About Tatiacha

Photographer, Poet, Writer, Artist, Drum Maker & Healer. Forging a personal path of physical, mental emotional and spiritual healing for myself.

Lies of Youth

You changed me
But always near
Kids bound
Freed by choice
The path forked
Not understood
That which I am
Formed in moments
And forgotten
Thank you
For your essence
Your ignorance
Your wisdom
Your pain
We touch
Cross points
Fade away
You’ll never know me
I was a ghost
An apparition of your desire
Absent from your senses
A thing
With no tangibility
Object of love
As a truth
All just the lies of youth

Tatiacha ~ November 24, 2013

Touch the Heavens Above


Heart flow
To go out free
Release me
Wings unfold
Touch the breeze
Excited to flight
Outstretched embrace
The skies are mine
I soar where the winds blow me
Circling up
Catching new drafts
Changing direction
New locations unfold below
Vision clear
I see beyond what I feel
I rise
And rise again
I move through the clouds
I touch the heavens above

Tatiacha ~ November 24, 2013

South Beach Sunset

I went to South Beach for sunset. It is not normally a sunset beach for me because there are no tide pools there. The beach is steeper and there is very little wet sand for reflections. The conditions were as good as they get for this beach an absolutely beautiful sunset! Sunset season is back! The summer marine layer has faded away so the sun can reach the horizon and the storms come and go leaving amazing clouds to light up the sky.


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There is a lot of talk about the starfish and wasting disease and fukushima but here in Gold Beach on the Southern Oregon Coast the starfish are abundant and doing great.  These were taken this afternoon.

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Light Rays and Reflections

Like a veil an opening in the clouds sent light rays down to the ocean.  Awesome!?????????????????????? ?????????????????????? ?????????????????????? ??????????????????????



Full Moon Rising

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Moment of Initiation

Deliciously sweet
Sublimely flushed
Waves of heart aflutter
Beyond body
Beyond mind
Emotions attuned
Souls speak
Words unnecessary
Outside forces shut down
Two among many
Alone in a crowded room
Corded by choice
Plugged in
Pictures emerge of them
Profound gentle mergence
Nothing pulled back
Moment of initiation
Enmeshed sweet intensity
Unashamed connection
Cannot be denied

Tatiacha  ~  11-12-13



Flow me
Stream of consciousness calls me
Taking over
Into the all
I rise
I fall
Free of it all
Beleaguered body
Lets soul decide
Sets down its ego
Lets go if its pride
I will follow
As I AM leads
No longer suffer
With a heart that bleeds
Compassion is not
Weeping and pain
But loving the all
Detachment remains
I see it
I feel it
I hear it
I know
I send all my love
And continue to flow

Tatiacha ~ 11-12-13

Déjà vu of Planets

Tenuous waves
Of fragile outcomes
Lapse upon unknown shores
Broken is the chain
Like a widening sinkhole
Outcomes planned fall in
Never to be recovered
They shout outbursts of frustration
But get no relief
We do nothing now
But watch
As they collapse upon themselves
Fear porn surrounds us
It is the only weapon left
They gasp for breath
As they slowly inch toward the edge
They will be sucked down
Pulled into a black hole
They themselves created
It took on a life of its own
Its magnetic pull
Greater then their strength or power
They hold on
Attempting to stay on solid ground
One by one they succumb
Every detail was planned
The construction complete
They can get no occupancy permit
The mother says no
It is her body
Opportunists are not welcome
She will choose who she allows
On or within her
The heavens ablaze with comets
Speaking of times past
Déjà vu of planets
The repeat performance
Has been canceled

Tatiacha ~ 11-12-13

Immersing me

Glances touch
Avoiding interjection
That causes resistance
Hands brush together
They meld and travel
Immersing me
I give in
All falls away
Soft waves of dark hair
I feel his heart
His eyes tuned to me
No longer caring
What anyone thinks
I remain
In this moment
Heart open
At peace

Tatiacha ~ 11-12-13



New 2014-2015 Calendar of Sunsets

Vaccine Safety

Tired of the arguments about vaccine safety with doctors who treat you like you are ignorant?  A site called Prevent Disease created this Physician Warranty of Vaccine Safety.  If your doctor is not willing to take responsibility for the treatment he offers you or your child then he or she has no business giving the treatment.  They have a pdf at their site but I opened it up and created one with page numbers that include how many pages so that some doctor is they did sign it can’t say they never saw pages 2 and 3 or something in defense trying get out of the legality of signing this form.  In reality there is not much chance they will sign it, which says it all.  If they refuse to sign then the argument is over they don’t get to give the vaccine!

Here is the PDF

Physicians Warranty of Vaccine Safety

And here is where you can get more info




Spider Web

This morning the sun was shining and I was out setting up things for a garage sale when I spotted this little guy in his web and had to grab my camera.



Syriana Comic


North Jetty 8-24

I was standing on the jetty sending a text and looked up and a Juvenile Great Blue Heron had landed right in front of me. There was another one a little bit further down the jetty. As time passed there were 5 or 6 coming and going! A bunch of Osprey showed up to attempt an evening meal as well. The seals were watching and one attempted to give me a great pic but the camera focus was not quick enough for her maneuvers.

Meyer’s Creek Beach 8-23

Pistol River State Park ?? Starfish

This is my favorite of the evening moody blue almost dark among the sea stacks at low tideFavorite of the Day Sea Stacks

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Tide Pool In Pink

Tide Pool in Pink



GMO Holiday Comic


August Sunset 8-16-13


August Sunset

Rogue Reef Sunset


Rogue Reef Sunset

8-3-2013 on the way home from a drumming gathering taken from the North Jetty

Last Glow on Lone Ranch Beach


Last Glow on Lone Ranch Beach


On the Way to Port Orford


On the way to Coos Bay to pick up a friend from the bus station I just had to stop just shy of Port Orford!

You Say You Want a Revolution?


You say you want a revolution, well you know, we all want to change the world ~beatles

Why do we need government?  One reason, and only one, the inability of a percentage of the population to self regulate.  As long as there are people willing to harm others, willing to kill, rape, steal, destroy things and hoard all resources to control others, we will instinctively desire to join energies for the purpose of forming a collective acceptable norm with a system to enforce that norm.  The problem is; that very same percentage of the population will then use the collective system to do all the same things on a group scale, and no matter what form of collective, it will become more and more oppressive.

It forms like a pyramid with a small group of people who truly have no conscience at all that get off on power and the suffering of others.  Beneath them is a bigger group of those who have no ability to control their impulses and desires.  They want what they want and they do not care if what they want harms others.  Those of that group who have some conscience are encouraged to ignore it and they are weak and willing to do so.  At the bottom are the decent people of the planet, some awake some unfortunately blissfully asleep and oblivious, who if left to their own devices with no government, would choose to simply meet their needs for food, clothing, and shelter and embrace a life of family and creativity without need or hording or controlling others and with no desire or action to harm others.  The system of government is truly irrelevant.  We can talk all we want about the forms of collective government from democracy to socialism to fascism and dictatorship even to kingship.  They will all, no matter with what ideal they start with, end up in the same place and repeat heinous crimes over and over of war, genocide, colonialism, tyranny.

We humans are the problem, every government is human, and we humans have a rogue conscienceless element that we have never found a way to keep in check.  Every government we have ever attempted to create was for that one purpose, and each one became the tool for the same rogue humans.  The oppressed will rise and become the oppressors and feel entitled in that process with the rouge element at the helm of every violent revolution.  For a short time even some of the best people will join in, feeling entitled to harm the former oppressors, with these rogue element leaders encouragement.  Eventually things settle back down to a sense of normalcy and the good people go about their lives and abating their guilt of participation by allowing the rogue element to manipulate said guilt to their agendas.  The entitlement to hate and the collective guilt get handed down to future generations that were not part of any of it and it then starts all over again.

The same things said about government can be said for large religions, they serve the one same purpose, and without the rogue element we are capable of living a life of doing no harm without religious guilt and shame.  The religions have not stopped the rogues at all, they have been used to inspire groups to do harm by claiming to be the correct system and justification for wars and violence.  The same way political arguments defend and claim one government type is superior and right, so too are religions abused.  Both have the same intention at the start, collective regulation to prevent harm later used as a tool for harm because of the rogue element.  Good people need no one to tell them how to have a relationship with higher power.

Those of us who are awake get very upset at those who are asleep and we sometimes blame them.  The reason they cling so hard to staying asleep is because they are decent people, they don’t want to do harm and seeing the harm that is happening is too painful.  They feel it, if they see it, or experience it in any way and it just hurts too damn much, they can’t take it.  The rogue element counts on that, it watches and waits knowing the script, playing up the parts as it sees fit, providing distractions, meanwhile the decent people, not understanding how anyone can have a lack of conscience, and a desire to harm, have stopped being vigilant because the stress and pain is too much.  We who are awake get that, we do feel the stress and pain, and we feel isolated and alone with so few of us who get it.  The pain is in our consciousness and in our bodies; we come to resent those who won’t awaken forgetting they are good souls stuck in an endless cycle that they don’t understand.  We then get more frustrated and angry which leads us to let go of our ideals to get some change, any change, to release the stress and pain we carry like a burden for all human life.  We have to tap into these new energies now.  We must release the resentment of carrying the burden of knowledge for the collective.  Can we attempt to shift to gratitude that we have this knowledge and have the opportunity to be of service in this time of change?  Can we in so doing bring forth so much love that those who are currently asleep feel safe to come out into the street with us?

Any government born in violent revolution will always be violent, will lie, cheat, steal, war and oppress.  We the decent people get pushed until we feel no other way is possible.  Because we have a conscience and we abhor violence we have to get pushed long and hard to get to that point.  If we are to overcome this rogue element of our own species we must revolt in non violence in huge numbers now before getting pushed to that point where violence becomes acceptable to us because it has gone too far.  We are the majority; we who can self regulate and have no need of government.  We, who would simply live peacefully and with love.

Part of the good and decent people have simply been conditioned to always being told what to do, how to do it and what to feel by government and religion.  Removal of this rogue element in some manor would require people to start to live without that structure.  The idea that you can create a structure for yourself as loose or as regulated as you desire is frightening to those who feel safe in rigid structures.  Their conditioning will want to seek the rogue element to again create and enforce such a structure over their fellow man out of fear.  For the decent masses to face down this rogue element, we will have to face down our individual fears of true freedom and true liberty.  Freedom means that there will be neighbors and towns people around us living lifestyles we don’t like.  There is only one bottom line, if they are not harming anyone else, it is none of our business.  (And yes the anyone does include harming the earth, as doing no harm would have to include not creating a polluted environment for others on the planet or future generations)

So we change the script and we stop following the rogues, then what do we do with those who are without conscience and want to harm?  Truthfully, I don’t know, everything we have done on this planet in the past has not worked.  We are in uncharted territory here, but the energies have shifted and the rouges know it, they are scrambling to force us into the script.  The streets of Brazil filled with people tipped by a raise in bus fare, millions on the streets of Egypt to declare that the new leader is no better than the one they removed last year.  They are terrified by the truth of us all standing together, as well they should be.  What will tip the people of the United States, Canada, Australia and the other western nations to that level is unknown.  It is coming though and we cannot give in to a violent revolution if we want to stop the cycle.

Those currently asleep won’t step out for violent revolution unless their lives are torn apart and they are left with nothing but to defend what is left, and who could blame them, I don’t want violence either.  Like all violent revolutions, they happen too late and the new leaders are more sociopaths sucked into the power vacuum.  What about those cops and those military on the street?  Our numbers need to include their friends, family, & neighbors.  They need to look around and see their own life standing there looking back at them.  They need to know that their actions in that moment affect what they have to go home to.  We have to remember that the group of rogue humans with no conscience is small, and the underlings with impulse control issues are fear based reactors who will run when outnumbered.

For those who have been sleeping, who don’t want violence any more than I do, know this, there is more safety in our numbers than in our guns and weapons.  We have to come out in numbers too great for violence to be an option, numbers so great that our revolution becomes a celebration of empowered love.

Tatiacha  7-3-13



Spring Sunset


3-29-13  Bailey Beach, Gold Beach, Oregon


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Gold Beach Windsurfing


We have the right waves and wind conditions.  Competition will be here soon

Are We Sick of This Shit Yet?

I find myself more and more frustrated lately by what I like to refer to as, same shit different day. The world is coming apart at the seams and I log on to facebook and all the do gooders in denial post things that annoy me further. How about this gem…


You know what those of us who have been doing energy work on this planet, with conscious awareness of all that has been going on, must now scream BULLSHIT!

I am tired of being strong!

I am tired of fighting and watching while the ignorant do nothing to help stop the evil that marches forward on planet earth. I don’t want to pray for strength. I have shown strength, and I am saying it is high time for this shit to stop so we don’t have to be strong to endure evil! Yes that’s right “Dear God I pray that you make my life and the lives of every other good and decent person on planet earth easier. Fuck strength! The problem is, we collectively are God, and we collectively are passively allowing this evil to continue. We allow evil to divide and conquer us!

Here we sit watching a play that is so obviously and blatantly written to bring forth World War III, and a nuclear war it is planned to be! For years the Powers That Be attempted to get us all fired up over Iran, only oops, we were just tired of the whole middle east saga and they couldn’t manage to get us to care that Iran may be building a bomb. We just don’t see Iran as the threat they make them out to be. So in much frustration they went to enemy number two, North Korea, and are whipping up a nuclear threat to America that is of course a badly written script. None the less, they will play it out and are more than willing to sacrifice untold lives to get their World War III going.

The ponzy bankster schemes have reached their end point. The only way to reorder things, plunder and redistribute the next level of riches is of course, large scale war. While the small wars like Iraq and Afghanistan made plenty of profit for the military industrial complex, a world war changes borders, and allows all the books to be reset for the next generations of ponzy scheming to continue. There are now too many rich in the world for the liking of these evil game players who want much more concentrated wealth and power, and more importantly too many people (slaves) to manage peacefully and feed.

So here we have another lovely facebook gem.


So since we collectively and beyond make up God; This is saying we should trust that, we (collectively) know what is best for we the collective, while we (collectively) sit on our collective asses and allow the evil to kill, rape, and plunder our planet and our families. Yeah, lets have faith in that, brilliant idea! Just believe in that and do nothing that will work right? Not!

Now on the surface, in another time and place, both messages would be pretty inert. Ok love, strength, faith, it all sounds good, and we can continue forward ignoring the horrible daily atrocities as long as they don’t come too close to our own lives. After all, we are not seeing all the rape victims. We’re not seeing the true damage in Iraq and Afghanistan.

People with comfortable lives sit in judgment of those “on the dole” having never experienced being jobless with no job to be found. Assumptions are made about the lazy poor, when huge majorities of poor are some of the very hardest workers in this, and every other country. They just don’t get properly compensated for the labor they offer. Instead someone wearing a suit that costs as much as a half a years pay for someone working 50-70 hours a week, (until they lost that low paying worthless body killing job) says oh they are just a drain on society. Never mind the fact that it takes thousands of these poor people to support the ability of this one man in a suit to live his privileged lifestyle each day.

Meanwhile we have a congressman who can come out in his expensive suit and claim that if we believe that North Korea may strike us we have the right to defend ourselves with a pre-emptive strike on them. Where did these highly educated people get their educations and how much did they cost the collective in some way? This high school graduate (me) knows that pre-emptive is not defensive, no college education required. If I walk into a bar and I believe a man is going to rape and kill me based on rumors of things he may or may not have said, and I pull out a gun and shoot him, I am committing murder, not defending myself with a pre-emptive strike.

We are divided with lies saying we are left and right, liberal and conservative, none of these things exist! Specific hot issues are chosen and randomly applied to one side or the other to keep us seeing each other with hate and distrust. Those who run these divisions though are not enemies at all. While the divided fight over abortion or gay rights, the leaders of both sides are out golfing and planning world wars. They are planning how to steal more of the people’s money before the wars with “haircuts”. They are making all forms of self reliance illegal, so the people will only have what they hand out, subjugating them as surfs in their kingdom.

Technology that could change life on earth is suppressed, inventors are out right murdered to stop any technology that will not create big profits for corporations from reaching the people. Compassion is used as a sign of weakness, and the less fortunate are looked down on and metaphorically spat at by those who created every condition that led to their misfortune. These sick psychos laugh and think they are superior and meant to rule us. They have the audacity to think they are smart enough to geo-engineer our whole planet for their own corrupt greedy choices.

Chemical companies continue to poison our water, our food, and our skies. The ocean is filled with radioactivity and human garbage created of their paradigm of endless consumer consumption of disposable goods. Those who notice are insulted as having mental issues and prescribed poison as medication. Fluoride is added to our water to dumb us down. While in the dumbed down state of mind, we are shown endless patriotic themes about our freedom so we will not notice that the Constitution’s Bill of Rights is being dismantled, by executive order, congressional laws, and judicial decisions. We are force fed fear of gun violence, while gun violence is promoted creating cognitive dissonance and then told we should give up our guns, leaving the government highly armed to enslave us directly instead of under the guise of freedom.

We live in a world upside down, where medical treatment is actually poison, where vaccines cause the disease they claim to prevent, where natural herbs and plants are outlawed. The government claims to own our children and their bodies and they will decide what is put in them. Is this not slavery? Corporations are patenting plants and the DNA fragments of humans! They claim to own our very DNA! When will you figure this out? Perhaps when a family member needs a blood transfusion and you are not allowed to donate because your blood carries a rare patented piece of DNA owned by big pharma. If you ask real nice and sell them your soul and the soul of your loved one they may allow you to proceed. DNA of humans is being combined with that of plants and animals, there is no true ethical debate. The consensus is; if it is possible, it will be done. The Powers That Be will then simultaneously push the debate about something like abortion to levels that those who are against the tampering of human life are so immersed in the abortion debate, that they don’t notice they just created babies with the DNA of animals! Corrupt power depends on people seeing only little snipits of the world. They do not want anyone seeing the big picture!

Hey Monsanto you do not own the planet’s seeds! Not even the ones you have tampered with. You are liars and frauds who will destroy anything. Corporations are NOT people or entities and I don’t give a damn what any court has said about the matter. Corporations are pieces of paper, fake. They create and control the fake money with the fake banks, and then use it to control the real world and its people. There is no such thing as debt in money, because money doesn’t exist. Debt is a false system used for control, nothing more or less. Banksters control countries with it, as well as people. The national debt is meaningless crap. If you paid the debt on your house, then you still don’t own it, as the house can be taken away for falsely created taxes not paid for any reason. There is no equity when that happens. You could owe 5000.00 on a one million dollar house and the house will be taken and sold for any price they want to sell it for, and they will keep ALL the fake money. They won’t take their 5000.00 and give you the balance. They do this to be sure no one is really free. No one can live off the land as every other species does.

We are the only species on planet earth who ask permission to shelter ourselves from the elements from some make believe authority figures. What gave any of them the right to control anything on this planet? All these governments supposedly represent and serve us. That is the lie we have been fed for thousands of years. So are we sick of this shit yet? What is it going to take to say HEY we don’t need anyone’s permission to have shelter from the elements, it is a GOD GIVEN RIGHT to create shelter. We do not have to have permission to drink water, to breathe the air. You do NOT own our planet scumbags! The collective did not give you permission to patent life of any kind. There is NO implied consent, that is, once again, BULLSHIT! We collectively are supposed to be care takers of this planet for all species.

There are evil people on this planet who do not represent our species. They are greedy whores and control freaks. They have no conscience. They sit at both spectrums of society. The filthy rich “leaders”, and the lowlife criminals without financial status, like street thugs, gang bangers and of course pedophile priests and crooked cops etc. These two evils work and support each other. They pressure the normal people like a vice, one pushes global fear the other pushes local fear to your physical person or home.

I want a world where 50% of the population (women) can go anywhere they want with no fear of being raped or murdered! A planet where, no child would be beaten or molested by perverts, where a religion whose priests molest the innocent is shut down as the affront to God that it is! A world where there is no discussion of work and slavery in relation to hunger. One where no person would be allowed to be hungry, because this planet belongs to them as much as anyone else, and any bounty that grows here is for all species. Your right to ownership of anything here, Powers That Be, are LIES. Your money system is a lie, little fucking pieces of paper or numbers on a computer controlling the lives of millions while you play with their lives like a game.

I am sick of this shit, and it is time for it to stop. We have the power, we have the numbers. We the collective of decent human beings, outnumber the evil by many times all we have to do is stop and say NO MORE. No war or violence is required.





Crab Boats and Sunset 1-30-13

South Beach, Gold Beach Oregon

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Sunset on Bailey Beach 1-31-13

Beautiful Sunset tonight on Bailey Beach here in Gold Beach OR

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