About Tatiacha

Photographer, Poet, Writer, Artist, Drum Maker & Healer. Forging a personal path of physical, mental emotional and spiritual healing for myself.

For Love To Begin

Stressed trying to remain in love not fear
Heart heavy mind numb
Why did she make this choice
This is not the way she would want to live
The way she would want to die
There must be purpose in this for her
For me
I am a servant of God
I release
Relinquish
Surrender
My attempts to control they have never worked
They have only brought pain
She showed me life unhappy
Isolated
Unwilling to receive love
Touch
Joy
It is not the life I want
It is not who I am
I choose LOVE
I hear her in others near me too
I see their pain
Their desperation
She kept hers hidden
Deep dark
Allow no one
Admit nothing
I admit freely
The loneliness of this life
The longing for intimacy
The desire for a lover
A friend
A companion
Life is not about fear
Or overcoming fear
This is not what was created
We created this world for beauty
Color
Sound
Scent
Movement
Touch
Open hearted embrace
The world blocks these things out
Those who see this
Confront this
Are denied
Ridiculed
Looked down on
And oppressed
She an oppressor from being oppressed
She knew nothing other
Forced her way through life
Refusing to feel
Emotions snuck up on her
She masterfully pushed them away
Pushed me away
Right under her thumb
I allowed this somehow
Not knowing I was more
Could have more
Deserved more
She taught me I was less then
And I agreed
We danced a sick dance
Lasting too long
Filled with misery
We survived
No one thrived
No one lived
This shamanic death is painful
But necessary
Heart’s torment must end
For love to begin

Tatiacha ~ November 19, 2012

Sandpaper

Sandpaper
Roughing the surface of my soul
Scratching
Abrading
Annoying me
Density
Confines me
Holds me
Turns me into someone I am not
Twists and distorts my love
My power
My truth
The irritant that creates the pearl
Wishful thinking
It pains simply to pain
To inflict and incur my wrath
Then throw it back at me
Who needs an enemy
The best enemy
Is always available
Right in the mirror
No one can hurt me as much as me
No one knows my weaknesses better
No one is better at dismissing
My gifts
My strengths
My beauty
No one can loath me
Better than me

Sandpaper
Others will offer it to you
Knowing you will use it
To destroy yourself
All they need do is watch
They offer the culture
In which to grow your own pain
Toxic
You rip open your own skin
And allow the infections
To grow
To mutate
To take over
Then ask why
Seeking the healing
The solution
Confused you sand more
Thinking you can sand away the poison
Smooth out the edges
Remove the impurities
Create a more beautiful self
While you shred yourself
Until you have no skin
No protection
Now the pain is deeper
The wounds almost insurmountable
The world hands you the salt
You rub it in

Tatiacha ~ October 27, 2012

 

Oblivious

Eating me alive
Past
Present
Future
They are entangled and unclear
There is no delineation
The pain it comes from all directions
Resolution can not be found
As the layers that held things in place are gone
Everything swirls around
It has no structure
The dots cannot be connected
Leaving me grasping at random moving targets
No answers
No ideas
Just this momentum
Pushing me to nowhere
Or somewhere untouchable
So foreign
I feel it not
See it not
Care not
Apathy sets in
Frustration guides the thoughts
But the feelings move independent
What is this path
Why did I take it
Why did it mater
What does it really offer
What is this place
This time
Space
Feeling
In which I linger
I can pin down nothing in thought
Nothing in emotion
The soul in some kind of purgatory
Stasis
Waiting
What does it wait for
And is it worth waiting for
Wasting away
My body dies
Without permission
Decays from abandonment
I would force myself to take a step forward
But there is no forward
No back
No sidestep
No path trail or road
Just this moment
In which there is nowhere to go
If only it felt good
With no desire to move
Surrender
Is that death
Or new life
Or both
I have no fight
And no surrender
I just rot in place
Feeling as if I will simply implode
And cease to exist
Or remain in the same exact state of rot
Forever
Self love and self hate battling alone
With no participation
No guidance
No support
For either side
People loving or hating me
Not caring if I love or hate myself
They don’t see
Or care if I move
Or rot in stagnation
Oblivious
Each holds their own truth

Tatiacha ~ October 27, 2012

The Pressure Distorts Me

Listening
Distant they seek me
Echoes travel spiraling just out of reach
I wait in agony
Tears well up then pass
Only to return again
Visions impact facts
But do they resolve
Or simply offer context
I hear myself say …
Breathe …
Altered time implodes
Sucked into a black hole
It leaves a vacuum
The pressure distorts me
Who am I
Where am I
Where am I going
Confined by a great force
The directions are curved
Waved
Crossing in twisted ways
Paths intersect unexpectedly
All ways are the long way
Unless you accidentally take a short cut
You cannot see them
Know not where they lead
The intuition is confounded
Has no reference to work from
Wandering aimlessly in a maze
Meant to be a labyrinth
Faith meanders
As questions come if any power
Knows the direction
Or why that way
Hang on tight
Let go completely
At the same time
Focus and surrender
Seems impossible
Left standing
Watching
Willing
Destitute
All illusion

Tatiacha ~ October 27, 2012

 

 

We Are All Touched

News swirling around the absence
Athens burns
Something is obscure
But coming
I feel it in my bones
There is resignation and foreboding
Not in fearful way
It is the touching of the invisible thread
The point of now and the point that comes
Most are blissfully unaware
At times I envy them
When the shock hits though
They will envy those not shocked
The drum beats for the march to more war
It cannot be ignored
Can it be stopped
It is not we who play that drum
Yet the beat grows louder
The path will be different than the drummers envision
Things will backfire
Like Athens afire
There will be transformation
Truths will be illuminated
While lies burn to the ground
There is no place left to hide
We are all touched
The most oblivious
Will feel the touch
Both last and hardest
Knowing we must watch this pain
Tears at the hearts of those who see
We dig emotional graves
Placing any fear therein
Fear is luxury we cannot afford
We move though what comes as if shielded
Invisible
Doing only what we are tasked to do
We may appear as if we do not care
We do
We have yelled the message
Loud in all mediums
To mostly deaf ears
We cared
We sacrificed
We gave all
Now we let go
Let god
Know this
We are all touched
We who saw in advance
Then saw with our eyes
We will carry those visions for all time
For your suffering we emote
For your ignorance we forgive
Forever we question
Did we do enough
Try hard enough
The universe responds
We did all we could
Carried as personal burden
That which belonged to all
Simply through knowing
Feeling and processing that knowing
The pain is deep and enduring
We all suffer together
Even though our individual suffering is unique
We are all touched

Tatiacha Engtovo Bhodsvatan ~ February 12, 2012

 

My Take On Thrive The Movie

A local here in town arranged for this documentary to be shown at the community center on 11-11 and enough people showed up that he arranged to show it again at the local theater.  It was a free showing for the people that came and it was a fairly big group for our little tiny town.

 

I left the movie with mixed feelings, on the one hand it did a fabulous job of moving from one complex set of problems to another touching on most of the basics that those of us who have been watching The Powers That Be for years are all well aware of.  I thought this is a really great overview of the issues and power structure that is working diligently to rob plunder and rape all of humanity.  On the other hand it started with alien disclosure and a lot of assumptions about the ET activity with no reference to any possibility that some of these technologies are our own black ops type groups from around the world.  We know that the disclosure project and Steven Greer are part of the false ET threat kind of agenda, and that all tied into free energy technology.  I have always thought if they were to try and pull off a false ET thing they would need to have these new found ET friends give us something to “help” our planet in order to pull that off.   But I allowed myself to flow past that and just watch.

Then we entered the phase of information about the problems which was the part that was well put together.  It is when we came to the supposed solutions part that my heart sank and I knew that this production was not all that it seemed.  In fact it even included David Icke talking about the Problem – Reaction  – Solution scenario  when in fact this movie is itself showing us the problem(s) to get our reaction then offering solutions that are not solutions at all.

I wanted to believe that Foster Gamble an heir to the Proctor and Gamble fortune was truly the idealist he portrayed himself, because both he and his wife gave Oscar worthy performances, and maybe they believe some of their own shit who knows.  Here is the thing, the solution was some kind of utopian society created by getting rid of the federal reserve, cutting the pentagon budget in half, and making smaller government.  Nothing about reining in the corporations he had just demonized.  I have to ask who in the congress would cut the military budget in half?  They are bought and paid for by the corporations who profit off the military industrial complex.  So that cannot happen within the current system.  The changes the system would need to be even semi functional would have to be made by the people who are put into office by the dysfunctional system.  They will never do it, because the system’s money put them there, so making those changes would require ,as they like to refer to it in the mainstream media, regime change and an a updated constitution.

In his utopia we would all have more money, and comfort, more time off to enjoy it, and yet we would still be a capitalist society with banks, money and a stock market and we would have used all the money saved from the pentagon to clean up the planet so the air and water would be pure.  Hmmm, this is after he went to great lengths earlier to explain to us how money is fake, in fact he once again allowed David Icke to explain it.  So he wants to keep the pretend money on computers and pretend investments and the economic slavery to big corporate masters, just a friendlier cleaner version.

He claims a big awakening and yet anyone looking around can see that even this supposedly big awakening will be lucky to be 5%  to 10% of the world population and the rest will continue to work their personal agendas.  I really long for the days when the idealist in me could have been ignorant enough to believe any of this solution he offered up, but alas what I usually refer to as my cynicism (but I should call realism) knows that even if we could reverse those numbers and 90-95% woke up a bunch of people attempting to rebuild will in their imperfection recreate so many of the same systems that create the issues.  Weirdly I am still an idealist but my idealism is not born in any energy that thinks this world society can be saved.  In fact my idealism goes beyond a world in need of any form of money.

Speaking of money, Mr. Gamble has released his utopian Problem – Solution – Reaction as a for profit venture.  If he were the idealist he claims to be this information would be far too important not to get out there for free.  He though, has “investors” who are all unnamed so we know not who bought him and his movie.  He also asks for donations as well and claims they will go to help provide his solutions.  He gives us the tried and true new age “exchange of energies” argument in relation to all those who work on the movie, that they deserve to be compensated for their work.  Well Mr. Gamble you grew up and have always lived in privilege, no doubt you could afford to pay them for their work with no great hardship if this is really your passion and life’s journey as you claim.  Interestingly aside from admitting at the beginning that he is an heir to the Proctor and Gamble fortune he did not mention his family’s company, and all the destructive things they have done to earth, or offer a single solution that his own family would offer up for this utopia.

He did though offer up solutions for us little people, we could give to the organizations that his website recommends, hmm big surprise, solution A. is always turn over our money!  He suggested we could vote with our wallet by buying organic and non GMO and so forth.  Great idea Foster,  if you would like to pony up the cash for those less fortunate to shop the high priced more earth friendly things I would jump right on board,  Unfortunately most of us have not lived in privilege and don’t have that option.  That also assumes that anyone could get congress to pass legislation to label GMO products so anyone knew what they were buying.  These are the kind of solutions that are always offered up by people who have never had to live without millions of dollars.  He explained how we would in his utopia magically have more disposable income to pay off our houses and cars.  Well Mr. Gamble, plenty of people don’t have a house or a car at all, let alone one they own in tandem with a bank in need of being paid off, and I am not talking about those in third world counties I am talking about right here in the good ‘ol USA.

The base assumption of all solutions was that all people are good and will act with integrity, honesty and ethics.  God my heart would love to believe that, but my version is this; All people above a certain spiritual vibration will act in that way.  Those below that vibration may or may not depending on what they want, power, money, whatever.  It is not as if The Powers That Be are forcing people to murder, rape and do other heinous things to one another.  Those are issues of personal ethics and morality, when it comes down to it, they do not come from governments, churches or any other organization.  Personal ethical moral behavior comes from a choice you make from your own center.  All we need to do is look around to see the obvious reality that too few people are at that center, making those kinds of ethical choices.

The best part of the whole documentary for me was really showing how the torus energies and geometries move within all the structures of the universe.  This really is a great 3d depiction of what I have always called the universal life force.  It is at the essential aspect of the fully open and cycling kundalini that is the first awaking of the sphere (containing the human version of the 64 Tetrahedron) which eventually brings humans to an ascended state.  It must first find its balance, and with the human that means soul purification.  There is no definite time for that to happen it is unique to each person.   They must first get their kundalini open and fully awake, and then they must take the steps to form the sphere and get all those energies working as they were intended before the purification (balancing) can begin.  There is a moment in the movie where they show a balancing energy in process that included the 4 direction around the sphere, where the elemental chakras reside.

Overall I think that anyone who needs a good overview of a lot of the issues on earth right now and who is behind them, presented in a concise easy to follow manor may want to see this movie.  Just go into it knowing up front that there is an obvious agenda.

The torus; The underlying structure of the torus is the Vector Equilibrium, or “VE.” It is the blueprint by which nature forms energy into matter.  In order for the pattern to show up at every scale, there must be a way for organisms to grow while maintaining proportion among their parts. There is one spiral vortex in nature that accomplishes this. It’s called the phi spiral and can be seen as everything comes into form, from tiny ferns to giant galaxies.  The phi spiral in one direction will often be seen counterbalanced with another one in the opposite direction – called the Phi Double Spiral.

When you put all three aspects of the pattern together – the torus, the VE, and Phi spirals – you end up with one whole pattern that looks like sorta like this pic I found on the internet which has elements I was trying to draw with no talent for drawing in these diagrams from the site dealing with the sacred sphere, the elemental chakras and kundalini.  With the eternal circle diagram being the horizontal disc at the center

 

torus

 

eternal circle inside sphere elementals

11-11-11 Fractal Patterns and Rhythms

Here we are again, the big 11-11-11 and yet it really isn’t!  The world functions with rhythms, some are short like the 24 hour Circadian rhythm, others take thousands of years to come back to the starting point.  From the most basic workings of life to the movement of the solar system and galaxy, rhythms interact and move all life.  Human beings are always trying to place themselves within those rhythms and to understand how we fit in to the greater scheme of things.  These rhythms are fractal patterns which energy follows for all life is energy.  Different energies express in different fractal patterns.

When conception occurs it begins a fractal pattern of potential.  Why potential?  Because the fertilized egg may never implant itself in the womb and begin to grow, it may simply pass out of the body for various reasons, physical or spiritual.  From the spiritual point of view for implantation to occur a Soul must be willing to connect energetically at the time of implantation.  Now no doubt there are many scientists who don’t want to hear it, but I could care less.  So there is a second fractal pattern that begins at the moment of implantation, a growth cycle.  There is yet another pattern that begins at birth with first breath when the Soul actually enters the body.  The breath cycle corresponds to the renewal of a 7 year cycle.  This seven year cycle is connected to longevity and mortality.  When we move through various ascension steps on the path this breath cycle increases due to the increase in vibration that is taking place. (more on that later)

These are only three of hundreds of very personal cycles each person is moving through within their own body.  We also try to place ourselves into the solar system though various methods of astrology.  We can calculate the patterns of the planets and how much time passes between certain configurations.  Because the shorter of these cycles exist within much bigger cycles astrology is once again a very personal thing.  We can’t say everyone born on January 1st has the same energies, let alone everyone who is a Capricorn.  We can only say they have certain energies available to them in truth.

While most of the cycles we look to are in nature in some form, we also have cycles that we as humans co-create though our group consciousness and then set into a mathematical fractal pattern that we live within by choice.  Calendars we use to mark time are the most significant way in which we do this.  While we attempt to connect our calendars to lunar or solar cycles they are imperfect at best and yet we tie ourselves to them thus giving them energy and power.  When big societies live on different fractal calendars they often come into energetic conflict.  In the 20th century The Powers That Be went to great length to get the whole world to come to agreement on using the Gregorian Calendar.

The purpose of them doing this was to sync the whole world into one agreed upon fractal pattern of time.  Then their manipulated version of history could be set it in stone.  They could use that to choose groups to purposely put out of synch with one another in the divide and conquer agenda.  There is always someone attempting to figure out how to sync some of the ancient calendars to the Gregorian calendar.  In truth there are arguments about whether the Gregorian calendar even begins when it is perceived to begin in reference to historical events.  Yet here we are a world that functions as a whole on this one calendar.

Now that we are all basically in agreement with this one calendar in order to conduct worldly affairs the illuminati who set this into place use this calendar and the numerology within it to plan their events.  The use of numerology in basic metaphysics is a very old system.  Yet despite this they are still able to manipulate groups of people based on numbers and calendars without those same people doing some really simple math.

Basic numerology works with number 1-9 and the master numbers of 11 and 22.  I am not going to go into why those are master numbers because I am not writing a book here!  All larger numbers are broken down by adding the numbers together until you reach a 1-9 number 11 or 22.  Even though you do not break down the 11 or 22 you still need to recognize their place in the over all pattern as overlays of 2 and 4.

With double numbers you are always counting by 2

The Even Cycle – 11=2  22=4  33=6  44=8
The Odd Cycle  – 55=1  66=3  77=5  88=7  99=9

So if we combined the odd and even cycles following the 1-9 we would go

55 11 66 22 77 33 88 44 99

This is a pattern that naturally lends itself to chaos.  This is one reason why the use of the 11 and 22 energies is something that has to be mastered.  By manipulating times and dates these double numbers can be used within a greater pattern.  Often a pattern of three digits, most commonly found on clocks that have digital read outs, but only working between 1 O’clock to 9 O’clock  (because after that they become read outs of two two-digit numbers instead as in 11:11.

So we have for example 1:11 look what happens every time we put the same numbers into this three digit pattern…

3-6-9-fractal

We end up with a numerology fractal that only uses 3-6 and 9!  This, unlike the two digits pattern, is a very orderly pattern to work with and yet when it is broken into a time you are actually using the individual number as in 1:11 you have the one a beginning and a two digit number going in a chaos pattern interspersed into a three digit fractal that The Powers That Be can plan within.  Now mind you these plans are their plans for YOU they will always work with the most basic numbers they can for themselves, and leave the chaos numbers interwoven into their work on the masses.

Now the 3-6 -9 pattern corresponds to the creation process that is based in the trinity, The Order of Melchizeldek, The Order of Enoch, and The Order of Michael (not Archangel Michael) These three orders work in succession, the Melchizeldeks whose symbol is the triangle (3) with a circle in the middle, are the planners they create the blueprints for new creations such as a new solar system.  The Enochians are the grid workers, they are the builders, their symbol is the Enochian Star (6 pointed) star that was taken and renamed the Star of David for Illuminati purposes. The Michaelians  then are the caretakers and protectors, their symbols inverts the Melchizeldek symbol with the triangle inside a circle signifying completion and 9 is the completion number.

So the 3-6-9 pattern is used to mimic the divine creation process.  Because all of the numbers can be divided by 3 they can use this to plan, build or complete in any of the 3 6 or 9 years.  When you divide the 3-6 -9 each by 3 you obviously get 1-2-3.  Think of how many ways our communications give us messages that say essentially; it is as simple as 1, 2 3!  Anytime directions can be given in only three steps they are most effective.

A new creation on the world level is most effectively started in the 3 year, built upon in the 6 year and then completed in the 9 year. 2001 and everything that was started from the 9-11 attacks was a 3 year.  If we were to get in depth on that one 3 year event we could find all kinds of important building aspects on it in the 6 year, 2004, and the bringing of these things to full fruition in the nine year 2007.  While nine is completion we also have to remember that it corresponds to the Michaelian work, which is protection and caretaking so in that 9 year things will be done to keep the thing created safe and continuing forward into the next cycle.

The Powers That Be are not always successful in creating the initial plan of their three year. They will often attempt to make the best with what occurs when this happens to spin the situations to work their agenda through fear.  2010 another 3 year, was filled with climate and earth related events of one sort or another, we were given the BP oil spill, flooding events, the Haiti earthquake, Iceland volcano, and several other weather related things that were questionable as to their natural origin.   If things were to go on their timeline then we would expect them to either blow off the 2012 hype and then gear up and build on earth and weather related events in 2013 or start on these type of events near the December 2012 time period, to increase the fear and then take that into 2013 with martial law scenarios in the aftermath of such events.

This is where we are in the year patterns

It shouldn’t be much of a surprise that the 9-11 attacks were in a 3 year, many things happened in 2004 (the 6 year) one of which was the very significant first transit of Venus on June 7!  Venus Transits come in pairs the second in this pair is June 6, 2012.  These transits happen four times every 234 years! The last pair of Venus Transits were December 9, 1874 & December 6, 1882

So they were very busy building the fear that year because Venus is the planet of LOVE.  It was a U.S. election year with lots of distractions offered up as they continued to build upon the loss of freedoms created with the 9-11 attacks.  They did not want people focused on the love energy of the Venus transit.  2007 brought us to the completion of that particular cycle it was a significant year.  We of the light had significant victories, most of which were accomplish by a very small group of people who had to work against the dark forces while dealing with the chaos of the people who were supposed to be on path with us.  The dark side used events like Fire the Grid to attempt to steal your energy to use against you.  A significant number of you fell for it!  Why you may ask?  Well for one you were already trained into a cycle of chaos they began in earnest for you in 2001.

First they created the metaphysical and new age movement’s obsession with the dates.  This started way back in the late 80 and early 90’s.  Solara being the best known person who connected the 11-11 with ascension.  She also introduced the concept of ‘group ascension” which was another bunch of crap.  This also led into the distraction of the 4D 5D 6D etc which is a whole other blog post… moving on…

They got the 1-1-1 thing going on January 1st of 2001.  They did this by taking advantage of our lazy minds who write the date as 1-1-01.  We all ignore zeros of course because they have no numerological count.  So we see just 1-1-1 a new beginning it says to us, all those ones.  But because we are lazy in our writing we ignore that 1-1-1 is really 01-01-2001 not a new beginning year at all but a 3 year! 1999 was our 1 year. 1-1-1 and 2-2-2 were not giant events but by 3-3-3 things were rolling big time and they had the metaphysical, pagan and new age communities fully immersed into a pattern that would lead them to the big 11-11-11.  They of course knew that this pattern was a full two years behind what was really happening numerologically and they could implement their own energies in alignment with the real numerology without resistance.  This also just put that group of spiritual people generally out of sync with the momentum of the whole human created numerology game of the Gregorian calendar which almost 7 billion people are participating in.

So when they had so many of you focused on those dates the 3 same digit numbers on the clock came to the forefront of your consciousness and that was with intent.  First they put you numerologically 2 years behind the mass consciousness with the dates then with the times, they put you into regular cycle of chaos which creates fear.

11-11-11 is in fact 11-11-4  a 26=8 day.  There are a few years that come about each century that are either 11-2 or 22-4 years and we did indeed have one in this cycle it was 2009.  So November 11th of 2009 was the true 11-11-11 date a 33-6 a massive building day for a planned creation.  While there are some people who celebrate or acknowledge November 11 every year mostly under some delusion of its meaning, most of the greater group was focused on September 9th that year.  That is really a shame.  You can be certain The Powers That Be were laughing their asses off on 9-9-9 and they were busy in ceremony on 11-11-09 as the true 11-11-11.

While there are plenty of events scheduled for 11-11-2011  this year, the fact that they are dusting off  Fire the Grid again is certainly no coincidence.  I wrote plenty about this energy harvest in 2007 on the blog at http://blog.spiritnexus.org/2007/07/13/dont-fire-the-grid/ .  One thing is certain they will be using this day to take energy, as much as they can get, from the spiritual people who have bought into this.

I have been talking about this every damn year, yet by the time 3-3-03 passed there were so many egos on board no one gave a damn, they were just committed to their delusion and hell bent on getting to their 11-11-2011 date and clueless they missed it in 2009.

Now we have yet another group focused on 12-12-12 simply because of the Mayan calendar focus on 2012.  12-12-2012 is numerologically 3-3-5 it is an 11 day and although that can be used in a good way 11 days are not all that uncommon.

If you look a the masters years (11 and 22) we had nine in the 20th century

1901 & 1910 were 11 years 1939, 1948, 1957, 1966, 1975, 1984, 1993 were 22 years

In the 21st century we have 10 master years

21st century 11 Years;  2009, 2018, 2027, 2036, 2045, 2054, 2063, 2072, 2081, 2090

2100’s nine 11 years (nine master years)

2200’s eight 11 years, one 22 year (nine master years)
2300’s seven 11 years, two 22 years (nine master years)

See a pattern developing here?  The 21st century is unique in that it could make 10 master 11 years when other centuries have 9 master years counting both 11 and 22 years.  It was a reset century in the Gregorian calendar.  All cycles have resets whether they are natural or human created it is simply the nature of the fractal universe in which we live.  The end of the Mayan calendar no matter how it is matched to the Gregorian calendar is simply the reset point of that calendar.

3000’s for example have nine 11 years (nine master years)

4000’s have eight 11 years and 1 22 year (nine master years)

Obviously this is all based on us keeping the same calendar and using it so that this numerology is accepted by the collective.  When the earth is bigger after the expansion we would need a new calendar if we want to keep track of time.  The day will no longer be 24 hours and the 24 hour circadian rhythm will be reset in all life to the length of a the new day.  All cycles will be reset with the earth expansion; this is part of what makes it such a significant event. Even earth and human cycles that were not at their completion reset point will have no choice but leave that cycle where it stood and begin over.

True mathematicians can spend their whole lives mapping the cycles and rhythms of life with numbers.  Just like astrology we are not controlled by numbers, we can transcend all of life’s influences by ascending, but they are out there moving like tides and cycles all the time and we can take advantage of them for good or evil works.  The dark beings on this planet use these numbers with the force of the whole of the collective consciousness against us and we should be aware of this!  We need to be careful not to participate and give our power over to the flow of these creations if we are to transcend and step forward with our own ascension.

This year’s 11-11-11 has its own geek meaning as a binary day though and maybe that was another inspiration of using these numbers in this particular way.  11=3, in binary arithmetic hmm there is that whole trinity thing again and so 11-11-11 binary day equals  3-3-3 a nine and the ability to combine these threes for the beginning a three (the one trinity- Melchizeldek) a building 6 (the Enoch) and a completing 9 (Michaelian) AKA 1,2, 3 abracadabra lets create some crap.  There are untold number of computer wiz kids who would like to believe that binary is the universal language in which we would communicate with aliens.  It is the basis of the code in the movie the Matrix for example.  Is it possible that those obsessed with the 11-11-11 ignoring the 2 that should be counted in numerology, are actually reacting to a computer program controlling their minds?  That these binary numbers of 1 and 0 are so important to them because they have actually been programmed to find them and give them importance so that their thought and soul powers could be harnessed?  With our lives more and more enmeshed in technology this really cannot be ruled out.  A great deal of channeled material is not channeled from actual entities it comes from a computer output to a receptive mind who wants desperately to be a connected SOUL.  If you had no digital clocks you would give no significance to the time 11:11 in fact we used to round to the nearest five minutes.  If the clock read 11:11 the person would say it’s 10 after 11:00.  What role does the technology based in binary code and beyond play in this supposed spiritual phenomena while The Powers That Be work with the actual spiritual undertaking of numerology?

So one more time Don’t Fire the Grid and don’t give your energy over in any other way on this illuminati 11-11-11 day.  Critical thought is needed as always and the consequences of what is done with your energies are yours even if you simply choose to be uniformed or naïve.

A Few Related Notes:

The Cycles of Timelines

When humans look to the future and there are many timelines they look for time markers and for the timeline for the person that appears to be the most likely future.  This is difficult to say the least.  Time markers are things that cross all timelines.  A good visual for this is to image that there are only 3 timelines and they are on a chart like a biorhythm chart.  Each doing their own thing, every so often the 3 will come together at the center point if this was a chart of timelines that center point with convergence is a time marker.  There is an event there that crosses all of the timelines.  From that point people have been known to jump timelines, changing the possibilities for their lives, some with awareness other without being consciously aware.  When someone jumps a timeline the old timeline will end for them and they will, for those still there, have died.

timelines

We currently have dark force people who purposefully attempt to distort timelines.  They find that convergence point and then flat line it and keep that group of timelines that have converged stagnant of conscious creation.  This causes a time wave distortion for the experiences of that timeline.  They have been doing this for some time but they jumped in with the three final timelines that should have reached pre expansion singularity back in February keeping the three from being completely woven together hoping to get control of several things that would allow them to survive the earth expansion.  The first of the three has been fully woven now and there is an ongoing mild distortion with the final one still in place.  There has been a sort of time war going on and although the distortion is still open the workers in harmony with Divine Principal in both timelines have created no way for the dark forces to shift the future in their favor thus that war is essentially over even while the distortion is being closed and the final weaving is completed.

The First Breath Renewal Cycle

Since I mentioned these cycles earlier in relation to ascension I will add them here.  We start out at first breath with a seven year renewal cycle. The ascension steps referred to with the change in renewal cycle are talked about in the Return to Eden info.

•           When the kundalini opens that changes you to a 5.146 year cycle of renewal so you can process more in less time without killing yourself.

•           When you reach the Inner Circle /Nirvana/Samadhi stage it goes to 4.268 years

•           When you pop open your Sphere it goes to 3.278 years

•           When your Sphere is fully Golden it goes to 2.794 years

•           When the Linolic Flow opens, it goes to a 2 year cycle and you enter the Final Purification.

•           Once in the Final Purification stage how fast it increases depends on how much you have to clear.

Eventually for a Dharlja their cycle is every 22 -24 hours which is why they do not need to sleep and only need 2 hours of mediation per cycle so they try to be in meditation right when they hit that zero point in the cycle.  When the earth expands and the circadian rhythm of all life changes so will this 22-24 hour cycle for the Dharljas.  It is not an exact 24 hour cycle now because as discussed earlier every human has 100’s of cycles unique to them.

Numerology & Language

If there is anyone reading who doesn’t know how language is used in numerology here the basic English chart.  You convert each letter in a word to a number and add the numbers together then add again if necessary until you have reduced your number to 1-9 11 or 22.

Multiple words in an address along with a house number can be added together to get an overall number for a whole address as well.

Example; 1054 Wells Lane

1+5+4 is a 10+1

Wells is 5+5+3+3+1 a 17=8

Lane is 3+1+5+5 a 14=5

1+8+5 is a 14 so the overall number for the address is a 5

Some people when deciding upon a name for a baby or a new venture will look for a name that includes all 9 numbers represented in the words to have balance of all the energies.  Some feel if a number is missing you may find that to be a weak point.  That is not always a bad thing but just something to be aware of just like people like to be aware of the weak or missing elements in an astrology chart.  These can be things we need to work on but occasionally they are not weaknesses at all but things we have mastered!  Thus people looking to the repetition of certain numbers as being a good thing are not realizing the lack of balance that represents!  In astrology it would be the equivalent of having all your planets in the same sign!!  Absurd!  One thing modern numerology seems to ignore if the importance of the zero.  It is the circle of life and is a good thing to have in your address since modern numerology for the English language has not found a way to include it in the alphabet conversion table below.  It is simply ignored, but what comes around goes around!

numbers-letters

The Spiritually Taboo

I wrote this on July 9th and then never got it posted for some reason, it sure seems to fit with what is happening right now!!

We live in a word filled with immense beauty and immense horror.  I am finding myself more and more disturbed by those who claim enlightenment and spiritual awareness wearing blinders to the issues of the world.  They run around sending “light and love”.  OK no harm comes from sending light and love but if they think that doing so will solve any of the world’s problems then why isn’t it working?  We hear about the great awakening here on earth.  We get emails for all the wonderful world meditations and the endless 11:11 ascension groups.  Yet the world’s violence does not lessen even a little.  Wars rage on, rapes on women and children are common place.  Priests molest kids and don’t even get a slap on the wrist by the spiritual authorities of their church and rarely get arrested.  While potheads who were dealing sit in jail for 20 years and sex offenders who are not rehabilitated get out in two or three years and rape again.

Is it hard to hold the painful information available in such massive amounts from around the world in our consciousness?  Hell yes!  Endlessly posting uplifting tidbits and heartwarming photo art to facebook or twitter is not going to make it go away.  Spiritual growth is actual hard work not just a series of “magical” moments.  I believe in magical moments, I believe in light and love as well but it takes actual people standing up, speaking, and taking action to effect real change in this world.

Apparently the violence and rape against women is the world in one of the 1000 spiritually taboo subjects.  After all it is just so unseemly.  Truly awake men have a hard time with the subject because they feel powerless to communicate their feelings about these things with their own gender.  They know these sick violent thugs will just turn on them too, or target the women they love.  So those with integrity reach out to women they know who have been harmed with compassion and protect the women in their lives feeling that is all they can do.  There are men who put their heads in the sand too.  Most often they are the big “teachers” selling supposed wisdom or the intellectual book reader who now thinks they have the keys to the workings of the universe.

The women who think they are enlightened seem to be the worst offenders.  They abide by the “if I don’t acknowledge or talk about it, it will go away” syndrome.  They are the classic personalities who complain about no good news on TV who would actually watch a news program with only good news and purposely keep themselves ignorant.  They will bombard you with trivia and never get into a real conversation about anything of depth.  They will participate in every world meditation so they can feel they are changing the world when they are doing nothing to change the world or themselves.  How do we as awake people of conscience sit and say nothing while the vast majority of woman in places like the Congo have been brutally raped, many multiple times.  How will the magical “world peace” ever occur in a world where those women must live with that horrific violence.  Where do they find the ability to trust the men who are not violent?

How do men find the numbers to stand up against the violent thugs and say “you do not represent the masculine energy and your violence is unacceptable”?  Why do we as nations say it is not ok to rape at home but look the other way when our soldiers rape women we label as the enemy and accept that as a peril of war?

To be enlightened means we cannot ignore truth.  We must stand up against all crimes against humanity loudly and with one voice!  Sitting back and hoping someone else will fix it for us while saying that “we are all one” is just a lack of integrity.  If you are caught up in the democrats vs. the republicans and wasting your time defending one or the other and waiting for your party to make it all ok, WAKE UP!  Power of government on earth is corrupt and filled with greed.  They don’t want to stop wars, they are profitable!  They don’t care if your wife, mother, sister or daughter’s get raped.  If you are waiting for them to bring world peace while you send out light and love and never speak out then you are just part of the problem not the solution you see yourself to be.

Why can’t we as a spiritual community get real?  If I hear one more person go on about how we shouldn’t judge just because of one line in a bible I may scream.  We judge every day we do so for our very survival.  We have to discern if our activities are safe for ourselves or our children.  These are all judgments, hundreds weekly.  While it is a worthy goal to not condemn others and I support that, all too often that is used as an excuse to shut up people who are speaking obvious truths that others don’t want to hear.  “Don’t be judgmental”  “lets just all get along” in other words lets not talk about this subject because it is taboo.  We can wax poetic about unity but it means nothing when we don’t give a damn about those who are being subjected to violence every day.  If you were in unity with those people you would be feeling their pain and determined to make it STOP.

This taboo subject behavior, not being willing to take on the tough subjects in spiritual discourse is not in alignment with oneness and light or love.  Love protects and nurtures. Sending love is just an excuse to actually do nothing and feel ok with doing nothing, saying nothing.  If oneness was experienced there could be no violence let alone the ability to turn a blind eye to it.  That does not mean we focus on only that and turn a blind eye to the beauty that exists here as well.  We need to embrace that beauty and live with gratitude for the beauty in our lives.  Part of embracing it and having gratitude is wanting that beauty to be there for ALL people.  We find the beauty in our own lives by being fully awake to the tragedy in the world.  There is beauty in our voices when we speak out for those who are oppressed.  That is the higher nature of our being.  When we withhold our voice, our outrage and our actions we are not acting in love even if we tell ourselves we are sending light and love out.  It is just another cowardly way to excuse ourselves from true unity.

Time Wave Distortion

From behind and the sides
Time is slipping and distorting
What will be left when woven
Travelers manipulate realities
They have agendas good and bad
They work for or against the divine
The wave form stretches
The results are not as expected
We are at end game no matter
There is no way to change ultimate outcome
It was known millenniums past
Yet still we play in the sand box
It is a war with no purpose
No objective is obtainable
Yet we must each move our pieces
On the chessboard of time and space
Tit for tat we wither away the moments
Almost as if a hobby to pass the time
There is eerie calm
While the time stream flattens
When distortion corrects
Wave form comes into harmony
Appearing like an acceleration en mass
Boom boom boom
One event after another
Belying the steps that were stretched
Shock will bemoan the masses
Ignorant of the distortion
Ignorant of those who play the game
Blending and bleeding
Anomalies go unnoticed
Hearts hear no whispers
Aghast when they become screams
Single pathway before us
Infinite pathways behind
We move to an expansion
No distortion can change
Pulled within the stream
We are all taken
Some flow
Some drown within their own webs
I stand in the middle and speak
I know I have not control
Yet I see there are no obstacles for me
The time wave distortion
Sits upon the surface
The flow still accelerated
I am in harmony
Knowing when distortion corrects
I will be in the correct time space
Travelers with wrong intention
Will be swept away
Divine is not bound by time space
Time space is bound by the divine

Tatiacha ~ September 30, 2011

Across the Great Divide

Hearts speak in time merged
There are many who are one
My past becomes me in a cascade of possibilities
Paths taken from other forks
They all belong to me
I took them all
And the outcomes
Still led me here
Divine chose this place for me
And gives me all that I am
The lessons
The gifts
The truths
This love survives every challenge
Yet it has no life here
How can this be
It has me
But I have it not
There is no apparent bridge
For a gap too big
One cannot bridge it alone
I am here
Why would divine want him there
Across the great divide
In sorrow
In misery and pain
When will my heart free
Feel the acceptance
See no vision for us
The knowledge that is me sees it
Understands it
Knows it is the way it must be
Yet it is tortured
With dreams unattainable
He cannot be that highest self
He doesn’t even want to
Not for me
Not for himself
The tears flow for that
But do not drown the flame

Tatiacha ~ September 30, 2011

Is A Time Traveler The Next Problem-Reaction-Solution Hoax?

Ok the whole alien invasion scenario The Powers That Be (TPTB) hoped for, for so many years has really lost its potential power by being so talked about.  The vast majority of people don’t know we already have saucer tech, but there is just too much info out there to really pull off that game.

In the last 3-4 weeks there has been a considerable focus in the dreamtime about time travel aspects and TPTB wanting to get back to a point where they could change the three final timelines that merge into the timeline singularity as their last ditch effort to get back in control of what is obvious to them now is the end game.  For some unknown reason they are focused on 2006 but that isn’t what the blog post is about…

At the same time that this has become quite obvious, news comes out of CERN that they have proven time travel is possible, ah huh, like DUH, people have been messing with this crap a long time and most certainly beyond the level of a single particle.  But to the mass public, that timing could be perfect for the next hoax scenario.

TPTB already have all kind of futuristic technology that they don’t share with the rest of us.  All you need to do is look at Dick Cheney on his book tour, the guy was half dead last year and needed a heart transplant, and now he has not had one and looks better than he has since long before his time as VP.  They have obviously finally gotten their regeneration tech functioning the way they want and are using it on various people.  Anyway that is off the topic as well…  let me get to the scenario.

One of the saucers we have lands in a prominent place, so as to be publicly seen, a normal human looking person gets out and meets with some government / world officials.  It is announced that he / she is not an alien, but in fact a time traveler from earth’s future.  They say that most of the ships that have been seen over the last couple thousand years have been them, because the future for earth is dire, and they have been trying to determine where things went wrong to save our species.  They introduce any number of possible scenarios……

Like a pandemic that wipes out most humans and they are bringing us the vaccine, which most people would dutifully take and would really be the pandemic.  They could just claim the vaccine didn’t work because the pandemic when it came in our timeline turned out to be a slightly mutated version of the one the time traveler knew about, after all, there are infinite timelines they would explain.

Or how about some terrible ecological disaster that requires us to band together right now under a world government with tight controls to save the planet. Or even natural disasters that require everyone to move out of prime real estate to where ever they claim it is safe, giving up all their freedom and assets.  I’m sure you can think of 100 more and they would likely be far more effective than the whole alien invasion thing.

All they have to do is introduce the concept of time travel from a respected scientific authority like CERN.  Telling the world that time travel is possible so they could start to seed the populous to that reality.  The time traveler will have not only the saucer, but all kinds of other tech we have never heard of that would prove to the general public that he / she is indeed from a much advanced civilization of our future.

TPTB are getting desperate so keep this in mind and be aware.  If the time travel scenario shows up see it for the hoax it is.  Depending on the level of desperation they are at, if they try this scenario they may even have the time traveler offer us hope by giving us some new technologies, new energy, healing or something like being able to clean up Fukushima or something tangible that would get the mass of the world population to believe in his or her altruistic motives.

The Spiritual Warrior – Anger and Love What’s Up With That?

Have you noticed the way some emotions are exalted and others are vilified? Good emotions vs. bad emotions. Is there truly any such thing? Most people have no real clue what anger or love are about they only know that when they are feeling them they feel “out of control”. One feels good the other feels bad but that may be the biggest illusion on planet earth. We can all name 101 awful things that have been brought about in anger in the world those negative acts are obvious, but is that the fault of anger or the unbalanced mind of the individual? After all most people get angry about many things and never do anything to harm themselves or others. They blow off some steam, feel better and move on.

What about love? Can we even truly define the word love? People get caught up romanticizing some situation and seeing it as love. They can’t separate little love from big LOVE. Human love vs DIVINE LOVE they try and force divine love to fit into the romantic box of human love. The problem is that divine love can’t fit in that box. Human love in the bliss stage sees no faults, thinks the whole world is rosy. The reason it feels so good is because it is actual chemical hormonal denial, a literal mind altering substance. True love that survives and prospers after the bliss stage ends lasts because it was based in Divine Love. There is a stage in spiritual growth where people actually fall in love with God they go into Nirvana / Samadhi bliss stage and experience the same mind altering substances that cause the denial in the human romantic love bliss stage. When in this stage they will hear no truth and see no issues. This is a stage some people enter and never leave! In fact some religious texts teach this place is the goal when it is in fact only the very beginning of your relationship with God which I prefer to call Divine Principle.

It is important to learn how to deal with your emotions before you hit Nirvana because the bliss stage will put you into denial and if you already have a tendency for denial to begin with you will become yet another disinformation pawn of the dark forces.

Anger is a potent force much like a hurricane is potent force. It can destroy you and eat you alive. It can own the mind of a lower vibration person and set them off to do heinous things. However for most people it is simply a natural reaction to an injustice, a frustration and all that is required is to feel it and let it fade away. Refraining from interactions with others while they do this, if they are mad enough they may say something they regret is often called for. Anger that is dealt with authentically typically fades pretty quickly. Sometimes an anger is too big, does not flow easily away and in looking for a way to process the emotion people do extraordinary things, amazing things, GOOD things. Almost every really big powerful societal change that has occurred in the world came about because someone was damn pissed. Angry enough to take action.

Some of the same people who applaud the peaceful protest in Egypt this year think anger is a negative emotion to be avoided. How can they not see that even though the participants CHOSE to remain peaceful the whole reason they were protesting was they were ANGRY. They wanted change, they were in fact demanding change! For we Americans I say how do you think we became Americans? We got so pissed at Britain that we fought a war for freedom and wrote a Constitution we still speak so loudly about today. Anger made this country. Now we could have a long healthy debate on a completely different level about whether that was good or whether having any countries are good for that matter but that is another day. Who ended slavery? Angry people did. Who allowed slavery? Those willing to look away because it was unpleasant, or because they were in some way benefiting from this disgusting practice of low vibration and control.

No matter how much you love Divine Principle and all the species of the earth, bad things are happening here. Reality check; bad things are happening everyday in the name of LOVE. There are people who think they love the unborn so much that they can justify killing an abortion doctor and promote capital punishment while holding a bible and talking about the ten commandments. All this in the name of love! Some of the greatest crimes against humanity and individuals are by people who think they are just being loving.

Love and anger are just two of the multitude of human emotions. As complex beings we are capable of feeling both simultaneously. We are capable of using both to better ourselves and everyone around us or conquer and destroy and hate ourselves and everyone around us. Divine love is not an emotion! Divine love is the very nature of our consciousness when it has been stripped of the layers of low vibration we have mired it with. The more we have stripped away, the higher our vibration raises, the closer we are to the Divine Love that we truly are. The higher your vibration the greater your ability to use ALL emotions that you process in a way that serves Divine Principle – All That Is.

High vibration people make good out of all things they encounter whether that good is personal growth or planetary change. Low vibration people take all emotion, even blissful love and use it for control, greed and pain.

I will never apologize for being awake and aware and for being angry that the middle vibration people are being manipulated into not even being willing to feel their own feelings for the sole purpose of lowering their vibration. Be real, find your authenticity, speak your own true mind. Live an honest life, walk your talk, live with integrity. If your higher self through that process leads you to live a life in solitude as a monk because the pains of the world are too much for you, I support you in that. If it leads you to start a revolution against tyranny because your spirit knows Divine Principle meant all mankind to be free. I support you in that. Truth in emotion dissipates the transient and processes it out to the universe free. What is left behind is there for a reason. Change yourself, change the world, though transmuting anger to motivation and action or through Divine Love, healing and teaching. Divine Principle gives you the tools you as an individual need to do the work you came to earth to do. Those tools are only available when we are not in denial about anything we think or feel on the human level or anything we, feel (clairsentience), see (clairvoyance) hear (clairaudience) or know from the divine.

So for all you bliss ninnies our there in denial, why are you NOT angry? People are starving, dying, being raped, murdered, and enslaved!!! You claim you LOVE LOVE LOVE all life. Many of you will go to the mat to say anyone who eats a burger is unspiritual because you just love life more than the rest of us, but you are not willing to even use your voice to speak out against these injustices to your fellow human beings! In fact you intensely attempt to silence the voices of those who do and call that love!

Yeah I am angry, I own it completely, the vast majority of it is transient, when a story comes up about this injustice or that one, but there is a part of it that is here with me for a reason, because I am a Warrior. I never wanted or consciously asked to be a Warrior for Divine Principle, but my vibration was high coming into this body and dark forces started to attack and attempt to kill me before I could even put into words what dark forces were. I attempted denial with drug and alcohol abuse from the ages of 13 – 25 with a break for a pregnancy. It didn’t work! Eventually drugs and alcohol gave me up and I had to accept that being a Warrior was my destiny whether I wanted it or not. I knew too much for them to leave me alone.

The thing about those of us who are Warriors, we are willing to fight the fight first because it is survival. Then when we have honed our skills so survival is no longer the issue the Divine Love within us is so great, so deep, so clear, that we cannot allow injustices to those who are lost, to go unspoken. Some take action in earth plane ways like protests and activism of sorts (Mike Adams the Health Ranger is a great example of this). For others though, our actions take place in the invisible, and you know not what we do or have done by watching us or observing our outer life. We unite higher selves with lost parts of themselves, battle actual dark spirits (demons), remove entity attachments that scare the shit out of other people, or that they literally can’t even perceive, tend the earth grid, build, terminate or clear vortexes and power spots, remove stuck energies on earth from human actions like massacres. We do whatever Divine Principle or the Earth Mother asks of us! The list goes on, we know the “powers that be” not through the videos and news stories on the internet about “conspiracy theories” but directly through their companion dark spirit controllers, and dark priests who try to kill us.

We don’t talk much about these things because we are too damn busy doing them. No, we cannot teach you how to do it, there is no universal way to learn. Each of us were thrown into the water in a sink or swim, live or die way and learned a unique way of doing things customized to our past life experiences and strengths. We know things beyond words, we have seen and experienced things that have given us battle scars. So don’t sit in your bliss ninny world and tell us how it is. If you haven’t ever been attacked your vibration still isn’t high enough for the dark ones to see you as a threat. No, a bubble of white light and love won’t fricken save you if you are ever truly attacked!!

Here is the deal, if the real state of the world is too much for you then one of you needs to start a new age monastery where you can be monks of a sort and have no TV’s no internet, no news of any kind. Most certainly NO facebook or twitter, You cannot teach with tunnel vision so please stop trying to be teachers! We promise not to warn you when The Powers That Be come to massacre your ashram / monastery so as not to ruin your day, but we will clear the energy later! If you get stuck (earthbound) we’ll even return you to your high self, no questions asked! LOL

It’s a big world and there a lot of bad stuff out there and you know what, we Warriors, still relish the good, & loving, the animals, nature, beauty and truth, where ever we find it. That is what we are fighting for! We have NEVER lost track of that! We may seem gruff but we love deeply and completely! We are loyal, true, honest, and filled with gratitude for every little gift of life. We laugh easily and often and are not always pissed! If you actually earn our friendship and respect it will last beyond this life to the ones that follow. Yeah you’ll have to deal with us blowing off steam now and then about the bad things, bad people, do to you and yours!

We do this work for ALL THAT IS, not for money, prestige, or power (which is good cause it doesn’t pay). Want to ascend ? Oh gosh it requires your higher self to have all parts of self that have been trapped by dark forces in various way. Yes, that’s right, you’re welcome! We free them even while you tell us how we are “negative” “unfocused” and “unenlightened”. We are the very definition of focused! I have never met a Warrior who has not sacrificed health, material world life, relationships and careers for this love of Divine Principle and we are sick and tired of having to explain our emotions to a bunch of clueless fools. We have willingly given up too much to have to suffer fools to boot, especially fools who will all benefit from our work.

Like those over the last few hundred years that have intensified this work, so things would be ready for this specific timing. We pave the pathway for others to move forward, while they make our work harder in the name of their supposed great knowledge of love. We don’t have time to play games and wear a false new age face even if we wanted to and we don’t want to! Did I mention we Warriors laugh easily and often? Anyone who knows me offline or even by phone knows this about me! I know this to be true of every other Warrior I have ever met. The other day a co-worker at the soup kitchen accused me of laughing with my eyes, not exactly a sign of negativity or continuous anger. LOL

Power of a Thought

Upon me again the weight
Somehow it rises from within
It deafens all else
It consumes life force
Despondent in its presence
I attempt to give it a moment of truth
Yes you are there
I own you
But it feels as if it is you that owns me
Heart contracting
I breathe consciously
In and out
Present in each breath
Moving it through and out
This does not suit me
I am not this small
This tiny speck
Amidst the power of a thought

Tatiacha Bhodsvatan ~ August 28, 2011

Group Prayer / Creation, Universal Law & Karma

There are differences between individual energy and group energy in relation to universal law and karma.  As I write this, Hurricane Irene is working its way up the east coast of the United States, and all over the internet spiritual metaphysically inclined people are praying just as reverently as a fundamentalist in any given religion for the storm to be moved.  They have good intentions.  They want to save lives and prevent property losses, but these good intentions come into conflict with actual universal laws.  Having compassion is not taking responsibility and “doing for” other people.  I have written about this before and I do know it is a difficult concept.  There are however karmic consequences for people who refuse to come to terms with this very painful lesson.

It is hard to watch when things happen that cause suffering.  Of course our hearts want to change this.  It is only natural when your heart is open to not want to see pain around you.  Our current technology makes it possible for us to see all the pain around the planet which is excruciatingly difficult for the sensitive and open hearted among us.  I am one of them and I know there are things I have seen that have at times so overwhelmed me that I just wanted to leave the planet.  Life is life though, natural and human created events happen.  We have responsibility in both.  In the human created events our responsibility is obvious but what about the natural ones?

We humans like to build massive infrastructure and often monuments to our supposed greatness.  We like to dominate and control things that we should be smart enough to leave alone since we consider ourselves the smartest species on the planet.  We think that if we can do something we should do something.  Large parts of our cities were built in places no permanent structure should be built.  In flood planes of rivers, along coastal areas without elevation from the ocean, near swamps, on land created by moving dirt into lakes and bays, and right on known earthquake faults just to name a few.  Here in the United States the Army Corp of Engineers then built all kinds of things to protect land that was never meant to be protected and gave humans false security about living in those areas.

When Europeans first arrived in North America they didn’t know all the hazards of the new place they found themselves.  They most certainly though saw and watched the dwellings and lifestyles of different tribes living here who did know the hazards.  They obviously did not take heed of this knowledge or even the common sense they should have had in terms of dealing with things like rivers any place on the planet.  We collectively need to take responsibility for building this infrastructure where it never should have been.  When Hurricane Katrina slammed into New Orleans that was nature saying get the hell out of a place your stuff doesn’t belong.  What was our collective response?  Defiance!  We vowed to rebuild as a testament to our own ego and arrogance as a species.  After all we know better than nature right?  What happened to the old adage “don’t mess with Mother Nature”?

Arrogant scientists have long messed with anything and everything they could get their hands on.  It is no surprise to anyone who would be reading my blog that the weather is being screwed with in multiple ways by various governments and other organizations who want to control the planet and all its resources.  They are accumulating huge amounts of karma and of course they just don’t give a damn any more than they care about anything else but power, money and control.  What about spiritual people though and specifically the metaphysical, the pagans and other earth, nature based religious types?

As the media has been covering Hurricane Irene there is a greater call among them through prayer and energy to move the hurricane away to save life and property.  They do not have this right any more than the world militaries and governments do!  Every action has a reaction.  When you mess with the weather it affects the whole world.  It does not just affect the area that you are praying for.

Let’s get a little into the karmic aspect of this.  People (Souls in alignment with Higher Self [Spirit]) plan the moment of their death just like they plan the moment of their birth.  They plan the major events in their lives at the least.  Some people’s life plan is more like an outline and others is closer to a script.  You can be certain though that an event as big as losing a home and all your belongings in a hurricane is a planned life event.  The only exception would be if you received the gut instinct to move and did not heed that instinct, in which case you then needed to learn the hard way the lesson of ignoring your instincts.

Difficult large life events like losing everything are things people plan to experience because it offers them unparalleled opportunities for growth.  They get to reprioritize their lives and find more meaning.  If you participate in a group and successfully move a hurricane in this example away from the intended area you rob them of their CHOSEN experience.  You take their opportunity for growth away in your attempt to help them.  HOW DARE YOU!! You could also change the death plan for an unknown number of individuals.  When you move one system from its course you affect all others.  You do not know what that affect will be.  With the intent to save some, you may actually be creating a situation far worse some place else on the planet that kills many more people.  All these things are them your karmic responsibility.  You can be certain you have pissed off an unknown number of higher selves who will want you to right your wrong based in Universal Law.

What is it with death anyway?  Is there some reason why we are unwilling to allow people to die in natural ways?  No one escapes experiencing the death of ones we love, or strangers, it is part of life.  Obviously if you are in the storm and you are praying for your own safety, the universe and the nature spirits would never hold that against you. If you have a specific loved one in the danger area and you are far away and you are praying for the individual you love that is also understood.  It is when groups of people join together to attempt to change the outcome for the whole that you break Universal Law.  Pray for them to have strength, healing, transformation of stuck energies within them, an easy painless transition if they are to cross over.  There are so many prayers that are in harmony, and are not dominating, controlling prayers that can be offered.

I would think a group of earth based spiritual people would also see the interconnectivity of life and the natural ecosystems of our amazing planet.  Things that the media calls natural disasters are beautiful amazing acts of ecosystem rebirth!  Hurricanes exist for a purpose!  They bring rebirth and a natural cycle of flooding and winds that cause a renewal.  When you send that energy, that rebirth, away you are denying the nature spirits of that area, life force being brought to them as Creation intended it to work.  Once again HOW DARE YOU??!!

A few women on facebook were having a conversation about talking to the hurricanes.  One mentioned Katrina being not very nice, that she was going to go and do what she wanted.  Ummmm, what did you expect?  That does not make those nature spirits mean or nasty or bla bla bla.  It makes them a force to be reckoned with as well they should be.  They were meant to break down the old so the new can be reborn.  It is no different than a volcano in an active state.  To pray for a volcano not to erupt would be the equivalent of praying for a person to not ever have a bowel movement.  If you were successful you would first cause them to start puking instead, meaning, the energy will be released one way or another and if you continued you would kill the person!  The same philosophy applies to the Earth!

The earth and nature spirits have to do their thing.  What is, is.  We have to get the fuck out of the way or know it is simply a good day to die.  A baby may be safe and secure in the womb but you cannot simply decide to keep it there forever because you both like it being safe and secure. Humans have to be responsible for their own choices.  In this high tech world we all have access to every possible hazard of our chosen location to live.  There is no excuse for pretending we are victims of our choice to live in a flood plane, a hurricane zone, tornado alley, a tsunami zone or an earthquake risk area etc.  There is no place that is completely safe or secure EVER.  That is why spirit gave us instincts so that we can leave locations that are no longer safe if it is not a good day to die.  We should not be rebuilding New Orleans or any other place destroyed because it was built in a place it never should have been.  If the pagans of the planet can’t get this simple truth than who the hell will?

Live in harmony with nature or die by nature’s glory!  It is just the way of things.  Stop trying to control what you have no business trying to control all in the name of love and compassion, because it is neither, and the karma created is yours to balance.

Change

Shiva move through
Chaos ensures
White Buffalo Woman comes walking
Devours the lies and corruption
The medicine of change is here
All that is not in alignment with a higher order
Destroyed
Ripped apart
Torn from them
Stomped on
Chewed up and spit out
Do you fear this
If you do
Then you should
You have reason to fear
If you do not then you are
Aligned
Or ignorant
One by one
The cities fall
The people cry
Do you feel it
See it
Hear it
Know it
Are you the zombie or the servant?
Reach to the sky
Touch the earth
The void brings forth new life
What is beautiful must have fertile ground to grow
The clearing is at hand
Nothing will be unchanged
No one unaffected
Golden presence of harmony
Moves from the heart of the unknown
Love destroys that which cannot take its pure vibration
It has no intention of destruction
It is the receiver who has caused the destruction
By being out of harmony with this Divine Love
The earth will feel invigorated
She receives this love fully
It is not destruction to her
The animals will flow with it all
Only humans will destruct
Only humans refuse love
Only human’s are arrogant
Golden Shiva
Unseen force
It comes in and builds
Then bursts forth in glorious intensity
Purity of matter births
Whirlwind stretches out across the universe
White Buffalo Woman
Devouring those who dishonor her

Tatiacha ~ July 1, 2011

I Leave Him In His Fear

He lies with the intention of looking good
He lives for the approval of others
He sees not the destruction he causes
He wanders aimlessly
Thinking he knows truth
How many times can I allow his abuse
Thinking he may finally mature
He respects nothing but his own self image
He clings to delusions of being right
There is no right here
There is no wrong
There is only respect and lack of respect
It is a choice
There will be no more
I will respect self where he will not
I will not allow into my circle of self this abuse
The same abuses I accepted from his mother
I take it from none now
They are free to abuse each other
Lie about it
Call it love
In order to look good he needs to blame someone
I will not be his excuse
He is a coward
He fears his own shadow
He fears his own feelings
I leave him in his fear

Tatiacha ~ 7-1-11

Healing and Psychic Protection

http://ingridkarazincir.com/psychic-protection

Came upon the blog post above from a twitter link, it may have some good information for a beginner on the path who thinks energy is stuck to them, but if you are a healer and you need these techniques then you have no business doing healing.  Doing a healing should NEVER wear you out it should always energize you.  If you are getting tired you are doing something wrong!  In fact doing many healing sessions in a row you get you quite buzzed.  There are many times my brother and I have worked 12 – 15 hours straight with session after session hardly stopping to pee or shove a piece of food in our mouths.  While we may have experienced the sore feet that anyone on their feet that many hours may experience there was never any exhaustion and in fact we left energized and ready to get some chow.

Some of the suggestions at that blog post would indicate immediately to me that I should not allow that healer to touch me.  The suggestion to not have eye contact for example.  If you can’t make eye contact with a client because of self protection issues then you need to stop doing healing work.  As a healer it is your responsibility to know how to protect yourself in any circumstance without disengaging in a fearful manor from a client.  You must always be the one in control of the energy.  In that state you should always be able to meet the eyes of anyone who you come into contact with.  Also what kind of healer does such a crappy job of healing and protecting themselves that they are afraid to hug the client after the session?

Cutting cords should be automatic after all many healing sessions revolve around removing cords from the client so the idea that you would somehow get your own grids caught up with the client and not cleared and detached draining your energy is absurd if you are actually qualified to do the work.  There is no place for a fear based belief system for your own safety when doing spiritual healing.  Yes there are risks and it is your job to know them and know how to handle them BEFORE you put yourself out there as a healer.  At any given time you may come upon someone with entity attachments of very dark spirits.  You cannot be afraid as they will then be in control of the energy in the room, you need to know exactly what to do and simply do it.

The energy of the space should be clear before anyone enters and you should be in full command of all energies in the room.  Healing work is commanding energies in a multitude of ways.  If negative energies are in any way sticking to you then you are not and have not been in command of the energy.  The light and dark colors things is silly!  White does not attract negative or any other energies and dark does not repel them.  It does not matter what color you wear in those terms but if you work well personally with the vibration of a particular color then wearing it can strengthen your work with that color. 

Some of this info is similar in thought to old ideas like putting a red stone on a red chakra it is just silly to think that a stone goes with a red chakra because it is red.  Stones should be used based primarily on their properties for one and in addition red does not necessarily balance red.  It may take green or blue etc. to balance the red chakra when working with color therapy depending on how and why it is out of balance to begin with.  You may not need a color at all.

I have never had an issue with hugging a client.  The sessions often leave clients feeling an intimate connection in the moment and they feel the need to express appreciation and love why would anyone not receive this outpouring of their soul?  I’ve also never felt the need to wash my hands afterward even going from client to client.  When you are done with a  client the space should be very pure from the work done.  I may smudge the space in between but that is not because there are any negative energies there, it is really about clearing the focus of myself and everyone in the room so attention is fully turned to the new person.  There should not be any negative energies in the room when I am done or I have not done my job.

I do often clear tools as is suggested such as crystals.  Not after every client though only when I feel a stone needs to be cleared.  A stone may hold an energy that needs to be released at any given point but even when this is the case it is rarely because it is a negative energy as in a harmful energy.  Stones used for healing should just not be allowed to hold any particular pattern.  The energy you are running should be strong enough that they are left clear.  Occasionally multiple people have a similar pattern that can get stuck in the stone and needs to be cleared so the stone’s energy is free of patterns.  If that happens though it is not going to transfer itself to you.  You can set the stone aside and clear it even the next day with no issues.

I just can’t say it enough if you are having issues with negative energies as a healer, STOP! That is an indication you are not yet qualified to be doing the work you are doing.  That is certainly not to indicate that dark and negative energies are not an issue, they are!  I am not a Pollyanna about dark forces in fact I have spent my life removing them from people and places.  If you don’t know what you are doing you can get yourself into big trouble which is why taking a class or getting a Reiki activation is pretty meaningless even from a good teacher at times.  A Reiki Master for example may not have any information about dealing with dark entities, they don’t know how to work body grids.  They only work with the Reiki symbols and trust the symbols and system to command the energies, a very dangerous practice.  Many Reiki healers also know other types of healing though and use the term Reiki because it is widely recognized.   Many good healers learned through apprenticeship so that as they come upon situations they did not yet know how to handle their teacher is there to command the energies.  Some of us learned directly from spirit and that has it’s own issues depending on the level of vibration of your healing guidance.

In the late 90’s in Montana there was a healer working in the Flathead Valley who was quite good at what she did while with clients.  She started teaching classes and had groups of her students get together without her to practice on one another.  One night they were working on a 12 year old when a dark entity entered the space and attached to the boy.  They called their teacher and she had no idea what to do.  Her guides apparently always kept dark entities out of her space and she had never encountered an attachment in her work.  She was not there holding the energy for her students while they practiced and she had not taught them how to do this for themselves because she had never had to do it herself.  Luckily one woman there knew I would know what to do and called me.  We got the boy cleared and everything was ok.  The boy’s father though was so frightened by the experience the he forbid his son to do any further spiritual energy related things!!! 

Obviously the healing guidance of the teacher in this case (who learned directly from spirit) taught her what she needed to know to work with them but did not give her all the information she would need to be a teacher of healing VS. a healer.  She was not aware there were elements her guidance was simply taking care of for her in her work as a healer.  Later she was tasked with taking on a not for profit that was located on land where a vortex had become out of balance and that was causing problems with the earth there.  As a healer she thought she would easily fix the problem and found out she did not know how to do that either and ended up having the corporation sell the sacred vortex piece of property to a private owner instead of seeking out someone who did know how to right the energy she had been entrusted to balance.  Now that land is still out of balance and owned by someone who will not get it balanced.  For years healer after healer came to that land and accomplished nothing.  I had told the first director of the corporation exactly what was needed to balance the vortex energies, no one was willing to listen to the earth or do what the earth needed there because it would have required them to set aside their greed. 

There are a lot of healers out there who are equally greedy and NOT qualified to work on anyone.  They will charge you large sums of money though and be worried about your energy getting stuck on them because they have no idea what they are doing but are more than willing to take your money.  Certifications in healing mean NOTHING!  A piece of paper does not mean someone knows how to command the energy and protect you and themselves.  If they cannot protect themselves they cannot protect you and if you are on their table it is their sacred responsibility to protect you while you are there.  They should also be sending you off with some extra protection for 24 hours or so while you are processing the work that has been done and are in a vulnerable state.

Everyone who has some sort of spiritual awakening wants to be a healer they think it is cool or something.  These people can be dangerous to your well being and bring you more issues then you went into the session with even though they may be nice people with good intentions. 

Yellowstone Plume–Two Different Images?

http://www.ouramazingplanet.com/yellowstone-volcano-magma-plume-larger-1359/

This site had this image about the new imaging for the Yellowstone Plume  The Salt Lake City Tribune has this original image and several other news outlets as well.

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Now for some reason several places have this bottom image instead.  Notice that it is different than the one above.  It is even clearer when you enlarge it.  It also cuts off the top where I mentioned in a previous tweet  that there seemed to be a hotspot right near the Missoula, Montana area.  WTF  The pic on the right is supposed to be the old tech.  Why do we have two different images floating around.  Interestingly several of the stories say that the new tech kind of validates the old tech.  The image below matches better than the image above but neither match!  Are they just trying to hide how ignorant they have been, making a comparison image that has been slightly adjusted and recolored so it matches a little better?

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National Geographic has a big story about this with none of these images!  Huffpost Green also has no image.  C’mon people listen up the image in this case IS the story!

Hey Ed Dames & Steve Quayle Montana is NOT Safe!

Why is it that shill Ed Dames back in the late 90’s told the world to move to Whitefish Montana and find caves there?  What happened?  Hundreds of people …. RICH PEOPLE showed up and built McMansions!  The idea that based on all these earth change maps showing coastal areas in jeopardy that Montana is safe is pure crap.  There is no state that is just all safe, and secure.   This is an E.L.E. earth expansion.  No part of the planet will be untouched.

Now enter Steve Quale on Coast to Coast AM last night, he is talking about Dames who has long since been discredited since his whole bunch of Whitefish crap and remote viewing money making scam.  Quale is telling people “come to Montana” and this time Bozeman.  He says Yellowstone will not erupt and all is well.  I have always maintained that Yellowstone would not have the big caldera eruption as it has in the past.  It will have a small eruption opening up a massive lava flow as it has more than once since the last super eruption 600,000 years ago.

More likely in Yellowstone than a large explosive caldera-forming eruption is eruption of a lava flow, which would be far less devastating. Since Yellowstone’s last caldera-forming eruption 640,000 years ago, about 30 eruptions of rhyolitic lava flows have nearly filled the Yellowstone Caldera. Other flows of rhyolite and basalt (a more fluid variety of lava) also have been extruded outside the caldera. Each day, visitors to the park drive and hike across the lavas that fill the caldera, most of which were erupted since 160,000 years ago, some as recently as about 70,000 years ago.

This is what spirit has always shown to me!  They said so much lave would come from Yellowstone that it would build into quite a mountain before all was said and done but with the completion of the shift the hot spot would have moved, so to speak off the new east coast, under water.  They have still drawn a 100 mile circle around the caldera and said the area inside the 100 miles would not be inhabitable for decades, and that many downwind areas east and to the N – NE and S – SE depending on prevailing winds at the time, of that in Montana and Wyoming would not be inhabitable for some time due to the amount of ash from the initial opening of the magma flow.

Here is the 100 mile circle

yellowstone-danger

As if Yellowstone is not enough of a concern for Montana, the Rocky Mountain continental divide has always been seen to rise considerably as the forces of the plasma expansion push up beneath them.  In some area as much as 6 or 7 thousand feet.  This rise will be most prevalent in Colorado, Montana and Canada.  It will put these parts of the Rockies into the range of height of the current Andes.

Montana also has expansion points that will crack open.  The Bitterroot Valley is one of them, with the rip going north of Missoula as well, while the bitterroot mountains themselves will be pushed up.  There will be breaks in the Cascades and the interior that will allow sea water to come into them and flow into these rip points.  The NW part of North America is one of the primary places the planet will rip.  The north American Plate from Montana and Utah around Salt Lake City over to the ocean will break into pieces .  Leaving many of the higher land areas to be islands.  This area of broken plate will be very much like the current islands and group of  small plates that is current day Indonesia. The future islands will be a highly seismic and volcanic area of the planet.

The map I made of this area shows the lands above water after all is said and done but there is no way to show the expansion itself on here.  So the width of these waterways is not able to be shown.  The mountains will not be covered in water but there will be rips that tear apart areas of mountains that allow the sea water to come in and many valley areas are already over deep cavernous areas in the earth and will collapse down.  The surface crust in some places will fall into these massive rips from the expansion.  Don’t forget that more water will be created in the expansion as well, we will not simply be dealing with current volume of water that is in the sea.  The biggest rip points in wide areas can literally have water come up from beneath as well.

NW adjusted

Here is a second version that shows the most major rips some of these are more “surface rips” some will be along the places the plate breaks.  The Gorda plates off southern Oregon will tip on their side bringing up a new mountain range so I didn’t even deal with the rips down there.

NWadjusted-with-rips

In the Whitefish area that Ed Dames talked about, the rise of the continental divide and specifically the Swan Mountain range that rims the Flathead valley raising will force out an underground aquifer and flood the the flathead valley in freshwater.  There are two scenarios for the Flathead region all the way down to Missoula depending on how deep the east west rip goes.  One brings salt water all the way into the valley, which is shown on the above maps.

These detailed maps of the Flathead I made several years ago while living there.

This is freshwater flooding from the aquifer with the top blue being proximity of salt water

the new flathead

This one is the worst case rip bringing salt water all the way into the flathead

the new flathead saltwater version

The point is not that no one can survive in Montana, the point is that presenting Montana as a pristine and safe place is ridiculous!  Montana is not what many people think it is either.  There are internment camps built in Montana.  There is a state of the art maximum security prison in Hardin sitting EMPTY waiting for “domestic terrorists”.  They consider independent thinkers like us to be the real threat!  There are nuke bunkers, as in silos for our nuclear weapons that are targets of nukes from across the world.  There is a firm presence of NSA, CIA intelligence community.  There is a level 4 bio lab in Hamilton  and what germs they are playing with there are top secret.  They could be released by humans on purpose or a release could happen in an earth change event.  Even the scumbag Dick Cheney has bought into the Ed Dames remote viewing and built a McMansion in Whitefish in case his “ranch” in Wyoming is not safe.  Sorry DICK but no matter how many houses you have you will  not be surviving the earth expansion!

FYI unless you have cash in the bank if you do want to relocate to Montana you better try and secure a job before moving because their really are not any, so once again this message from the Dames genre via Quayle is to the RICH.

While I am on a little bit of a rant, what is with the current popularity of this lame “Navy Map”  As if there would be uniform flooding all along the coasts.  The Olympic Peninsula in WA has huge mountains.  Mt. Olympus the tallest mountain on the peninsula is 7669 ft!  On the Oregon coast the coastal range I believe is as high as 4000 – 4500 ft and in places rises quickly from the beach.  There is no explanation for why the interior  Utah et al is open water or what would bring it in over the continental divide in places in Colorado.  Yet part of Florida that is a whopping 200 ft. at best is just fine.  It looks like a kid just took a marker to a map.  This is an insult to the technology of the Navy.  If they do indeed have a map based on information they have you can be sure it has incredible detail and all the topography included as well as place names Etc..

OH and never mind the fact that in AZ the higher 7000 foot Mogollon Rim and the San Francisco peaks are underwater but the lowlands of Phoenix and Tucson that are about 1000 feet are fine.  Explain why that water would not be tumbling over the rim.  I lived there for a period of time the whole damn rim would have to crumble to less then 1000 feet for that to happen!

usagms

I know my Earth Expansion information is hard for people to wrap their heads around but seriously the same people think shit like this is reasonable!!!!!!!!  There seems to be this thought that if multiple maps have same absurd information than it must be true.  DISCERN and research the topography of what is here now and at least ask the questions of HOW.  Some people may have a theory of how for their maps that we just don’t know.  Never forget most of these people have been selling these maps for years and making a profit off of fear of the changes.  In my experiences the more common a piece of psychic information (for lack of a better term) is the more likely it turns out to be disinformation!

I got my first and most simplistic maps in 1989.  I have shared them for free every since they have been online since 1998 and the big wigs that we know are shills for the propaganda machine have purposely ignored them, and pushed the whole “these maps almost match therefore they are truth” agenda.  Mitch Battros for one knew about them in 1998!

Grieving For The Yet To Happen

My heart cries out
This way it comes
I feel it and know it
Tears pour forth
They are vague
But intense in their truth
The eeriness of energy
A lack of earth’s breath
It is here where we stand
The other shoe about to drop
I hold my breath without conscious thought
Breathe I scream at myself
The earth’s next breath will kill
Not by intention
Simply by rhythmic expression
It is inevitable
We as a species have lost touch
Have made a life too solid
Leaving us without knowing
With no ability to migrate with the breath
We sit in silent stillness that looks busy
Pretend it cannot happen
It is some future lives who will see
But it comes
Please spare me your shock and dismay
The information is there
You refused to look, to feel, to listen
You mocked those who warn
Presented us with closed minds
Why should we listen to your tears now
Together we could have mitigated the pain
You prevented this from occurring in your arrogance
I cry not for you
But for your innocent children
Those with no voice
Those with no choice
The power brokers and their greed
Having taken away the power of the many
Leaving them to linger where they know they should not
Because of economic slavery
Those raised with false belief
Spoon fed that big brother will warn them
Protect and save them
Left with no knowledge to save themselves
I weep for the billions of other species
They feel it coming
Tied too closely to humans
Many will not be able to express the instinct inside
We will trample upon that which they need to survive
In an attempt to save ourselves
Causing more destruction with every step
The pain will collapse upon us
We will not see it as our own choice to tune out
But the majority will blame God
Claim it as punishment
Instead of natural cycles of life
Align!
Wake up!
Hear the whispers of the winds of change!
It blows around me this day
In gusts of inner knowing
The tears surface and fade
Grieving for the yet to happen

Tatiacha ~ April 5, 2011

Expanding Earth Theory – Seattle Next Rip Zone?

There are more and more rumblings, dreams and visions of a Seattle quake.  There was a lot of talk about the Cascadia but the visions are not a Cascadia but a big quake in Seattle itself.  Back in 1989 spirit talked about a big quake in Seattle with the epicenter under Puget Sound in Elliot Bay it was at the same time they told us about the planes over NY that ended up being 9-11.  They talked about this quake being an 8.4.  At the time there were tons of naysayers who told me there are no faults under Puget Sound!!  Ten years later they found the Seattle fault going across the sound through downtown and out to North Bend.  It goes right through the spot spirit said would be the epicenter of the quake.  They also found the Whidbey fault at that time.  The fault spirit showed me at the time though seemed to be more of a north – south fault and very deep.  They believe the Seattle fault is only capable of a 7.5.

To anyone paying attention to Japan though we have experienced abnormal quake activity the likes of which have not been seen in recorded history.  The faults outside of Japan are similar in their type and size of earthquake to the Indonesian Fault outside Banda Ache and the Cascadia Subduction Zone off of the west coast of the United States.  They produce megathrust quakes in the high 8s and low 9s with  that cause large tsunamis on a somewhat regular schedule.  The Indonesian quake was found later to have 40 – 80 foot up-thrusts over it’s almost 1000 mile length and took 8-10 minutes to come to completion.  The last big one on the Cascadia was in 1700 and little is known about it.  In contrast this current quake in Japan ripped open a hole in the earth 186 miles long and 93 miles wide in the sea floor in 3-5 minutes 80 miles off the eastern coast of Japan. It happened 15 miles beneath the sea floor according to reports and yet there is video showing the whirlpool sucking ocean water down into this rip.  The quake is reported as the typical subduction action quake but the evidence shows it is a ripping open or expansion of the earth.

If you have never looked into the expanding earth theory I suggest you look into it.  I have been talking about it on the site for several years.  The earth changes that I have been shown since 1989 have been based on an earth expansion event.

http://www.hollowearththeory.com/articles/expandingEarthAnimation.asp Here is a fun little animation not sure I agree with the timing as I think it is a plasma core event(s) and that the continents don’t just remain the same they are often torn up here and there

http://www.halfpasthuman.com/aintwhatitusedtobe.html Clif High’s perspective which matches spirits in many but not all respects. what he has right from spirit’s perspective that many other sites theories are not even close to is that this is a plasma core model wherein the planet “receives” energy from the sun and or greater galaxy and that excites or activates a plasma core of the earth which in turn creates mass.

Here is a couple guys take on it.  I haven’t watched these videos so I have no idea how it correlates with spirit’s take on things

Wikipedia’s take http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Expanding_Earth

The first expansion event was originally seen to be either in the New Madrid zone in North America or the African Riff Zone.  It is clear to me this Japan quake is the first expansion event.  The crack that opened and started spewing new lava vents a few days before the Japan quake at Kilauea in Hawaii suddenly stopped a few hours before the Japan quake and has now resumed.  Other mysterious cracks have been opening up around the world with no earthquake activity at all!

Why Japan?  We can speculate all we want, there are many who are offering theories of human involvement and clearly it doesn’t matter.  The fact is the first event tips the dominoes and when the first event is in a location that is different than anticipated the dominoes fall in a new way.  In the days after the Japan quake I kept getting 8.6 over and over in my head indicating that the 8.4 I had been told about Seattle had increased or been pinned down more accurately.  As speculation mounted about CA getting hit next and the super moon talk out of the eithers was coming more and more information about Seattle.  I was told there would be an event that was not as “expected” for North America.  I don’t know if this is not as I expected or not as the world expects.  Then 3 weeks later we would see an event “as expected”.  This has been making me crazy.  There are so many events discussed over the years that my mind can come up with a million scenarios for that.  So I hold onto the only aspect that is relevant once the first event happens be emotionally and mentally prepared for the second event.

Could be a Seattle then New Madrid combo?  A Seattle rip that is far more than I ever anticipated for the Seattle quake set into motion because of the domino tipped in Japan followed by the foreseen eruption of Mt. Rainier.  Once upon a time spirit said if Rainier goes, you go meaning it is time to leave.  With the changes that have obviously come about that warning may not be available.  Sensitives are leaving Seattle NOW because they are feeling that gut punch to do so.  I hope it is not time for this devastation and I will be happy to be wrong on this.  I will always consider Seattle home and I don’t want to see this happen to one of my favorite places on planet earth.  This morning as I awoke though I was hearing Seattle Seattle Seattle and saw ripping and and an and expansion point activated.  The epicenter where I have always been told – Elliot Bay just off downtown.  This would be a horrible scenario for a big quake with no expansion rip with the line of faulting shown in the purple color.  The yellow shaded area is the area in the most danger if this occurs and is a rip zone.  A huge rip could bring the water back to the pacific making the Olympic Peninsula an island.  A rip of approximately 153 miles.  Width is variable if this is a rip event with it being wider to the north and around the epicenter to a much smaller width as it reaches the Columbia River.

I don’t know that it is time for a change that big but I can’t rule it out either.  Puget Sound the Straight of Juan de Fuca and the Straight of Georgia that separates Vancouver Island from B.C. Canada were all created during the last expansion event.  These are natural expansion points and the Cascadia Subduction Zone is not.  The central valley in Oregon between the cascades and the coastal range are also part of this deep fractured expansion point.

When it activates is speculation at best because those of us who are sensitive to the earth can pick up on movements deep within that may not actually surface with activity for some time to come.  If it activates between now and Summer Solstice I will be heartbroken but won’t be a bit surprised.

seattle-rip

To My Friends

Friends of honor
Friends of integrity
To this day we rise
I come to you in honesty
Offer you my respect
With my heart I offer gratitude
And honor the souls that you are
Sometimes our road is twisted
Mistakes we will make
We honor them all with apology
We ask and then expect more of ourselves
We deliver more
It is in our support and love
We find our way
I thank you for the truths you’ve told
Those I saw and those I resisted
Those that made me cry
For they were offered with love
From honesty
You came to me with heart open
I hold these hearts with tenderness
I know the grace of who you are
It is more than this day
This month or year
The infinite nature of our connection is within
We are those who know and see these things
We journey alone but cross paths
Some crossings are short
Some long
All are significant and enduring
You remind me of who I am
Who I was created to be in wholeness
I do the same for you
This path has been so very hard
Each day you all remind me of its beauty
And the blessings we share
Often lost in the fog of our lessons
It presents itself back to us
We listen and we pray together and for one another
We sit quiet and exchange energies
Near or far there is no distance between us
In moments we may take one another for granted
This is not one of those moments
I am in awe of all that you have accomplished
While a clueless world looks on
They see nothing
Feel nothing
As they sit unknowing in the circle of our love
In the greatest of these challenges
Somehow we have found one another
From across this earth we love
It is the most wondrous gift
May we fill our hearts with magic
Then bless it upon each other
We have earned these blessings
Through honoring each other
And it is with a vulnerable heart
That I choose to give blessings of love
To each and all of you
And hold you in sacred space
Honored to call you friends

Tatiacha ~ March 12, 2011

Right To Be

Tears seen long in advance
Tears come within this dance
Tears or not I took this chance

They own me not and soon will pass
My Morris code between dot and dash
See into my heart like a looking glass

Between raindrops I cannot run
Though wet, emotions they must come
What was felt cannot be undone

I honor each drop as it falls
Truthful with all that I recall
Refuse to build up brand new walls

I trusted and trust got betrayed
But open my heart willingly stayed
One day the betrayal part will fade

Honoring the moment this I did
In that moment it was he that hid
Now farewell to that moment I will bid

The choice was good and it was true
The choice was all I could do
Now it is done and I start anew

I learned the truth of all I am worth
And now I am in a process of rebirth
I walk forth proudly on this earth

Not asking what is wrong with me
I am fine that is clear to see
I have earned my right to be

Tatiacha ~ March 12, 2011

Elk

Whispers seek outpouring of strength
An omen to portend of this time
They cross in front of me
And begin to run
I watch and feel the urgency
Speed and agility in union
Bending to cross the creek
They serpentine to the right and pick up speed
The other moves steadily unaware
They head right for impact
Hit she lay on the ground in shock
Gathering around with good intention
A small group convenes
Is she dead
They ponder her fate
Prayers move off them to her
Slowly she comes around
Moving behind obstacles
Hidden from view
She moves opposite the herd
Away from the scene and the danger
She emerges
She crosses over in front of me again
As she moves through the dirt and mud
That is this road
She trips and stumbles
Then returns to her feet
Her grace strength and stamina obvious
She picks up speed
Still somewhat apprehensive
Now understanding this close call
She moves out to the forest alone
The depth of her injuries unknown
She has survived another day
My heart pours out with love to this sign
This inspiration of divine timing
We all survive each day
Until it is the day we do not
I will take my hits
With some I may trip and stumble
But I will return to my path
And continue with the grace of an Elk

Tatiacha ~ March 3, 2011

It Is Here That I Am

It is here that I am
Sitting alone in thought
Transitions due
They move in and change me
I see them in force
Look back but weeks
There is another there
She is not I
Painful is the transmutation
Necessary though it may be
This truth must awaken
Embrace this key factor
It is a gift that comes with hard labor
It brings new life
To both the woman
And the innocence returned
The gifts come like rocks
Not like feathers
They cannot sway and swoon in these winds
Gravity drops them hard
They shake me
Cause a human quake
The rocks blast me with intensity
I question my survival momentarily
Then I get up to assess
I am bruised from the battering
These wounds are temporary and self healing
What looks like destruction
Unfolds faults in foundation
The rebuilding is cathartic
Something much greater comes forth
It could never have been seen
Never understood if brought gently
Brought to my senses
It is here that I am

Tatiacha ~ March 3, 2011

New Pathway

Creeping into view a new pathway is emerging
Eagles soar above
They follow the serpentine flow of the river below
Ice lingers along the banks crackling in the winter sun
I call out for greater sight like the eagles above me
Allow me to see where this pathway leads
For this moment I am grounded
No sight is granted
I must simply tread this winding pathway with my heart
Trust every turn
Acknowledge every stone
Every tree along the way
Root out my foundations and strengths to carry me forward
A new beach is uncovered every time the tide goes out
These emotions have been beating our shores battering us
But the tide has now turned
No one knows what we will find here
Everything has been changed
Some things seem fresh and new
Others damaged from the tidal surges
How they mesh from here we must wait to see
Give over the spirits say
Allow yourself to be receptive to any outcome
One thing leads to something greater
This is the time for dominoes to tumble in a preordained order
I know not this order
All that is seen is the tipping of the first
There is no longer free will choice in this sequence
There is a loss of perceived power
Leading the mind to ponder things unthinkable
Why would such things ever be preordained
Even the mind knows they would not
Still in the absence of the normal it wanders forth in deception
I begin to trust this unfolding
As I become accustomed to its essence
I know I must move farther to embrace it fully
A destiny thus waiting is calling
Elements moving in or out of my pathway
Chosen of my Creator must be accepted with grace
For every sorrow I may befall on this trail
There are joys I am being led to
I will feel each feeling
Give it its truth and acknowledgement
Then continue forward on this new pathway

Tatiacha ~ February 11, 2011

Tears of Unseen Emotion

What will be is not within my domain
There are two that set the course of this movement
Reaching out and responding
Healing and seeking meaning
The hurts have not become us
The sense if impending doom is not certain
Vulnerability speaks out tangibility
Things are on the table
It is required
It pulsates out in waves of prayer
Things in silence bring death
My heart cries out languishing of direction
There are no dots to connect
Only space where confusion reigns
Will there be rebirth here in this act of truth
Sadness may instead be labored
The unknown beats down upon me with its weight
Fears submerge me intermittently
That darkness wants to sink me to the bottom
There is understanding beyond
A course must be taken
The winds blow though switching directions
They cannot be ascertained
My heart is at their mercy
I must submit
Something I do with great trepidation
I bow to the power that knows the mystery
Ask of myself trust in this process
Questioning all that I think I know inevitable
The answers are bound to implode
Perceived as good or bad
Beginning or ending embraced with intensity
Followed by tears of unseen emotion

Tatiacha ~ February 11, 2011

Comment on Old Ways: Directions

I read this article I found from facebook post it is interesting but seems odd to me from how I work.  I would never base the energies of the elements I called in based on the terrain of a particular place.  LOL 

For me Earth must always come first she is the starting place (the east).  She is the basis of all life and to me should always be acknowledged and brought forth first.  Followed by water to the South the place of highest energy in the northern hemisphere.  When the sun is farthest south is our time of greatest growth.  The majority of our body is water and water is the element that represents our emotion.  The element of fire is the west, the place where we transmute our emotions when the day is done and learn from them.  From the fire the smoke of our transmutation rises to to north the place of the element air where there is no physical form any longer, the place of spirit.

I’m curious about how other people do it?

Many modern practitioners call Elemental energy from each of the directions when they cast a circle. The most widely practiced form of this tradition is to call Air from the East, Fire from the South, Water from the West, and Earth from the North. Many practitioners also add Spirit as a "fifth Element," sometimes calling it "from Within and Without," sometimes calling it from "Above and Below," sometimes asking specific gods and goddesses to join in their right, and sometimes (whew!) simply representing Spirit themselves.

More… Old Ways: Directions

The Weaving of Timelines

I got this message the evening of the 27th from the Dharlja family, they were talking to me obviously but I think this may apply to others as well. I was not sure if it is something to be shared with more people or not.  I chose not to post it on the blog at that time but sent it out in email to a few people.  Today I am feeling that it should be shared maybe it has something to do with the fact that the tertiary timeline (25%) mentioned below will be completely weaved sometime today.

The intensity of pressure Martina and I bought through over the weekend that they mention in the writing , was this really nasty pissy state of mind that we have never had anything like at the same time LOL  It built gradually until Monday I think when we had to have a massive bitch fest and say everything we were feeling, but that didn’t dissipate it at all!  It just lasted until it was done, and then for me shifted into a neutral space, then back to being normal for me which is much more upbeat and positive.

Here is the message as received

The weaving of timelines is going smoothly but as you know is very complex. You are over the intensity of pressure it brought forth that you and Martina expressed so clearly. Part of this pressure was not being able to feel the future in the normal way. You think of the merging from the perspective of now, but the three timelines are merged through the whole tunnel of singularity. Thus no one looking at the future even seeing clearly all three timelines could know the future because some elements of each exist there. One timeline was primary, simply because there were more elements from it than from each of the other two but it breaks down more like this; the primary is 40% and the secondary 35% and the tertiary 25%. Therefore there were those few days where your own subconscious felt lost in not knowing how your own percentages fit together for this completely changed future. It gave you a sense of hopelessness. It was understood this would happen and you and Martina both came through it beautifully. So while your mind focuses now on the anomalies that may be apparent between now and February 6th. The whole of your singularity future has been reconfigured.

Once the merge is complete there will be elements of your past that have changed. This will not be true for all people. The place you were at on January 20th in each of the three timelines had greater disparity than most people. This is true for the majority of people who have been consciously on the path, as the roads to get to the teachings needed were diverse for most. These changes in the past will be like dream ghost type images that will get stronger over time as past life memories often do. You will still remember this timeline you have lived, but it too will become more dreamlike in certain aspects and not have the sway on you that it once did. This will allow the limitations you remember from this timeline to slip away. It is the future aspects of the other timelines that bring positive gifts that are being brought forth that shift elements of the past. It is of course quite confusing for the mind. It will however be a very gentle manifestation that will be comfortable and have a peace about it. You have already been feeling this peaceful aspect at moments between sleep and wakened state. Your mind has already been aware that the possibilities of all this were much deeper than you previously through possible when you first learned of singularity a couple of years ago.

You will not be blindsided by anything that comes forth in this way. There will be a resonant remembrance, (perhaps not in detail) before something shows up tangibly changed. When you see the tangible it will be somewhat like a déjà vu experience and you will know that which you need to know to interact with that new element of your life, but you will recognize it as new and changed. There will be no fear or doubt associated with these things and you will be in full acceptance of who in your life recalls the new thing as something that has always been so, and who recognizes it as a change in your merging timelines from what they remember. The same will be true with you and a few others. You will see some things in them that are new and accept them without reservation while still remembering it having been another way. These things can be on a multitude of levels from deeper spiritual gifts to talents that the person had not taken time to develop on the timeline you experienced with them that are fully developed now. This is a great and glorious thing that we are all enjoying watching unfold. Be open, receive, and simply allow the unfolding, knowing that all new things being brought forth are things of beauty and love.

The Singularity

We are finally here!  All timelines that could collapse have done so as of this morning.  At one point early yesterday afternoon is was so intense it made me dizzy and I had to lay down.  When I awoke today I was told there were two additional timelines left and the one that will continue and those two would have to be merged with the primary instead of collapsed.  One merged around 4:30 pm mountain time here in the United States. 

The second will merge sometime over the next few hours.  For those of us who are aware of these types of things we will be more likely to notice the changes to this timeline from the merge over the next several days.  Some of these changes may be personal some larger scale things.  Although these three timeline were very similar on the larger scale anything that is changed in a big way would be something that was almost going to happen in this timeline.  So most of the changes will be personal level things but could be quite significant.  Someone could for example go to bed quite sick with cancer and wake up with no illness.

Once this final timeline is finished merging there are no more probabilities.  The dark forces will have no path to control.  That doesn’t mean there may not be some things in this timeline that are not good between now and the big changes.  It is not like it is going to be sweetness and light.  This timeline was chosen by creation because it has the least amount of suffering over the shortest time period.  Suffering is still suffering however and there is no out of that, only through it.  Dark forces cannot manipulate humans onto another timeline now as there are no other timelines available until the they branch out on the other side of singularity.  Decisive actions can now be taken with no place for them to go so to speak.  In some ways the path now will be easier, and in others it is about to ramp up.  I hope you all did your internal prep work!  Remember that many people will not notice any change in things and you may recall many things they do not.  Don’t try to get them to remember the changes that have occurred by the merging of these three timelines.  What they see and know is their reality now.