yelena and your point is?????? You clearly have set ideas in your consciousness that you want to hold… so hold them. You can believe anything you want to believe, but stop trying to convince me I should believe what you believe. I am sure there are some things that you don’t quite understand due to the language thing, but most of your questions are just plain annoying. You want to pit information you get here against information you get somewhere else just for the mind game of it. it is tiring and a waste of my time.
I challenge your inner knowing quite honestly because if you were in touch with your inner knowing you wouldn’t be running around reading everything from everybody and trying to make it all fit together in your HEAD. You would read what you wanted and simply take it or leave it as your heart led you. You said yourself in one comment that you can’t be in touch with the energy in a power spot if someone is with you. That’s absurd, if just being around another person throws you off than your connection is weak. I trust ME and only ME! I have read almost no books and I don’t patronize other spiritual sites. You asked about who would a past life reading be about if I had one, me or the previous soul that inhabited this body, and the answer to that is; I would never have a past life reading!!!!!!!! I don’t go to psychics and readers. I get my answers about my past lives from within myself. I could care less what someone else’s book says, or their workshop or class. I don’t do any of it. I just follow MY path, no one else’s.
It is not my intention to be a teacher or a guru. I am one woman sharing my path, my experience. The reason? Simple, it is two fold. One is that writing whether about spirit or poetry or whatever is simply one way I enjoy expressing myself. I share what I write the same as I share my photography or any other creative expression, including building the site. The other is because as anyone who is on this path knows it can get very lonely as you go along. As the years pass people fall away as they stagnate in their spirituality or fall away from spirit all together. If someone who really is going through the paces finds the site and sees nothing other than the knowing that they are not alone in this journey than it is worth while to me. You tell me you are so blissed out and in a perfect state of meditation that you can’t even feel anything negative, well if that is true than why are you not trying to take these questions inside yourself?
That is not to say I am opposed to questions. If people are honestly curious or confused about something I said, I welcome that, but I don’t think you are either. You just want to throw a bunch of stuff at me because that’s the way you live your life. I went to great length to get to many of your questions in the podcast and then you went straight to the two questions we didn’t get to. What the hell is that? You seem to think you have some god given right to demand answers from me, and in your timetable. I am not your teacher, go WITHIN! As far as I can see you’re just on some intellectual trip. I owe you nothing. I don’t owe anyone anything. My site is 100% SHARING, I have asked nothing of anyone ever.
I am going to answer these questions, they may have had other people wondering, but from here on out Yelena, find your answers within. There are plenty of other questions that are from people who I feel are really wanting the information as it resonates with what they have gotten within, but they are just seeking some clarity. I would like to spend my time speaking to those questions.
yeah, what about that catastrophy bestali was talking about? is he still? Even if it is his knowledge at the time isn’t it wiser not to focus people’s attention on that and create collective consciousness of doom?
Bestali never talked about a catastrophe because neither he nor I consider earth changes a catastrophe. It is just a natural process of the earth and is no way negative. It also shouldn’t be fearful because higher selves decided long long ago if their potentials were going to stay on the planet or not. We are still in the midst of earth changes, what has changed are the details of some of what will happen with the earth, due to the fact that Mars decided on a rebirth to house life. This required an expansion energy to come into the solar system to “kick start” her environment and that expansion energy effects all the planets in the system. I have talked about this on the site earlier.
i find 2 statements in your latest article odd: my inner knowledge tells me that HS will never test its potentials and another-one receives by one’s believes (metaphysics 101)-so, even if satanic ceremonies resulted in human sacriface, no matter how fearful the victim was at the time of death, the victim will go to “hell”(join the dark forces) only if he believed in hell. Or are you saying that they can force the soul into conglomerate entity at the time of death? i wonder, why are you so detailed about that issue-i’d guess none of your readers can do the grid work anyway…but some people are more impressionable than others and, again, is it worth creating that kind of consciousness?
Higher selves do test their potentials (souls) they assign karma to different aspects of themselves and decide all of the life changing events and life lessons we experience, except for the ones we create with our freewill, which are usually much worse than the ones higher self thinks up. It is after all, the ascension of the higher self that is the goal, we are just parts thereof that are given different gifts and talents and limitations to achieve certain goals and lessons for the higher self.
I don’t believe in hell, and belief in hell has nothing to do with conglomerate entities. The souls are trapped into the conglomerate entities by using grids at the moment of death that prevent the soul from going anywhere other than into this energetic prison of a sort that is the conglomerate entity. it is not NORMAL nothing the dark forces do is normal or right. That is the whole damn point. I’m sure there are readers of mine that can do grid work and do grid work and I thank them for their contributions to the whole. I talked about it at length because I have had several inquiries wanting more detail about it. Not all the questions I have received are here in comments many come in email.
dreams are very good means of communicating with spirit as well as your subconscious. however, they are not to be taking literaly. people interpret dreams differently, but it is agreed that they are symbolic. Like death-means transformation; house-your mind; absence of food-absence of knowledge, etc.
I find this just plain insulting I have been recording and interpreting my dreams ( and the dreams of other people I know well) for 20 years. I know my own symbology and have many years of RESULTS of my symbology. Dream books are a good starting place, but every person has their own symbols. If you interpret your dreams based on some book instead of results you will NEVER understand your own dreams. If I have a dream that is confusing to me I write it down and let it show itself, or discuss it with my brother Lee who is quite adept at catching things in my dreams that I don’t see in a confusing dream as I am with his dreams. There are also dreams that are clearly what I call “processing” dreams. They are part of current issues I am working in my growth, but are not really spiritual in nature. I don’t even bother to record those dreams, let alone try and make them in any way significant. The difference between a processing dream and a spiritual dream are very obvious. There was nothing confusing about the dream I shared. Perhaps you missed the part about these tornado dreams being a pattern, this means they have shown me consistent results.
what is the difference between projection, either astral or causal, and just dreaming-i mean how can one tell whether projection or a dream?
Projection is leaving the body and is done during meditation while consciously aware. We all leave our bodies when we go to sleep. A combination of the two would be lucid dreaming, in that case the body is technically asleep (in other words in delta brain waves) but you are consciously aware and may affect the direction of the dream.
the activation of the sphere recommended by Bestali-is it basic purpose DNA activation to higher vibration?-i am not clear on this
The Kundalini raises the vibration of the DNA. Most people who open their Kundalini and thus activate the elemental chakras never activate the sphere. The sphere is only activated consciously by someone on a dedicated ascension path. if a person does not intend to attempt to ascend there would be no point in activating the sphere.
there is this SRT (spiritual responce therapy) out there that claiming to clear your akashic records, your contracts, programs, etc Practitioners work with charts, pendulums and HS of theirs and a client (i think). i know it is possible to do because i do this myself (not by SRT method, but by reprogramming my mental and then emotional bodies) for several weeks now and very successfully. But can somebody else even with the help of the Spirit do that for you?
You cannot clear your akashic record. The akashic record is just that, a record of everything that occurs with every person and animal on the planet. The Akasha has no judgement or emotion it is simply a record of factual occurrence. You do not want to clear your contracts because they were made by higher self for the desired outcome for the life. Clearing them would be a use of freewill that would likely end with you creating more karma instead of completing karma.
programming is a good thing to clear and another person can help clear programming, with your permission, but it certainly is not necessary. It is something that can be done for yourself with dedication in meditation. If you haven’t learned what you wanted to learn by having the programming to begin with then you may not find success in clearing it until the lessons related to the programming are complete. However, working on clearing it will raise awareness of the lessons, and may enable you to complete the lessons quicker than anticipated. So its always worth while in my opinion.
Spirit reflects its level, knowledge, etc and is limited by understandings of a receiver; info is given only in terms that a receiver can understand, and it filters through receiver’s perception. And that’s the reason, i believe, we have different info on a same topic, sometimes even contradictory from different channels, readings, etc
This is why you develop your own inner connection. If you are not going to or reading different channels then there is nothing to get confused about. MOST channels are not even channeling spirits at all. They are receiving a stream of information from dark forces using technology. The things they bring through make me want to have no association with channeling at all. I have come close to removing all things related to channeling from the site on several occasions. These so called channels make every person who actually has a connection with spirit, whether they have channeled or not, look like a bunch of flighty idiots who will believe anything.
Readings are especially bad, very few readers are any good. Most of them are just in it for the cash. Also many who are good are not necessarily spiritual, they were simply born with a psychic gift and may be able to see some future things, but have no spiritual understanding of what they receive whatsoever. If you are trusting readers you will not go far on a spiritual path and are wasting your money.
So one of my personal truths which i presently hold is that God doesn’t really have a plan except to continuosly evolve through us, our experience. God granted us free will and merely observes how we use it. Now, based on that let me ask you: 1) if God intends in 2012 to take all dark entities off the planet, doesn’t it undermine free will? 2) if God doesn’t interfear and is all love, what dark forces rebelled against? You also say they created density…So density was not God’s intention and creation for us to experience?3) you say that when souls are created, determination is made whether they’ll be human, nature, animal spirit. Decided by whom? I got impression that not by
souls…again, how about free will, then? 4) you say that souls after assesment go back to their HS…Always? Are you saying that next incarnation will be done by different souls ?
You are free to believe God has no plan, but I have experienced God’s plans in many forms, so I will stick with what I know. Free will exists within God’s divine structure. What you seem to want to believe is that because there is free will God has no structure. You may want to watch the video I posted about the Mandelbrot Set. They deal with the apparent paradox of a plan and freewill existing simultaneously.
In general God does not interfere in the creation once formed. We are however talking about GOD here, and if God decides that something did not go according to plan and is now hurting the whole GOD has the right to make any choice to rectify that. I didn’t say dark forces created density. I said dark forces brought about a new form of density that was not in God’s plan and does not serve the whole of the creation. Their density is one that is so thick, for lack of a better term, that is makes it difficult for being incarnated in it to feel their connection to God. Why would God want anyone to feel disconnected from their divine essence?
Who decides what sparks (that become twin spirits – eternal love ties in the case of humans) will be human animal etc. GOD! Souls eventually return to higher self, normally after one incarnation. Sometimes a high vibration soul may become a guide after incarnating. Sometimes a soul is created by higher self for the sole purpose of being a guide. Occasionally the higher self will create a soul that is going to have more than one incarnation before returning to higher self. They are called carry over souls. It would be extremely rare for them to experience more than three incarnations. So yes, in general, the next incarnation will be another soul from higher self. However, what is the definition of next incarnation? Most higher selves at this point in time have four or five souls on the planet at the same time. One could be a baby while another is 95 and about to pass over. In these cases lifetimes overlap when looking at past lives. These are called parallel selves. If a person has one or more parallels going through a difficult experience and the person is a sensitive they will likely feel some of the feelings of the parallel.
If you familiar with the book “life between life” where the author regresses people and interviews them about that time in between incarnations-none of them mention rejoining with HS
Once again I don’t read other people’s books about spirit stuff, so no, I am not familiar with the material. But having done many regressions myself with people, I have found that the integration with higher self is insignificant in a regression, it is so ingrained into the soul as there is no true separation to begin with. Most people are also aware of the life review that happens after death, but when doing a regression this gets skipped as well, unless you specifically ask the person to go to the life review after seeing the previous life. If you have someone in a regression and ask them to experience the life review and then the return to higher self they will describe it in detail and the feeling of homecoming and joy they feel.
so it is your knowledge that new souls are constantly born or it is all the same original souls just circulating over and over?
New (sparks) spirits are born every time there is a new solar system created. From there various groups are created that are connected to each planet. These are angelic spirits and include humanoid species. Some Universal Spirits will incarnate on every planet. Most Universal spirits are very old, but God creates new groups of Universal Spirits as needed as any Universal Spirit can choose to return to source when they want to. God also creates new Universal groups with the beginning of each new super universe.
SOULS are primarily the incarnate aspects of higher selves (some are disincarnate guides) so they are created from higher selves all the time. You may say they are new because it is a new soul, but it may be a very old higher self.
if you take all the experience of previous soul and say got a past life reading, who’s past life that would be – prevous soul’s or yours? (especially when you go under the same name)
When I said in the podcast that you take on the experience of the previous soul, I didn’t mean their past lives! You only take on what they experienced in the current incarnation from birth until the time they leave. If a walk in were to have a past life reading the reading would be for the soul in body if the reader was even for real. Name has no bearing at all.
do you believe 9/11 was an inside job?
Not sure why you care what I think on this matter. All the information is out there for anyone to discern. But for the record I know it was an inside job. I was told about this event in 1989, as an event that would be a marker of where the world was in the timeline. I think anyone who looks at all the facts and can believe the official story is in enormous denial, even if they don’t believe in dark forces. The science is the science.
would DNA activation happen without Kundalini openning first? do one goes without another or
Not sure what the actual question is here because the Kundalini changes the DNA vibration of the body, but the concept of awakening more strands of DNA that is so frequently talked about, and often referred to as activation, is not connected to the Kundalini at all.
did you get to Samadhi gradually through meditations or did you use specific meditative technics or themes?
I used the techniques shared in the grand hallway of the infinite self and a couple of steps after that, that haven’t been discussed in any length yet. If the intent is to get there your guides will get you there with dedication. We don’t have guides to just watch us, in fact the protection element is the job of our guardian angel. The job of our guide is to keep us on the path set forth by the higher self. Some higher selves make very detailed plans for us, others more of an outline. If the plan includes coming to a higher state of consciousness then the guide is more than prepared to lead that process. In some cases they plan to take you to a certain point and then allow another to take you the rest of the way. That was true with me, Bestali turned the inner work over to my guide Atara in 1991, and it was he that led me through the ascension steps that I have progressed through thus far. Now I have another guide that took over my next phase of work named Aktanc. Bestali was certainly qualified to take me all the way, but my plan included the others because of a certain rapport that I have with them that would facilitate the work.
About soulless entities-Bestali was answering questions about Grays and he said there are 2 types, one of which is servant type soulless race buid by dark forces/lusiferians..they are dying out. BTW, he also said that Engtovo is of Melchizedek order whereas i believe you said-Enochian
Well he talked about the Pentalites which are the guardians of earth, and the Greys were created to look like them as much as possible. But a body that is not an android cannot live without a soul. If he ever used the term soul less, which I don’t recall, he would not have been using the term literally. The Greys are not dying out, but they are gone. Several years ago they were made an offer to return to the work of God, and that we would build a planet for them to incarnate and have a civilization. They took the deal which the other dark forces saw as one of their great betrayals. It is the reptilians that have been dying out.
I was a Melchizeldek for a very long time. The job that I do in spirit required me to spend time as a Melchizeldek worker, and Enochian worker, and a Michaelian worker. After completing that aspect I returned to my Enochian teacher for the rest of my apprenticeship. Bestali and I were Melchizeldeks in training together, and he was working with me with his Melchizeldek energies at the time of the channeling. He knew once I started to become consciously aware of the grid work, that would become my focus, so he let me think I was a Melchizeldek until sometime after Atara got his hands on me, as he is my Enochian teacher. My brother Randy and I were just talking about that the other day. Neither of us could remember when exactly we came to understand I was an Enochian. Now it is like a family joke that any of us ever believed I was a Melchizeldek.
If you already lived your divine expression as darlja, why did you incarnate again? or rather why you incarnated not in divine expression?
I am still living my divine expression as a Dharlja. I have another body and I walked in my consciousness into this body in order to do certain work against the dark forces that as a Dharlja I would not do because the Dharljas do not interfere in the affairs of mortals. It was a way that I could abide by the Dharlja philosophy and still get the work done, because this body would be in a mortal experience. I was asked to do this by God. Three of us did this, myself, my brother Seb (who I met in mortal and know as Lee) and my husband Makenai who is out there somewhere doing his thing. That is why my focus here is so much on the grids and stopping the dark forces. It is the reason I came into this body. I left my other body in suspended animation to do this, and now more often than not, I am awake in both bodies. When I have completed this work I can integrate my two bodies and live in my ascended expression. It is also possible I will ascend in this body while still here, and could live in two bodies, although I feel no need to be in two bodies ascended, and believe I would still integrate bodies. I can say on a strictly personal level, that if God hadn’t asked me to do this, I would not have done it. I miss my family and the divine life, which is why I am so dedicated to ascend again. I know what I gave up, and even though it has only been 22 years, it feels like 200 as mortal life SUCKS. People get sick of me talking about ascension, but if they had any clue how it compares to this life they would be working a hell of a lot harder to attain the divine life. This life is nothing more than slavery to the dark forces. Divine life is complete freedom and empowerment. That is what so many people are afraid of. They have been slaves so long they fear their own freedom.