound a little more complex than it is when I am not trying to put it into words!