Is A Time Traveler The Next Problem-Reaction-Solution Hoax?

Ok the whole alien invasion scenario The Powers That Be (TPTB) hoped for, for so many years has really lost its potential power by being so talked about.  The vast majority of people don’t know we already have saucer tech, but there is just too much info out there to really pull off that game.

In the last 3-4 weeks there has been a considerable focus in the dreamtime about time travel aspects and TPTB wanting to get back to a point where they could change the three final timelines that merge into the timeline singularity as their last ditch effort to get back in control of what is obvious to them now is the end game.  For some unknown reason they are focused on 2006 but that isn’t what the blog post is about…

At the same time that this has become quite obvious, news comes out of CERN that they have proven time travel is possible, ah huh, like DUH, people have been messing with this crap a long time and most certainly beyond the level of a single particle.  But to the mass public, that timing could be perfect for the next hoax scenario.

TPTB already have all kind of futuristic technology that they don’t share with the rest of us.  All you need to do is look at Dick Cheney on his book tour, the guy was half dead last year and needed a heart transplant, and now he has not had one and looks better than he has since long before his time as VP.  They have obviously finally gotten their regeneration tech functioning the way they want and are using it on various people.  Anyway that is off the topic as well…  let me get to the scenario.

One of the saucers we have lands in a prominent place, so as to be publicly seen, a normal human looking person gets out and meets with some government / world officials.  It is announced that he / she is not an alien, but in fact a time traveler from earth’s future.  They say that most of the ships that have been seen over the last couple thousand years have been them, because the future for earth is dire, and they have been trying to determine where things went wrong to save our species.  They introduce any number of possible scenarios……

Like a pandemic that wipes out most humans and they are bringing us the vaccine, which most people would dutifully take and would really be the pandemic.  They could just claim the vaccine didn’t work because the pandemic when it came in our timeline turned out to be a slightly mutated version of the one the time traveler knew about, after all, there are infinite timelines they would explain.

Or how about some terrible ecological disaster that requires us to band together right now under a world government with tight controls to save the planet. Or even natural disasters that require everyone to move out of prime real estate to where ever they claim it is safe, giving up all their freedom and assets.  I’m sure you can think of 100 more and they would likely be far more effective than the whole alien invasion thing.

All they have to do is introduce the concept of time travel from a respected scientific authority like CERN.  Telling the world that time travel is possible so they could start to seed the populous to that reality.  The time traveler will have not only the saucer, but all kinds of other tech we have never heard of that would prove to the general public that he / she is indeed from a much advanced civilization of our future.

TPTB are getting desperate so keep this in mind and be aware.  If the time travel scenario shows up see it for the hoax it is.  Depending on the level of desperation they are at, if they try this scenario they may even have the time traveler offer us hope by giving us some new technologies, new energy, healing or something like being able to clean up Fukushima or something tangible that would get the mass of the world population to believe in his or her altruistic motives.

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The Spiritual Warrior – Anger and Love What’s Up With That?

Have you noticed the way some emotions are exalted and others are vilified? Good emotions vs. bad emotions. Is there truly any such thing? Most people have no real clue what anger or love are about they only know that when they are feeling them they feel “out of control”. One feels good the other feels bad but that may be the biggest illusion on planet earth. We can all name 101 awful things that have been brought about in anger in the world those negative acts are obvious, but is that the fault of anger or the unbalanced mind of the individual? After all most people get angry about many things and never do anything to harm themselves or others. They blow off some steam, feel better and move on.

What about love? Can we even truly define the word love? People get caught up romanticizing some situation and seeing it as love. They can’t separate little love from big LOVE. Human love vs DIVINE LOVE they try and force divine love to fit into the romantic box of human love. The problem is that divine love can’t fit in that box. Human love in the bliss stage sees no faults, thinks the whole world is rosy. The reason it feels so good is because it is actual chemical hormonal denial, a literal mind altering substance. True love that survives and prospers after the bliss stage ends lasts because it was based in Divine Love. There is a stage in spiritual growth where people actually fall in love with God they go into Nirvana / Samadhi bliss stage and experience the same mind altering substances that cause the denial in the human romantic love bliss stage. When in this stage they will hear no truth and see no issues. This is a stage some people enter and never leave! In fact some religious texts teach this place is the goal when it is in fact only the very beginning of your relationship with God which I prefer to call Divine Principle.

It is important to learn how to deal with your emotions before you hit Nirvana because the bliss stage will put you into denial and if you already have a tendency for denial to begin with you will become yet another disinformation pawn of the dark forces.

Anger is a potent force much like a hurricane is potent force. It can destroy you and eat you alive. It can own the mind of a lower vibration person and set them off to do heinous things. However for most people it is simply a natural reaction to an injustice, a frustration and all that is required is to feel it and let it fade away. Refraining from interactions with others while they do this, if they are mad enough they may say something they regret is often called for. Anger that is dealt with authentically typically fades pretty quickly. Sometimes an anger is too big, does not flow easily away and in looking for a way to process the emotion people do extraordinary things, amazing things, GOOD things. Almost every really big powerful societal change that has occurred in the world came about because someone was damn pissed. Angry enough to take action.

Some of the same people who applaud the peaceful protest in Egypt this year think anger is a negative emotion to be avoided. How can they not see that even though the participants CHOSE to remain peaceful the whole reason they were protesting was they were ANGRY. They wanted change, they were in fact demanding change! For we Americans I say how do you think we became Americans? We got so pissed at Britain that we fought a war for freedom and wrote a Constitution we still speak so loudly about today. Anger made this country. Now we could have a long healthy debate on a completely different level about whether that was good or whether having any countries are good for that matter but that is another day. Who ended slavery? Angry people did. Who allowed slavery? Those willing to look away because it was unpleasant, or because they were in some way benefiting from this disgusting practice of low vibration and control.

No matter how much you love Divine Principle and all the species of the earth, bad things are happening here. Reality check; bad things are happening everyday in the name of LOVE. There are people who think they love the unborn so much that they can justify killing an abortion doctor and promote capital punishment while holding a bible and talking about the ten commandments. All this in the name of love! Some of the greatest crimes against humanity and individuals are by people who think they are just being loving.

Love and anger are just two of the multitude of human emotions. As complex beings we are capable of feeling both simultaneously. We are capable of using both to better ourselves and everyone around us or conquer and destroy and hate ourselves and everyone around us. Divine love is not an emotion! Divine love is the very nature of our consciousness when it has been stripped of the layers of low vibration we have mired it with. The more we have stripped away, the higher our vibration raises, the closer we are to the Divine Love that we truly are. The higher your vibration the greater your ability to use ALL emotions that you process in a way that serves Divine Principle – All That Is.

High vibration people make good out of all things they encounter whether that good is personal growth or planetary change. Low vibration people take all emotion, even blissful love and use it for control, greed and pain.

I will never apologize for being awake and aware and for being angry that the middle vibration people are being manipulated into not even being willing to feel their own feelings for the sole purpose of lowering their vibration. Be real, find your authenticity, speak your own true mind. Live an honest life, walk your talk, live with integrity. If your higher self through that process leads you to live a life in solitude as a monk because the pains of the world are too much for you, I support you in that. If it leads you to start a revolution against tyranny because your spirit knows Divine Principle meant all mankind to be free. I support you in that. Truth in emotion dissipates the transient and processes it out to the universe free. What is left behind is there for a reason. Change yourself, change the world, though transmuting anger to motivation and action or through Divine Love, healing and teaching. Divine Principle gives you the tools you as an individual need to do the work you came to earth to do. Those tools are only available when we are not in denial about anything we think or feel on the human level or anything we, feel (clairsentience), see (clairvoyance) hear (clairaudience) or know from the divine.

So for all you bliss ninnies our there in denial, why are you NOT angry? People are starving, dying, being raped, murdered, and enslaved!!! You claim you LOVE LOVE LOVE all life. Many of you will go to the mat to say anyone who eats a burger is unspiritual because you just love life more than the rest of us, but you are not willing to even use your voice to speak out against these injustices to your fellow human beings! In fact you intensely attempt to silence the voices of those who do and call that love!

Yeah I am angry, I own it completely, the vast majority of it is transient, when a story comes up about this injustice or that one, but there is a part of it that is here with me for a reason, because I am a Warrior. I never wanted or consciously asked to be a Warrior for Divine Principle, but my vibration was high coming into this body and dark forces started to attack and attempt to kill me before I could even put into words what dark forces were. I attempted denial with drug and alcohol abuse from the ages of 13 – 25 with a break for a pregnancy. It didn’t work! Eventually drugs and alcohol gave me up and I had to accept that being a Warrior was my destiny whether I wanted it or not. I knew too much for them to leave me alone.

The thing about those of us who are Warriors, we are willing to fight the fight first because it is survival. Then when we have honed our skills so survival is no longer the issue the Divine Love within us is so great, so deep, so clear, that we cannot allow injustices to those who are lost, to go unspoken. Some take action in earth plane ways like protests and activism of sorts (Mike Adams the Health Ranger is a great example of this). For others though, our actions take place in the invisible, and you know not what we do or have done by watching us or observing our outer life. We unite higher selves with lost parts of themselves, battle actual dark spirits (demons), remove entity attachments that scare the shit out of other people, or that they literally can’t even perceive, tend the earth grid, build, terminate or clear vortexes and power spots, remove stuck energies on earth from human actions like massacres. We do whatever Divine Principle or the Earth Mother asks of us! The list goes on, we know the “powers that be” not through the videos and news stories on the internet about “conspiracy theories” but directly through their companion dark spirit controllers, and dark priests who try to kill us.

We don’t talk much about these things because we are too damn busy doing them. No, we cannot teach you how to do it, there is no universal way to learn. Each of us were thrown into the water in a sink or swim, live or die way and learned a unique way of doing things customized to our past life experiences and strengths. We know things beyond words, we have seen and experienced things that have given us battle scars. So don’t sit in your bliss ninny world and tell us how it is. If you haven’t ever been attacked your vibration still isn’t high enough for the dark ones to see you as a threat. No, a bubble of white light and love won’t fricken save you if you are ever truly attacked!!

Here is the deal, if the real state of the world is too much for you then one of you needs to start a new age monastery where you can be monks of a sort and have no TV’s no internet, no news of any kind. Most certainly NO facebook or twitter, You cannot teach with tunnel vision so please stop trying to be teachers! We promise not to warn you when The Powers That Be come to massacre your ashram / monastery so as not to ruin your day, but we will clear the energy later! If you get stuck (earthbound) we’ll even return you to your high self, no questions asked! LOL

It’s a big world and there a lot of bad stuff out there and you know what, we Warriors, still relish the good, & loving, the animals, nature, beauty and truth, where ever we find it. That is what we are fighting for! We have NEVER lost track of that! We may seem gruff but we love deeply and completely! We are loyal, true, honest, and filled with gratitude for every little gift of life. We laugh easily and often and are not always pissed! If you actually earn our friendship and respect it will last beyond this life to the ones that follow. Yeah you’ll have to deal with us blowing off steam now and then about the bad things, bad people, do to you and yours!

We do this work for ALL THAT IS, not for money, prestige, or power (which is good cause it doesn’t pay). Want to ascend ? Oh gosh it requires your higher self to have all parts of self that have been trapped by dark forces in various way. Yes, that’s right, you’re welcome! We free them even while you tell us how we are “negative” “unfocused” and “unenlightened”. We are the very definition of focused! I have never met a Warrior who has not sacrificed health, material world life, relationships and careers for this love of Divine Principle and we are sick and tired of having to explain our emotions to a bunch of clueless fools. We have willingly given up too much to have to suffer fools to boot, especially fools who will all benefit from our work.

Like those over the last few hundred years that have intensified this work, so things would be ready for this specific timing. We pave the pathway for others to move forward, while they make our work harder in the name of their supposed great knowledge of love. We don’t have time to play games and wear a false new age face even if we wanted to and we don’t want to! Did I mention we Warriors laugh easily and often? Anyone who knows me offline or even by phone knows this about me! I know this to be true of every other Warrior I have ever met. The other day a co-worker at the soup kitchen accused me of laughing with my eyes, not exactly a sign of negativity or continuous anger. LOL

Group Prayer / Creation, Universal Law & Karma

There are differences between individual energy and group energy in relation to universal law and karma.  As I write this, Hurricane Irene is working its way up the east coast of the United States, and all over the internet spiritual metaphysically inclined people are praying just as reverently as a fundamentalist in any given religion for the storm to be moved.  They have good intentions.  They want to save lives and prevent property losses, but these good intentions come into conflict with actual universal laws.  Having compassion is not taking responsibility and “doing for” other people.  I have written about this before and I do know it is a difficult concept.  There are however karmic consequences for people who refuse to come to terms with this very painful lesson.

It is hard to watch when things happen that cause suffering.  Of course our hearts want to change this.  It is only natural when your heart is open to not want to see pain around you.  Our current technology makes it possible for us to see all the pain around the planet which is excruciatingly difficult for the sensitive and open hearted among us.  I am one of them and I know there are things I have seen that have at times so overwhelmed me that I just wanted to leave the planet.  Life is life though, natural and human created events happen.  We have responsibility in both.  In the human created events our responsibility is obvious but what about the natural ones?

We humans like to build massive infrastructure and often monuments to our supposed greatness.  We like to dominate and control things that we should be smart enough to leave alone since we consider ourselves the smartest species on the planet.  We think that if we can do something we should do something.  Large parts of our cities were built in places no permanent structure should be built.  In flood planes of rivers, along coastal areas without elevation from the ocean, near swamps, on land created by moving dirt into lakes and bays, and right on known earthquake faults just to name a few.  Here in the United States the Army Corp of Engineers then built all kinds of things to protect land that was never meant to be protected and gave humans false security about living in those areas.

When Europeans first arrived in North America they didn’t know all the hazards of the new place they found themselves.  They most certainly though saw and watched the dwellings and lifestyles of different tribes living here who did know the hazards.  They obviously did not take heed of this knowledge or even the common sense they should have had in terms of dealing with things like rivers any place on the planet.  We collectively need to take responsibility for building this infrastructure where it never should have been.  When Hurricane Katrina slammed into New Orleans that was nature saying get the hell out of a place your stuff doesn’t belong.  What was our collective response?  Defiance!  We vowed to rebuild as a testament to our own ego and arrogance as a species.  After all we know better than nature right?  What happened to the old adage “don’t mess with Mother Nature”?

Arrogant scientists have long messed with anything and everything they could get their hands on.  It is no surprise to anyone who would be reading my blog that the weather is being screwed with in multiple ways by various governments and other organizations who want to control the planet and all its resources.  They are accumulating huge amounts of karma and of course they just don’t give a damn any more than they care about anything else but power, money and control.  What about spiritual people though and specifically the metaphysical, the pagans and other earth, nature based religious types?

As the media has been covering Hurricane Irene there is a greater call among them through prayer and energy to move the hurricane away to save life and property.  They do not have this right any more than the world militaries and governments do!  Every action has a reaction.  When you mess with the weather it affects the whole world.  It does not just affect the area that you are praying for.

Let’s get a little into the karmic aspect of this.  People (Souls in alignment with Higher Self [Spirit]) plan the moment of their death just like they plan the moment of their birth.  They plan the major events in their lives at the least.  Some people’s life plan is more like an outline and others is closer to a script.  You can be certain though that an event as big as losing a home and all your belongings in a hurricane is a planned life event.  The only exception would be if you received the gut instinct to move and did not heed that instinct, in which case you then needed to learn the hard way the lesson of ignoring your instincts.

Difficult large life events like losing everything are things people plan to experience because it offers them unparalleled opportunities for growth.  They get to reprioritize their lives and find more meaning.  If you participate in a group and successfully move a hurricane in this example away from the intended area you rob them of their CHOSEN experience.  You take their opportunity for growth away in your attempt to help them.  HOW DARE YOU!! You could also change the death plan for an unknown number of individuals.  When you move one system from its course you affect all others.  You do not know what that affect will be.  With the intent to save some, you may actually be creating a situation far worse some place else on the planet that kills many more people.  All these things are them your karmic responsibility.  You can be certain you have pissed off an unknown number of higher selves who will want you to right your wrong based in Universal Law.

What is it with death anyway?  Is there some reason why we are unwilling to allow people to die in natural ways?  No one escapes experiencing the death of ones we love, or strangers, it is part of life.  Obviously if you are in the storm and you are praying for your own safety, the universe and the nature spirits would never hold that against you. If you have a specific loved one in the danger area and you are far away and you are praying for the individual you love that is also understood.  It is when groups of people join together to attempt to change the outcome for the whole that you break Universal Law.  Pray for them to have strength, healing, transformation of stuck energies within them, an easy painless transition if they are to cross over.  There are so many prayers that are in harmony, and are not dominating, controlling prayers that can be offered.

I would think a group of earth based spiritual people would also see the interconnectivity of life and the natural ecosystems of our amazing planet.  Things that the media calls natural disasters are beautiful amazing acts of ecosystem rebirth!  Hurricanes exist for a purpose!  They bring rebirth and a natural cycle of flooding and winds that cause a renewal.  When you send that energy, that rebirth, away you are denying the nature spirits of that area, life force being brought to them as Creation intended it to work.  Once again HOW DARE YOU??!!

A few women on facebook were having a conversation about talking to the hurricanes.  One mentioned Katrina being not very nice, that she was going to go and do what she wanted.  Ummmm, what did you expect?  That does not make those nature spirits mean or nasty or bla bla bla.  It makes them a force to be reckoned with as well they should be.  They were meant to break down the old so the new can be reborn.  It is no different than a volcano in an active state.  To pray for a volcano not to erupt would be the equivalent of praying for a person to not ever have a bowel movement.  If you were successful you would first cause them to start puking instead, meaning, the energy will be released one way or another and if you continued you would kill the person!  The same philosophy applies to the Earth!

The earth and nature spirits have to do their thing.  What is, is.  We have to get the fuck out of the way or know it is simply a good day to die.  A baby may be safe and secure in the womb but you cannot simply decide to keep it there forever because you both like it being safe and secure. Humans have to be responsible for their own choices.  In this high tech world we all have access to every possible hazard of our chosen location to live.  There is no excuse for pretending we are victims of our choice to live in a flood plane, a hurricane zone, tornado alley, a tsunami zone or an earthquake risk area etc.  There is no place that is completely safe or secure EVER.  That is why spirit gave us instincts so that we can leave locations that are no longer safe if it is not a good day to die.  We should not be rebuilding New Orleans or any other place destroyed because it was built in a place it never should have been.  If the pagans of the planet can’t get this simple truth than who the hell will?

Live in harmony with nature or die by nature’s glory!  It is just the way of things.  Stop trying to control what you have no business trying to control all in the name of love and compassion, because it is neither, and the karma created is yours to balance.

Hey Ed Dames & Steve Quayle Montana is NOT Safe!

Why is it that shill Ed Dames back in the late 90’s told the world to move to Whitefish Montana and find caves there?  What happened?  Hundreds of people …. RICH PEOPLE showed up and built McMansions!  The idea that based on all these earth change maps showing coastal areas in jeopardy that Montana is safe is pure crap.  There is no state that is just all safe, and secure.   This is an E.L.E. earth expansion.  No part of the planet will be untouched.

Now enter Steve Quale on Coast to Coast AM last night, he is talking about Dames who has long since been discredited since his whole bunch of Whitefish crap and remote viewing money making scam.  Quale is telling people “come to Montana” and this time Bozeman.  He says Yellowstone will not erupt and all is well.  I have always maintained that Yellowstone would not have the big caldera eruption as it has in the past.  It will have a small eruption opening up a massive lava flow as it has more than once since the last super eruption 600,000 years ago.

More likely in Yellowstone than a large explosive caldera-forming eruption is eruption of a lava flow, which would be far less devastating. Since Yellowstone’s last caldera-forming eruption 640,000 years ago, about 30 eruptions of rhyolitic lava flows have nearly filled the Yellowstone Caldera. Other flows of rhyolite and basalt (a more fluid variety of lava) also have been extruded outside the caldera. Each day, visitors to the park drive and hike across the lavas that fill the caldera, most of which were erupted since 160,000 years ago, some as recently as about 70,000 years ago.

This is what spirit has always shown to me!  They said so much lave would come from Yellowstone that it would build into quite a mountain before all was said and done but with the completion of the shift the hot spot would have moved, so to speak off the new east coast, under water.  They have still drawn a 100 mile circle around the caldera and said the area inside the 100 miles would not be inhabitable for decades, and that many downwind areas east and to the N – NE and S – SE depending on prevailing winds at the time, of that in Montana and Wyoming would not be inhabitable for some time due to the amount of ash from the initial opening of the magma flow.

Here is the 100 mile circle

yellowstone-danger

As if Yellowstone is not enough of a concern for Montana, the Rocky Mountain continental divide has always been seen to rise considerably as the forces of the plasma expansion push up beneath them.  In some area as much as 6 or 7 thousand feet.  This rise will be most prevalent in Colorado, Montana and Canada.  It will put these parts of the Rockies into the range of height of the current Andes.

Montana also has expansion points that will crack open.  The Bitterroot Valley is one of them, with the rip going north of Missoula as well, while the bitterroot mountains themselves will be pushed up.  There will be breaks in the Cascades and the interior that will allow sea water to come into them and flow into these rip points.  The NW part of North America is one of the primary places the planet will rip.  The north American Plate from Montana and Utah around Salt Lake City over to the ocean will break into pieces .  Leaving many of the higher land areas to be islands.  This area of broken plate will be very much like the current islands and group of  small plates that is current day Indonesia. The future islands will be a highly seismic and volcanic area of the planet.

The map I made of this area shows the lands above water after all is said and done but there is no way to show the expansion itself on here.  So the width of these waterways is not able to be shown.  The mountains will not be covered in water but there will be rips that tear apart areas of mountains that allow the sea water to come in and many valley areas are already over deep cavernous areas in the earth and will collapse down.  The surface crust in some places will fall into these massive rips from the expansion.  Don’t forget that more water will be created in the expansion as well, we will not simply be dealing with current volume of water that is in the sea.  The biggest rip points in wide areas can literally have water come up from beneath as well.

NW adjusted

Here is a second version that shows the most major rips some of these are more “surface rips” some will be along the places the plate breaks.  The Gorda plates off southern Oregon will tip on their side bringing up a new mountain range so I didn’t even deal with the rips down there.

NWadjusted-with-rips

In the Whitefish area that Ed Dames talked about, the rise of the continental divide and specifically the Swan Mountain range that rims the Flathead valley raising will force out an underground aquifer and flood the the flathead valley in freshwater.  There are two scenarios for the Flathead region all the way down to Missoula depending on how deep the east west rip goes.  One brings salt water all the way into the valley, which is shown on the above maps.

These detailed maps of the Flathead I made several years ago while living there.

This is freshwater flooding from the aquifer with the top blue being proximity of salt water

the new flathead

This one is the worst case rip bringing salt water all the way into the flathead

the new flathead saltwater version

The point is not that no one can survive in Montana, the point is that presenting Montana as a pristine and safe place is ridiculous!  Montana is not what many people think it is either.  There are internment camps built in Montana.  There is a state of the art maximum security prison in Hardin sitting EMPTY waiting for “domestic terrorists”.  They consider independent thinkers like us to be the real threat!  There are nuke bunkers, as in silos for our nuclear weapons that are targets of nukes from across the world.  There is a firm presence of NSA, CIA intelligence community.  There is a level 4 bio lab in Hamilton  and what germs they are playing with there are top secret.  They could be released by humans on purpose or a release could happen in an earth change event.  Even the scumbag Dick Cheney has bought into the Ed Dames remote viewing and built a McMansion in Whitefish in case his “ranch” in Wyoming is not safe.  Sorry DICK but no matter how many houses you have you will  not be surviving the earth expansion!

FYI unless you have cash in the bank if you do want to relocate to Montana you better try and secure a job before moving because their really are not any, so once again this message from the Dames genre via Quayle is to the RICH.

While I am on a little bit of a rant, what is with the current popularity of this lame “Navy Map”  As if there would be uniform flooding all along the coasts.  The Olympic Peninsula in WA has huge mountains.  Mt. Olympus the tallest mountain on the peninsula is 7669 ft!  On the Oregon coast the coastal range I believe is as high as 4000 – 4500 ft and in places rises quickly from the beach.  There is no explanation for why the interior  Utah et al is open water or what would bring it in over the continental divide in places in Colorado.  Yet part of Florida that is a whopping 200 ft. at best is just fine.  It looks like a kid just took a marker to a map.  This is an insult to the technology of the Navy.  If they do indeed have a map based on information they have you can be sure it has incredible detail and all the topography included as well as place names Etc..

OH and never mind the fact that in AZ the higher 7000 foot Mogollon Rim and the San Francisco peaks are underwater but the lowlands of Phoenix and Tucson that are about 1000 feet are fine.  Explain why that water would not be tumbling over the rim.  I lived there for a period of time the whole damn rim would have to crumble to less then 1000 feet for that to happen!

usagms

I know my Earth Expansion information is hard for people to wrap their heads around but seriously the same people think shit like this is reasonable!!!!!!!!  There seems to be this thought that if multiple maps have same absurd information than it must be true.  DISCERN and research the topography of what is here now and at least ask the questions of HOW.  Some people may have a theory of how for their maps that we just don’t know.  Never forget most of these people have been selling these maps for years and making a profit off of fear of the changes.  In my experiences the more common a piece of psychic information (for lack of a better term) is the more likely it turns out to be disinformation!

I got my first and most simplistic maps in 1989.  I have shared them for free every since they have been online since 1998 and the big wigs that we know are shills for the propaganda machine have purposely ignored them, and pushed the whole “these maps almost match therefore they are truth” agenda.  Mitch Battros for one knew about them in 1998!

The Weaving of Timelines

I got this message the evening of the 27th from the Dharlja family, they were talking to me obviously but I think this may apply to others as well. I was not sure if it is something to be shared with more people or not.  I chose not to post it on the blog at that time but sent it out in email to a few people.  Today I am feeling that it should be shared maybe it has something to do with the fact that the tertiary timeline (25%) mentioned below will be completely weaved sometime today.

The intensity of pressure Martina and I bought through over the weekend that they mention in the writing , was this really nasty pissy state of mind that we have never had anything like at the same time LOL  It built gradually until Monday I think when we had to have a massive bitch fest and say everything we were feeling, but that didn’t dissipate it at all!  It just lasted until it was done, and then for me shifted into a neutral space, then back to being normal for me which is much more upbeat and positive.

Here is the message as received

The weaving of timelines is going smoothly but as you know is very complex. You are over the intensity of pressure it brought forth that you and Martina expressed so clearly. Part of this pressure was not being able to feel the future in the normal way. You think of the merging from the perspective of now, but the three timelines are merged through the whole tunnel of singularity. Thus no one looking at the future even seeing clearly all three timelines could know the future because some elements of each exist there. One timeline was primary, simply because there were more elements from it than from each of the other two but it breaks down more like this; the primary is 40% and the secondary 35% and the tertiary 25%. Therefore there were those few days where your own subconscious felt lost in not knowing how your own percentages fit together for this completely changed future. It gave you a sense of hopelessness. It was understood this would happen and you and Martina both came through it beautifully. So while your mind focuses now on the anomalies that may be apparent between now and February 6th. The whole of your singularity future has been reconfigured.

Once the merge is complete there will be elements of your past that have changed. This will not be true for all people. The place you were at on January 20th in each of the three timelines had greater disparity than most people. This is true for the majority of people who have been consciously on the path, as the roads to get to the teachings needed were diverse for most. These changes in the past will be like dream ghost type images that will get stronger over time as past life memories often do. You will still remember this timeline you have lived, but it too will become more dreamlike in certain aspects and not have the sway on you that it once did. This will allow the limitations you remember from this timeline to slip away. It is the future aspects of the other timelines that bring positive gifts that are being brought forth that shift elements of the past. It is of course quite confusing for the mind. It will however be a very gentle manifestation that will be comfortable and have a peace about it. You have already been feeling this peaceful aspect at moments between sleep and wakened state. Your mind has already been aware that the possibilities of all this were much deeper than you previously through possible when you first learned of singularity a couple of years ago.

You will not be blindsided by anything that comes forth in this way. There will be a resonant remembrance, (perhaps not in detail) before something shows up tangibly changed. When you see the tangible it will be somewhat like a déjà vu experience and you will know that which you need to know to interact with that new element of your life, but you will recognize it as new and changed. There will be no fear or doubt associated with these things and you will be in full acceptance of who in your life recalls the new thing as something that has always been so, and who recognizes it as a change in your merging timelines from what they remember. The same will be true with you and a few others. You will see some things in them that are new and accept them without reservation while still remembering it having been another way. These things can be on a multitude of levels from deeper spiritual gifts to talents that the person had not taken time to develop on the timeline you experienced with them that are fully developed now. This is a great and glorious thing that we are all enjoying watching unfold. Be open, receive, and simply allow the unfolding, knowing that all new things being brought forth are things of beauty and love.

The Singularity

We are finally here!  All timelines that could collapse have done so as of this morning.  At one point early yesterday afternoon is was so intense it made me dizzy and I had to lay down.  When I awoke today I was told there were two additional timelines left and the one that will continue and those two would have to be merged with the primary instead of collapsed.  One merged around 4:30 pm mountain time here in the United States. 

The second will merge sometime over the next few hours.  For those of us who are aware of these types of things we will be more likely to notice the changes to this timeline from the merge over the next several days.  Some of these changes may be personal some larger scale things.  Although these three timeline were very similar on the larger scale anything that is changed in a big way would be something that was almost going to happen in this timeline.  So most of the changes will be personal level things but could be quite significant.  Someone could for example go to bed quite sick with cancer and wake up with no illness.

Once this final timeline is finished merging there are no more probabilities.  The dark forces will have no path to control.  That doesn’t mean there may not be some things in this timeline that are not good between now and the big changes.  It is not like it is going to be sweetness and light.  This timeline was chosen by creation because it has the least amount of suffering over the shortest time period.  Suffering is still suffering however and there is no out of that, only through it.  Dark forces cannot manipulate humans onto another timeline now as there are no other timelines available until the they branch out on the other side of singularity.  Decisive actions can now be taken with no place for them to go so to speak.  In some ways the path now will be easier, and in others it is about to ramp up.  I hope you all did your internal prep work!  Remember that many people will not notice any change in things and you may recall many things they do not.  Don’t try to get them to remember the changes that have occurred by the merging of these three timelines.  What they see and know is their reality now.

Artifacts of the Past – Processing Memories & Being Present

What does it really mean to be present in the moment? I was just reading an article this week about the health benefits of being in the moment and these being the moments of greatest joy. I agree with this perspective but also wonder how many people are really able to be present in any given moment. The article talked about sex being one of those moments that people are most present. Obviously there is a physiological response that helps that process along during sex, but there are plenty of people that say their mind is wondering even during sex, or that alcohol or drugs are required for them to be present during sex. I honesty feel you can’t be present in the moment while under the influence of alcohol. Alcohol is more about removing all moments, past, present, or future and just numbing the senses so that nothing need be felt. Feeling nothing is really the opposite of being present in the moment. There are other mind altering substances that actually do tune you in to the current moment though, and for some of us may have even taught us how that should feel so we could take that knowing and bring it forth into life when no longer using them.

There seems to be a trend of teaching that says; to be in the moment is to completely let go of and release the past. I don’t think this is possible or desirable. Healing takes place when we acknowledge fully all our thoughts and feelings without judgment. More often than not, we are not able to be in that state of mental and emotional awareness while experiencing certain life events, and that ability only comes later. The idea that loving positive memories from the past should be let go of, would be met with an enormous amount of resistance. Somehow we think we should pick and choose which memories to cherish and which ones to discard because they were unpleasant. While I am all for cherishing the great memories, it is actually the difficult painful ones that offer us the greatest gifts in life. Instead of discarding and dismissing them we should consider feeling them. Allowing the emotions we refused to feel at the time to surface and be acknowledged so we can receive the gifts they offer.

Recently I had a short exchange with a friend about the loss of a child, and where that fits into a person’s world view on life. Certainly it is one of life’s most painful moments and societal expectations are to get over it and move on. Moving on happens whether we get over things or not, life continues with or without healing so it really isn’t about moving on. Moving forward truly is not optional, it will happen with or without your conscious participation, and with or without you being present in any of those moments that come. If you allowed yourself to feel that pain then instead of discarding it, releasing it, letting it go, being over it and every other cliché we offer, it integrates into a part of who you are and offers you understanding and wisdom. We all have aspects of the past that we integrated because they refused to go unnoticed and we have things that lie in the silence. It is the ones in the silence that poison us from being present and joyous in the moment.

When my daughter was stillborn when I was 22, that pain was too big to be shoved into the silence. It changed me and I have no intention of “getting over it”. It was the greatest gift of my life in ways I am always discovering. I am who I am and the gifts of this loss are a big part of that. That experience opened my heart, both the pregnancy and the love I had for my child, and the loss, in ways that I had never experienced before. It birthed my compassion, put spiritual knowledge I already understood into context, showed me why I had always been a pacifist, taught me to truly stop and value all life, & uncovered my real relationship with the sacred. These things only scratch the surface of what this one horrible life experience brought me in gifts. None of these things are things I should or would ever want to release. This is part of me and a damn good part. It was one painful past experience that was transmuted into knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. This one life event is responsible for countless moments of being present and joyous in the moment. Moments when you know you are not running from anything, not hiding anything.

Processed past pains are our very wisdom, the reason why the elders were respected, why they seemed to intuitively know what would happen next. When you have allowed these things to ingrate, the more obvious are the outcomes and motivations of the actions of others. The generation that comes after may or may not seek the wisdoms we carry, and even if they do, are not likely to heed the advice given. There is truth in knowing when to shut up and allow them to have their own experience. Still there is peace in seeing what is to come for them and knowing where to place yourself to offer love when the now obvious happens. Why would we want to discard this, one of life’s most precious gifts? Processing and integrating the past is not the same as dwelling there. If we were to be only a series of moments with the ones past not part of the picture the creator would not have given us memory, or would have created separation between physical memories required for animalistic survival skills and emotional memories.

We are souls in bodies and the purpose of souls is to experience and grow and learn. Attempting to discard things simply doesn’t work. Letting go of the trauma of an event, transmuting it, so you are not living the reflections of that trauma in your current choices should be the goal. That requires looking at it, feeling it, accepting it, no matter how heinous it may be. Is your present something you are conscious of, a reflection of an artifact of the past, or some combination there of?

Some events in youth may send us running and spiraling out of control and onto paths that we made no conscious choice to take. They can take over aspects of our lives with some seen, but that feel uncontrollable, like addiction, and others so stealth that they may take a very long time to surface. Running away makes you unable to make a choice from your true spirit instead of making choices because of these silent artifacts. The things left in silence do the most damage and steal the most from our lives. They are the things inside us that cause us to act out in ways that cause ourselves more pain and cause us to hurt people around us that we love and consciously don’t want to hurt.

Sometimes we have gathered all the puzzle pieces but we are not ready to put them together yet for things we have left lying in that silence. They may have brought forth an illness or series of illnesses and that is one puzzle piece. Addictions may be another piece. Repeated patterns recognized a third, and so forth and each of these pieces of your life is recognized and being worked on but the puzzle picture, how they go together is just not available. I’ve talked quite a bit on the blog of getting at core issues and these are no easy task because these core issues are the puzzle picture. Even if you have the picture some pieces on the surface just don’t seem like they could possibly have a place in the puzzle. It’s frustrating to have an overview and see how some of the parts go together and still feel like you just can’t get at the rest, those connecting points are missing, hiding, and there are times you are still acting in a way that you know is not in harmony with your true desire. These artifacts are still making some choices for you and stealing life force and expression of love and intimacy in your life.

We can be diligent in our healing, open, honest and have an area we cannot seem to progress in. I’ve watched many a friend go to every kind of spiritual, emotional or alternative healer on the planet dealing with a chronic issue of one sort or another. It has its physical components, as well as emotional and mental elements and they are well aware of this. They can’t get at the core but somehow they think eventually they will find the right healer. Core issues can’t be removed from you or simply taken away. If they could my ever present and wonderful spirit guides would have lovingly and willing done so for me a long, long time ago. Watching me limp through the steps and attempting to give me insight or encourage me to feel different aspects that they knew would take me in the right direction has been a mainstay of our relationship. As hard as it is for those of us on earth, I think we discount how difficult it is also for those on the other side who love us and want us to live an integrated life consciously choosing joy. I still recall the first day one of the guides told me “choose joy”, I was PISSED, I said “joy is not a choice, you either feel it or you don’t”, they responded “no it is a chosen perspective that comes with wisdom in each moment”. I couldn’t even conceive that we had that choice because my whole life was under the influence of these artifacts of the past that become our victimization. They assured me I would get there one day, which I did not believe; I thought they were in no uncertain terms “fucking crazy”. LOL

The closer I get to the core the more I know they were always right, Joy is indeed a choice we make, and in order to consciously make it in each moment we have to integrate our artifacts, transmute them into gifts and wisdom. There have been lots of themes running through my life of late that are all gradually tying together one is the “there are no accidents” theme. This kept coming out of my mouth with several different people and so obviously I need to apply it to myself.

For years I would get an email here and there from someone I know on facebook inviting me to join. For some reason I have had this aversion and was determined to never do so. I had multiple blogs, a website, and memberships at more sites than I can count. I couldn’t think of one good reason why I needed or wanted another. My whole life is already plastered all over the internet from the intimate moments of processing through my poetry to the excruciating journeys in my automatic writing. Why did I need yet another internet point to keep up with? Then last month another reminder to join came from my friend Dinah and spirit said “do it”. I really didn’t want to and in retrospect I find it no accident based on past conversations that I have had with Dinah about the core issue I am currently integrating that it should be her energy that spirit used to pull me forward. So I gave in and joined facebook. Dinah and I have talked about elements that held us back in areas of our lives that we were aware of yet couldn’t get past completely for some unknown reason. I thought at the time, here is this extraordinary woman, this beautiful soul, talented, smart, wise, why should she be experiencing these limitations, it is not right! Spirit said at the time “ahem back at ya”. Why should you be experiencing your own limitations? “Dig deeper”! Like every good seeker on the spiritual path I processed what I could at that moment and procrastinated as much as possible til later.

Eventually later arrives and smacks you upside the head. After a year and a half of being sicker than hell laying in bed praying for either healing or death, and at moments not really caring which one, apparently later has arrived with a vengeance. Good thing the universe knew me well enough to know that the death part was not really what I wanted long term, but there were moments I wondered if I was going to get that anyway. But there are no accidents and that illness was a puzzle piece in my healing process that was not about the illness itself but the artifact in the silence that was surfacing. It is certainly no coincidence that this illness of sub-acute thyroiditis sits at the throat chakra, energy center of communication. Could there be a better place to physically manifest the imbalance being caused by stealth silent pains of the past? Things unspoken do not all hold equal weight. Some can become insignificant over time and hold no energy, but others can kill you, kill your relationships, kill your desire to live or love. They will insist on coming out until they either do or they’ve killed you and done a lot of damage to others in the process. The pain and illness along the way are often not even from the silent issue itself but from the resistance placed upon keeping it down in the silence. It takes a lot of subconscious effort to keep these things in hiding, energy that could be expressed in loving joyous ways.

Now that I had joined facebook the inevitable “where are these people from my past” bug hits. It’s like a facebook disease, a car accident you can’t look away from. You can’t help yourself, after all they may be just a click or two away. Curiosity may have killed the cat, but the damn cat has nine lives so what the hell. You are not thinking about what may surface you are just doing what you do on facebook, there is that damn search box right there taunting you. Now I know that there are people who have lived their life in the same place who know exactly where every person they have ever known is, therefore they are immune to the facebook disease. I have however lived a crazy gypsy life in these 47 years and there are far more people who I have no idea where they are and what they are doing than those I do. For whatever reason (no accident LOL) I immediately went back to “the old neighborhood”.

A year after my parents divorced my mom and I moved from the burbs of Minneapolis out to Seattle. I turned 13 that summer and my mom and I found a house up near the zoo. Over time a group of friends formed there in the neighborhood that went through a lot together. We all had all kinds of family dysfunctions and we were a bunch of 70’s potheads who got into all sorts of mischief. By today’s standards I guess we were pretty tame really. We were not violent or destructive in a societal way, any destruction we had going on was all internal as we each tried to deal with the pains we didn’t talk about. We were a pretty tightly bonded little dysfunctional family and for most of us I am not even certain how we lost touch with one another in our 20s.

I really have positive memories of the times we all spent together despite the fact that we were all running from something or another, and were pretty out of control as all our parents no doubt would attest. My mom worked nights and so it was my house that became the hangout place. My mom thought to herself at the time that at least she knew we were off the streets if we were hanging out at the house. People used to sneak out and come over right after she left for work. She was right, in that we were physically safe, we just listened to music, smoked pot, and some nights made large quantities of cookies, cake or whatever sweets we could conjure up. It was a five bedroom house so she gave us a room to be our place we called it the “party room”. One day we asked if we could paint and she agreed giving us the credit card to go buy whatever paint we wanted. I don’t think she had any idea what our concept of paint meant at the time. We spent weeks working on the room; there were probably seven to ten of us involved in one way or another. The ceiling, a deep dark blue oil paint as base, was painted with the most amazing galaxies, nebulas and spaceships all in various glow-in-the-dark colors. That in it self with a little Pink Floyd was pretty awesome, but once done we started on the walls and covered them with optical illusion graphics, the roadrunner and coyote, band logos etc. As we got further into the project my mom started to realize that there was more then met the eye with several of my pothead friends. There were several that she always liked but there were a couple that she wondered if they had any redeeming qualities and couldn’t figure out why we were friends. I can’t say some of us were not asking the same question at times but we were a little family so it was almost like asking why someone was a sibling, the answer was “they just are”.

I can’t say exactly how we all came together, some of us went to school together but others didn’t it just gradually happened and this group of people became a piece of me; art music, profound musings on the meaning of life, time in nature, hilarious laughter, and whole lot of teenage and 20 something stupidity. We shared so much, but it was all that we didn’t share that comes to the surface now. For whatever reason this group was predominately male and predominately Leo with six or seven birthdays all falling within a three week period of time. (Not including my mother and my mother’s current boyfriend at that time also Leos with the same birthday) Being that I was one of the only girls in the group and a shy Cancer, getting a word in anywhere was always a challenge, unless they really pissed me off, then they heard about it and there was no confusion whatsoever. I think perhaps I left far more unsaid than all my crazy Leo brethren, but maybe not, after all they were usually all taking turns on stage, as it were. It did help set up a pattern though where I had to be angry before I would speak my mind which was not healthy for me. By the time I was that angry a lot of damage had already been done and sometimes I never got to that point and the things were simply never spoken. A lot of things went assumed between us all and those assumptions were left to live as if they were truth.

Searching facebook was not very successful overall for that group, many have common names with hundreds of results and without having a current location, there is no real adequate way to filter them. Many people go on facebook and have their public profile so controlled that there is no way to assess if it is the person you are looking for or not. I did however find the person I was supposed to find because, lets say it together, LOL there are no accidents! This person was my best friend. I didn’t think consciously we had any unresolved artifacts lurking in the silence, didn’t think about it at all in fact. I just thought I think that’s him and what the hell has he been doing all these years? So I sent a message and he replied and it was indeed him, and we started to chat about what we had both been doing and it was nice to reconnect.

A few days later I was hit with this heaviness, a grief that I did not understand. As I started to get in touch with that it was apparent that we somehow wandered out of each others lives without conscious participation. Life just happened and we didn’t talk about the things that were happening then in our lives, we just allowed them to send us along unknown pathways with complete disregard for the years of friendship and love. We were clueless that we were allowing life, through the expression of running from these unhealed energies, to remove us from a piece of our own life puzzle where it would then sit unattended and unacknowledged for 25 years. Too young to think we were doing anything out of the ordinary or with any consequence. With all the time I have spent on this journey I was astounded that I could have a piece of my puzzle shoved that deep to not even know it existed. Here it was though, a significant person in my life lost that I never grieved for, there was no death, no moment of departure, no fight, no choice to end a friendship, only behaviors that led to a gradual parting that neither of us were consciously aware of. He remembers it as me disappearing from his life and not knowing what happened to me. I only remember seeing him a few days after the loss of my daughter and being in such a state of raw grief that I felt disconnected and didn’t have the slightest indication I would never see my friend again. Here, slapping me in the face, was an artifact of the past that had managed to escape all detection. Puzzle pieces start to collide together and I can see some things all too clearly.

First I felt the need to apologize to tell him that whatever out of control things I did along the way stemmed from things that came before I met him that he never knew of and whatever damage I may have done in the process of my running had nothing to do with him. He doesn’t remember what those things would be, but I know I left a path of destruction and there certainly is no way he escaped LOL I am the one on this insane healing journey though so he may or may not ever remember that. In any event it had to be said because I do know that things I did are in there somewhere and even if I didn’t apologize now I’ll be doing it when we both get back to spirit, so may as well seize the opportunity.

This was a puzzle piece that took me back to a core issue that I have been aware of and consciously working on since day one on this path. It has annoyed me with its insidious ways, when it is at the same time too blatant and obvious. I have always had to seek out all these tentacles of this issue and the more I find the more there are. I no doubt have automatic writing on this issue that I did not post online and my frustration with spirit of why in the hell I can not clear this. What is left, how can there be more? How did this one thing get so much control over me? I have cleared hundreds of other things that go back further and appear more multidimensional. Even now there is one part of me that doesn’t want to talk about it, that screams SHUT UP, every time the subject comes up. But it is not me and I will not shut up or cower before an artifact of pain. I am too powerful, I know too much. This artifact has been lying to me my whole life about everything that I am. Even when I was aware enough to recognize the lies, they continued, they eat at your heart, your soul, your mind and body. As I have gotten close to the core of all this, it is my physical illness, my emotional dysfunctions, the root of many fears, guilt, shame, and self hatred and addiction. One unspoken trauma sending me into an out of control spiral of life choices that are not representative of who I am.

All of us interested in healing have these traumas of some sort or another; this one though has its damage in the silence, more than the act itself, and lack of appropriate feedback because of this silence from adults who knew better. In the year between my parents divorce and moving to Seattle my mom and I lived in an apartment complex outside of Minneapolis I was in 7th grade a typical 12 year old in most ways. During that time I was raped twice by a 17 year old who lived down the hall, while the 15 year old who lived on the first floor watched apparently learning how this is supposed to work. Because I was a kid who knew nothing, I really couldn’t connect that forced sex was “rape” I think I had some sort of TV idea that rape was being pulled into some alley by a stranger and ending up beaten to pulp in a hospital. After the first time he told me this would never happen again and I was young enough to believe him, only once though! This led though to me taking the responsibility for what happened. I believed him therefore it was my fault. I never told my parents, never told anyone until I was close to 30 years old, by which time I clearly knew it was rape and that it was never my fault, but the damage was already done. That’s a really long time to hold that inside. The damage done by taking responsibility and never getting feedback that is was not my fault was debilitating. The shame and self disgust overwhelming but I knew then what I had been running from and the running had to stop and the healing begin.

Part of this final puzzle piece that came to surface in finding my old friend on facebook was in realizing that all those boys who shared my misspent youth assumed I was a virgin during those years and that in that shame I let them think that. It was easy, there were no questions. To them I just became the girl, the virgin, that wasn’t going to consider having sex with them and they gave me space. Inside I felt dirty and not good enough and as the years passed and I was trying to find my own sexuality and where that fit in to the whole that is me I spun more and more out of control. The lie did more damage the older we got. Eventually I had to have sex with someone I didn’t care about, and who didn’t give a damn about me just to have it over with, with a person who didn’t care who I had ever slept, how, why or at what age, so there would be no lie there in that experience. That out of control decision obviously solved nothing and maybe made things worse or validated some of that shame and guilt I carried. It wasn’t really possible to maintain intimate bonds with a secret that big that goes to the core of who I was. I “moved on” to people and places that didn’t make me feel like a liar but without conscious awareness held on to the shame, guilt and self hated.

Spirit taught me how to speak, how to share things I wanted to keep buried. It was no easy task and I resisted every step along the way and that has caused me all kinds of physical, emotional and mental pain. I’ve not been an easy student at times but eventually I get there. There are gifts still to be awakened in integrating the million insidious aspects of this rape and silence, allowing this artifact to have its place in my consciousness and serve me in a positive way. The first came in learning how to set boundaries, how to fight back, to stand up for myself. Something I am now very good at. I don’t know what all the others are at this moment, some may be things I know about myself but have not yet connected to this core. Others are yet to come because so much of this energy is only now forming a full picture and is in the process of transmuting. All artifacts turn to gifts when given the opportunity to do so. The closer to the core, the more pain that has to be moved through, but the greater the gifts, like being present in moments of joy without shame and guilt. The road can suck, but the destination is worth the difficult journey. Being free of the past is not letting go as we are so often told, it is embracing and giving every aspect of it a part to play in an integrated whole. Receiving the gifts therein free you only from the pain and suffering while allowing the memories to stay and serve you with grace.